FREEDOMCRY(1112025)

i'm going CRAZY (PROD. SKOTSKR)

lyrics:

I WENT ON A HIKE AND DID SOME DRUGS 
MY HEADPHONES PLAYING’ MY FAVORITE SONG 
I’M FILLED WITH SO MUCH LOVE 
DON’T KNOW WHERE IT’S BEEN AT ALL ALONG 
UP ON A MOUNTAIN TOUCH THE SKY
I COULD DIE IF I STAY UP HERE TOO LONG
MY BEST FRIEND BY MY SIDE 
AND I’M SO HIGH TELL ME WHY

I CAN SEE HEAVEN
HEAVEN
HEAVEN IN YOUR EYES
I’M SEEING HEAVEN 
HEAVEN
YOU’RE HEAVEN IN DISGUISE

I WANNA FLY AWAY 
ON A TIDAL WAVE
OF ENERGY 
MY BODY TURNS INTO PARTICLES 
DISINTEGRATE AND MELT AWAY


heaven (PROD. CALDER X kevm)

lyrics:

WHEN I OPEN MY DEVICE
I SEE HELL
(I SEE HELL)
INFINITY INSIDE MY SPIRIT 
I BEEN HOLDING UP THE SKY FOR SO LONG
I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO SEE IT 
SO TAKE THE FALL 
SO TAKE THE FALL
THE SUN GET’S FAR AWAY
THE SUN GET’S FAR AWAY
YOU’RE NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO FLY SO NEAR IT
SO TAKE THE FALL
SO TAKE THE FALL
WHAT'S THE POINT OF WRITING?
WHAT'S THE POINT?
IF NO ONE EVEN UNDERSTANDS THE LYRICS?
SAID NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE LYRICS
YOU PLAYING THE SONG BUT I DOUBT IF YOU REALLY HEAR IT
MAN WHO AM I KIDDING 
CANT CHARGE ME TO PAY ATTENTION 
MY BEST DRAWINGS WERE ON THE DESK 
IN AFTER SCHOOL DETENTION
CREATING EVERY DAY CUZ IT’S THE ONLY THING I’M GOOD AT
OR GREAT AT
OR YOU COULD ARGUE NOBODY SHOULD SAY THAT ABOUT ME 
AND IT’S A CRIME THE AMOUNT OF SUCCESS THAT GOD HAS ALLOWED ME TO HAVE 
THROW ME THAT HAIL MARY YOU KNOW I AIN'T DROPPING THE PASS
YEAH
I FEEL THE MOST AT PEACE WITH BOTH MY FEET STOOD ON TOP OF THE GRASS
LEARNING NOT TO GIVE A FUCK COMPLETELY?
IMPOSSIBLE TASK
THOUGHTS OF GREY MATTER ON THE WALL
BUT YOU CALL AND YOU ASK ME
WHY I AIN’T RAPPING 
ISN’T LIVING INSPIRING?
I SAID:
WHAT'S THE POINT OF WRITING
IF NO ONE EVEN UNDERSTANDS THE LYRICS?


take the fall (PROD. Brahman)

lyrics:

