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Rough Song 7:51PM

🌈🥀🔥💗💝💖A Freestyle I Did [Rapping&Singing] TRIGGER WARNING!! this is a snippit of one of my new songs "Dead Dreamz#4" The Full Version Is On YouTube [WWW.YouTube. Com/TwistedMetal411] I'm here for all of you, I appreciate your existence x ur enough x 🌈🥀🔥💝💗💖

🌈🥀🔥Dead Dreamz #4; A Freestyle By Izzy M. Martinez🥀🥀🌈

💝💗💖Just a quick freestyle I did, for my song Dead Dreamz,  
Prod: AngelLaCienciaBeats
My YouTube Channel : www.youtube.com/TwistedMetal411💗💖💝

🌈🥀🔥Dead Dreamz #4_Freestyle #2 _By Me, Izzy M. Martinez [Prod.AngelLaCienaBeats] 🔥🥀🌈

🌈🥀🔥This is another freestyle rap/song from my new song "Dead Dreamz #2" all is made by me x I appreciate your existence xx 
🌙🌙🔥🔥🖤🖤🥀🥀HUGE TRIGGER WARNING🥀🥀🖤🖤🔥🔥🌙🌙
🥀🥀🔥🔥Hey my name is Izzy && I'm a recovering drug addict && alcoholic   with over 1 year sober.  This is the longest I've been sober being out of treatment.  I've used mostly every drug there is.  Being homeless 13 times. In 215 mental hospitals. In 3 foster homes (2 out of 3 were abusive) group homes, unlocked and locked treatment centers, rehabs shelters, crisis centers. Short and long term treatment centers.  Which none will take me back cuz I've been there to many times. I've sold myself && got tortured abused raped drugged up for drugs and money to raise my unbio son, Anthony. I lost custody cuz of false accusations. I've had multiple near death experiences (some were suicide attempts && some were naturally done) my drug of choice was meth.  I've had trauma 24/7 from 2001-2018, over 10+ mental illnesses.  Some were caused from a few bad trips on PCP that I never came back from.  I was sleeping anywhere I could rest my head, I had to be alert at all times.  Tbh I havent been to a meeting in awhile.  My sponsor is like family to me.  I'm redoing all my steps. I'm on step 2. I've lost a shit ton of people to drugs and I was literally getting cop calls everyday.  Drugs messed with my life.  And having this much clean time is amazing. Most of my life I've gotten abused raped, literally tortured and drugged up. Sold. Prostituted, almost killed.  But no pity sympathy or attention pls. Any clean time is good time.  And I'm proud of all of you in recovery   drug addiction is a special kinda hell.  Drugs become your priority and your best friend. I got tortured on the daily by people coming in one by one torturing me from orders from Kimberly (my ex fiance who hung herself in front of me) it was one by one. I got so caught on in drugs that it was the only way I knew. I used to numb the pain. I'm so blessed I found God again.  Now I have 22+ mental breakdowns a day every day.  I found out it had a lot to do with my drug use.🔥🔥🥀🥀
🥀🖤Thank you for breathing even when u wanted to die.  Drugs kill you.  There's nothing about it to be proud of   its serious. You Matter Yo Important Yo A Someone Yo Enough Yo Worth It Yo Have A Purpose, Yo Have A Story, A Message, A Voice, A Reason, Yo A Warrior, A Soldier, A Survivor, A Fighter. You Are U && NoOne Can Be You, But YOU.  Your Life Matters YOU MATTER, Yo Life Has Value &% I'm Glad Your Alive. Thank U For Being Alive. People say that I help everyone and everything obsessively   && I don't stop. It's very true. This is a shout out to my unbio son that I raised as my own, Anthony Castillo-Martinez, I met him at one of the many abusive foster homes. Where it was owned illegally by Andrea/Angela && Jimmy Miller. We got tortured daily. They were not licensed foster parents. I met Lil Toni there and I escaped with him to meet up with Kimberly.  We lived in a run down hotel in LA. I became homeless again.  Toni got me through so much and even tho I can't find him (he's been gone for years) your my lil baby. I will always love u. U are my world and one day I hope to see u again.  I hope you have a good home now.  Going to school.  Just doing well in general. And I'm sorry for you witnessing what Kimberly was doing to me.  I love u babes with all my heart. 🖤🥀

