The Upload

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @prodpuhf
Youtube: www.youtube.com/c/Puhf/featured
Beatstars: www.beatstars.com/puhf
Twitter: https://twitter.com/prodpuhf
Instagram: www.instagram.com/prodpuhf/

Covert art by Julian Jonsson:
https://www.instagram.com/bigfuckingpersonality/

Lyrics
============================
I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star so please just tell me that I shine

If you really wanna see me hurting tell me I don't know
I don't wanna know, no, no
I don't wanna know
Is what I say but fucking tell me and just go
Hyperventilating everything I'm writing shreds me to the bone
I feel my nerves exposed, oh, oh
Pain so close
I can breathe but every night I'm screaming I'm gon' choke
Burn the picture I'm painting inhaling all the smoke
I get high off what I wrote, oh, oh
Better than the dope
I can feel it soothing from my head down to my toes
I've been feeling certain I've been seeing demons woke
I thought I killed them long ago, oh, oh
I thought I found a home
The high of a lifetime but the comedown's so cold

I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star please just tell me that I shine

I spend most' my life wandering in a daze
Following the constellations like they'll show the way
Walking 'till it's morning blinded by the rays
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna wait
I've been terrified I'm building up with hate
Feel it pulsing through me, thought I knew me but I'm fake
Every time I ruin me but I've been blaming fate
Only time I feel okay is midnight in the rain

I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star so please just tell me that I shine

Shine [Prod. Puhf]

Sad2know [prod. autrioly]

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

You know I'm starstruck
I guess in Hollywood that is really what they come for
You from the desert and you just made the sky come alive again
Put your feet up on the dashboard we gonn' make it in a second baby
Yeah

You so easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need you to tell me how you feel about me 
Maybe we could get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you I am 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you
You come right back in my life and you take it all back to the start 

And I fantasize about a life that works for the both of us 
I give bad advice but I take it so I don't have to open up
So just light my cigarette take it I won't finish it 
Love you and I know that I'm just making sure you're listening 
So baby what I gotta do to get through to get through to you
Feel like I'm stuck in a scary movie 
I swear I'm so mad at my friend the way he introduced me 
And the room is so dark baby you had a spotlight 
You always find a way to put yourself back in my life

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

spotify

splitting cigarettes w/ sace6 (p. rrarebear)

Save Me From Myself

LYRICS¬

I'm feeling desolate
a pessimist
call me professor X
a specialist
perfectionist-
mutation on the beat leavin em breath-e-less
I'm heaven sent
I'm at my best-
Assembling 
Assembling my wildest dreams 
I'm manic see
I'm manifesting being a better me

but I often let my feelings get the best of me
I'm evil see
Intense imagery digesting me
Its killing me
My blood spills carefully
On mahogany so blissfully
its clear to see
Its clear to see
That I'm dying baby wont you come and save me
Come and save me x2
That's the least that you could do to try repay me

to try repay me
For the pain that you caused me
Yeah
It still haunts me
Oh
It still haunts me


Oh 
Writing songs on a starry night
Intertwining my pain within every rhyme
Write down feelings on my phone when I'm alone at night 
but my music echoes pains of a shattered mind
And it helps me vent frustration when I'm not feeling right
Helps me bring my thoughts into clearer light
Jotape introduced me to the artist life
and I'm slowly getting better I'm so thankful I
yeah
I'm so thankful i
yeah I'm so thankful i
Jotape introduced me to the artist life
and I'm slowly getting better I'm so thankful I

mutant (secre swallowtail)

The sun is setting.

Official Music Video for CYPHER by Cemetery Drive: https://youtu.be/yxgRyfSRSrY

Cemetery Drive is performing live in LA with Dolo Tonight on June 17: https://posh.vip/e/lifes-a-party-then-youre-dead-a-dolo-release-party 

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cemetery-drive-cypher-lyrics

=========================
Vocals (In order of appearance)
=========================
@teeawgo
@milespowers
@chriswright
@atwood
@whyandotte

=========
Production
=========
@bbluknight
@whyandotte

=======
Artwork
=======
@wetdaytimetable

===============
Mixing & Mastering
===============
@atwood

CYPHER

Official Music Video

Josh A - Pain

Instagram - @dempseyrollboy 🚬

in a world of my own... 🖤💭

NO ROOM

breakup prod. sheepy

https://too.fm/qx3qvvn

prod. Nico Horry
additional prod. @masked-man-peace

verse 1: @masked-man-peace
hook : @masked-man-peace
verse 2: @kyaruok
hook 2 : @masked-man-peace
verse 3: @hellotaro
hook 3: @masked-man-peace

mixed & mastered by CANCEL CULTURE

cover art by @kyaruok

PARANOIA

Spotify / Apple Music

Lyrics:
when i lay awake inside the hole in own bed
all these thoughts come back and they come flooding through my head
i wonder what they'd do if they woke up and found me dead
i wish i could reverse all the events and where they lead

i know that i seem crazy i just probably need some help
dont listen to my lyrics cause youll know that im in hell
i promise im just kidding and im really doing well, i wear this mask like every day its halloween you couldn't tell

i would really not be shit at all without my favorite person, i just feel so bad that every night she gets a different version, of me i just spend my days distracted with a big diversion, its the only way i function when im lost in the immersion

i know i say im tired im annoying all the time
i really hate complaining about all thats on my mind, ill either keep myself real busy just to show that i can grind
or sink into the void and smoke until my brain is fried

keep to myself cause i know that im fucked
i know that i hurt everything that i touch
try to be nice but i know its not much
working all day just to bring in the bucks

dont wanna feel so i just wanna sleep
smoke on a bowl then i fall in the deep
baby i love you youre all that i need
i promise im trying to get on my feet

know youre my life so just please never leave
life is so fucked but i wanna believe
maybe the good things we just never see
im just a bitch while i cry on the beat

say i dont care what no one think of me
thoughts will not stop but thats just how it be
sailing away so that i can be free, but im dead on the shore and i float out to sea

in my lane, on my own
hit the blade its the only way to go
im not sane, but now you know
i wont complain when i know thats how it goes

Fried

Fried (prod. Lil Nightshift)

cant get you out my head :(
beats to relax / study to

Lease / Purchase this beat: https://bsta.rs/0b0a648f2

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com

Daydreams

Thanks to @dulaiiii and @bonsaiibeats for getting on this beattape.                        its been exactly a month since i released my first song finally got to make a beattape. Thanks to @ikirucollective for teaching me how to make music and all the support c:   special thanks to @paper_hero @neptunekidd and @bonsaiibeats for helping me a lot from the start                                                                                      0:00-2:04 waitforme  slowdown                                                                                                  2:05-5:30 when its gone                                                                                                  5:32-7:44 family mart                                                                                                                    7:46-9:35 voob                                                                                                                               9:36-11:57 WILLINGLY                                                                                                             11:58-14:10 pandjazz                                                                                                               14:13-16:16 matcha                                                                                                                16:17-17:08 sad3                                                                                                                        17:10-18:23 soul searching                                                                                                          18:24-19:32 LM

Matcha

sweater weather (prod. lovematt X thislandis)

dxnny - Distance Remix (Limbo EP)
https://soundcloud.com/noizeyymusic/sets/limbo-secre-swallowtail

Vocals - https://soundcloud.com/noizeyymusic?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing https://www.instagram.com/noizeyydied/

The Upload

J. 413