IF YOU MOVE TO THE BEAT OF THE DRUM YOU WILL FIND 
THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SONGS 
ARE ONES YOU CANNOT REWIND 
I GET UP
ON MY FEET AND START 
SHAKING MY SPINE 
I FEEL IT VIBRATE
I MAKE THE MOST OF MY TIME 
NOW WAKE UP
OPEN UP YO EYES 
AND WAKE UP 
COME INTO THE LIGHT 
AND WAKE UP 
ARE YOU STUCK IN A DREAM?
DO YOU FIND THE WORLD IS NOT WHAT IT SEEM TO BE?
A BIG FANTASY
THEY MADE UP?
NOW IT’S TIME FOR YOU MAKE THE BED
AND WAKE UP 
A PRODUCT OF THE BRAIN
I USED TO A SLAVE TO MY PAIN
THE STRESS OUTWEIGHING 
MY LOVE FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
EVERYDAY IT MADE ME GO INSANE 
EVERY NIGHT PRAYING
SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE
I WANNA PUT MY LIFE ON FREEZE 
DOWN ON MY KNEES 
THINKING BOUT SUICIDE 
IT’S DO OR DIE TO ME 
HOW CAN I BE FREE?
IF I GET UP IN THE MORNING BUT I KNOW I’M STILL SLEEP 
MY ALARM BEEP BEEP AND THE BIRDS CHEEP 
GRINDING MY TEETH 
AND BITING MY NAILS 
I MOVE LIKE A SNAIL 
LIFE FEEL LIKE HELL 
I HAD A COUPLE SHROOMS IN A BAG I FORGOT 
MIGHT AS WELL TAKE EM ALL
IT DON’T SEEM LIKE A TON
BEEN A WHILE SINCE LAST TIME 
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
CAN’T GET WORSE THAN STARING AT A GUN!
AFTER A BIT
STARTED FEELING KINDA WEIRD 
SEEING SHAPES ON THE CEILING
MY EYES MAKE TEARS
THE MUSHROOM SPEAKING TO ME IN MY HEAD
I COULD HEAR WITHOUT USING MY EARS
AND THIS IS WHAT HE SAID 
YOU GOTTA LET GO BABY
OF ALL THAT HATE 
YOU GOTTA STOP TRYNA CONTROL SHIT THAT’S OUT OF YOUR REACH 
LIVE YOUR LIFE
I’M HAPPY TO BE STUCK UP 
IN A BODY OF MEAT
NOT BOTHERING ME 
IN THE RAIN OR THE SUN 
EVERYONE CAN HAVE SOME FUN AND GET HIGH
YOU GOTTA LET GO BABY OF ALL THAT HATE
TOO HEAVY TO LET YOU FLY


wake up (PROD. MKULTRA)

lyrics:

WORK SO HARD
FLY SO FAR
FORGET EVERYTHING YOU ARE
WASTE YOUR TIME
THE CLOCK TICKS ON 
BUT YOU WERE WITH ME ALL ALONG 
BODY HURTS
CAN’T GET UP 
I DON’T WANNA REGRET NOT VISITING ENOUGH 
HOLD MY HAND 
DON’T GO AWAY
I’D TRADE A YEAR FOR ANOTHER DAY 
I LOVE
I LOVE, YOU
PAIN
TEARS BURN
FALLING FROM MY 
EYES
MY TURN
TO LOSE EVERYTHING 
I LOVE
I HANG YOUR PAINTINGS ON MY WALL 
I’LL FILL ENTIRE CONCERT HALLS
YOU SAY I’M GROWING UP SO TALL
BUT FOR A FEW YEARS I HAVEN’T GROWN AT ALL
WE HAVEN’T SPOKEN FOR A WHILE
NERVOUS LOOKING AT THE DIAL
I WANT TO SEE THE WAY YOU SMILE
A THOUSANDS PICTURES IN A PILE 
I LOVE
I LOVE, YOU
WHY
SPIRAL
FALLING FROM THE
SKY
MY TURN
TO LOSE EVERYTHING 
I LOVE


everything i love (prod. Wonton X Brahman)

lyrics: 

WHERE IS THE LOVE?
WHERE IS THE SOUL PLEASE
HELP ME TO SEE IT
I’VE LOST ALL CONTROL
LIKE PAPER I FOLD
IN TWO
THEN FOUR
THEN EIGHT
THEN MORE
IS THERE A PIECE OF ART YOU CAN’T BUY?
A PAINTING HUNG SO HIGH 
A GOLDEN FRAME WHOSE CONTENTS 
YOU CAN’T NAME A PRICE FOR
THEY CAN’T STAND THE SIGHT OF IT
A SONG THAT NOBODY CAN RECORD 
ONE THAT NOBODY’S HEARD BEFORE
SOMETHING YOU’LL NEVER BUY IN A STORE
AND THERE WILL NEVER BE MORE 
WHERE IS THE LOVE?
WHERE IS THE SOUL PLEASE
HELP ME TO SEE IT
I’VE LOST ALL CONTROL
LIKE PAPER I FOLD
IN TWO
THEN FOUR
THEN EIGHT
THEN MORE
WHERE IS THE LOVE?
WHERE IS THE SOUL PLEASE
HELP ME TO SEE IT
I’VE LOST ALL CONTROL
FOR PAPER WE FOLD
IN TWO
THEN FOUR
THEN EIGHT
THEN MORE