My Diagnosis From Many Doctors : 
🌙🔥🔥Schizo-Affective,  Bipolar 
ADHD, OCD, ODD, 
PTSD, Insomnia 
Depression, Anorexia 
Anxiety, Autism 
Borderline Personality Disorder
Severe Brain Damage
Attachment Disorder 
Dissociative Identity Fugue.. 
Multiple Personality Disorder
Narcolepsy, Critically/Clinically Insane🔥🔥🌙
🥀

🌈🥀🔥Dead Dreamz 2; Freestyle 1_By Me, Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez🌈🥀🔥

🌈🥀🔥Dead Dreamz #2_Freestyle #2_By Me, Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez🌈🥀🔥

🏳️‍🌈🥀⭐🌈🔥Izzy.24.Born Female.Trauma24/7_2001-2018.IHave20+MentalIllnessesxAlienxMusician&Creator@Br0k3nR0z3zx🏳️‍🌈Here4Allx🏳️‍🌈SoberSince9.18.2018|Alien|Inzane|InsanitysBeloved|This2ShallPass|ImAlwaysHere4Uxp🥀🌈🔥⭐🥀🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 
💗💝💖Facebook #1: Izzy Ace X Magdalinoz-Martinez 
Facebook #2: Izzy x Arielaa Magdalinoz-Martinez
Instagram: @br0k3nxr0z3zx [Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez]
Email: InsanitysBelovedXO@gmail.com
YouTube: Izzy xo Ariela Magdalinoz-Martinezz
Wattpad: Ms_SweetInsanityyx
Tik Tok: Izzy M. Martinez
Stay Alive, I Appreciate Your Existence xx💝💗💖
🏳️‍🌈Izzy|24|BornAGirlx
IObsessivelyHelpEvery1/EverythingxIWannaxDox
WhateverICan2HelpxCarex
SupportxBeThere•
Save&FixTheUniverse&
Every1InItxMake
Every1HappyxSafex&Ok
YoLifeMattersxUMatterx
YoFeelingsAreValid
TheWorldNeedsUInIt
ThxU4BeingAlive 
ImHere4AllxNoPity
I♥Mom&LilToni🏳️‍🌈PeteDavidson/DannyPino/Eminem/NF/JohnMayer💚RIPRascal•TherapyDog🏳️‍🌈MyMental&Physical
HealthDiagnosis🏳️‍🌈LongTQSyndrome🏳️‍🌈Cardiomyopathy🏳️‍🌈ICD ImplantedInMeAfterHeartAttackStrokeNonResponsivePutOnVentalator2KeepMeAlivexBreathing4Me🏳️‍🌈Coded2x🏳️‍🌈SurguryxDefibrillator🏳️‍🌈Bipolar🏳️‍🌈Schizo-Affective🏳️‍🌈PTSD🏳️‍🌈AnxietyxDepressionxInsomniaxAnorexiax
OCDxODDxADHDxAutismxBorderlinePersonalityxDissociativeIdentityFuguexBrainDamagexNarcolepsyxCritically/ClinicallyInsane🏳️‍🌈TardivexDyskinesia🏳️‍🌈DissociativeAmnesia🏳️‍🌈
Depersonalization/Derealization🏳️‍🌈IntermittentExplosiveDisorder🏳️‍🌈Trauma24/7_2001-2018
🏳️‍🌈Sober_Drugs&Alcohol@9•18•2018
♥KeepFightngxBloodShotEyezxImGladUExistxo🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

🏳️‍🌈🥀🌷🌈🔥⭐Izzy M. Martinez [Ms_SweetInsanityyx]🌈🔥⭐🥀

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