a song you cannot record (PROD. CALDER)

lyrics:

HOLDING ONTO 
HOLDING ONTO THE PEOPLE AND THEIR FEELINGS
I MISS YOU 
ALL MY LIFE I SPENT 
TRYNA BE APPROVED OF
BASE MYSELF ON MY FRIENDS
BUT EVERYTHING GOTTA END 
ARE YOU HOLDING ON TOO?
GIVE ALL YOU WANT 
BUT YOU KNOW THE WORLD TAKE IT BACK
PLACE BLAME ALL THAT YOU WANT 
TIL YOUR SOUL IS BLACK 
DON’T PICK UP WHEN I CALL
I DON’T WANNA CHAT 
HATE ME UNTIL ONE OF US HAVE A HEART ATTACK
I LOVE YOU
I DON’T WANNA SEE YOU GO AWAY 
HIDE OUT 
WHEN YOU TRY TO GO
LIKE A STOWAWAY 
READY TO FORGIVE YOU
BUT YOU KNOW HOW TO HOLD A GRUDGE
READY TO MOVE ON 
GOTTA FIND SOMEWHERE TO PUT MY LOVE 
ROT INSIDE 
YOU CAN DIE WHEN I DECIDE 
YOU CANNOT BREAK FAMILY TIES 
QUITE SO EASILY 
HEART RATE RISING 
DEFEATING ME 
I’M SO TIRED 
WANNA GO TO SLEEP 
YOU’RE INSIDE OF ANOTHER DREAM 
WE AREN’T EVEN ENEMIES 
WHY 
WHY WON’T YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES
WHY
SPEND YOUR LIFE 
PICKING UP THE PIECES 
OF DIFFERENT PUZZLES 
FIREFLIES IN THE SUMMERTIME 
DON’T KNOW WHY THEY SHINE
AS THEY FLY THROUGH THE SKY 
I SEE LIGHT 


firefly (PROD. CALDER X kevm)

lyrics:

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARRY I FEEL SO WEAK 
DYSPHORIC IN MY MASCULINITY 
WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HATE WHAT I SEE
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT YOU SEE IN ME

ERICA LOOK INTO MY EYES
ERICA YOU’RE JUST MY TYPE 
ERICA I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE
I FEEL SO ALIVE WITH YOU

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARRY I FEEL SO WEAK 
DYSPHORIC IN MY MASCULINITY 
WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HATE WHAT I SEE
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT YOU SEE IN ME
I DO WHAT I MUST STRUGGLE WITH WHAT I CAN
WHEN YOU SEE ME CRY, AM I LESS OF A MAN?
YOU CRADLE MY SOUL AND YOU HOLD MY HAND
YOU LET ME KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I AM


ericka (PROD. CALDER X kevm)

YEAH
HE TALKIN’ SWEET LIKE A CAVITY
TALKIN’ SHIT IT COULD GO DOWN LIKE GRAVITY
STEPPIN’ TO ME THAT’S A FANTASY
I AM A LIVING CALAMITY
I’M GRADUALLY LOSING MY SANITY
I WENT FROM GANJA TO FLIPPING PROFANITY
THEY PROFIT OFF ALL OUR DEPRAVITY
THAT’S THE REALITY

WHIP AN F-150 NOT A CAR
PICKING UP AN UGLY BITCH
AT THE BAR
ON THE PORCH
STRING BROKE ON MY GUITAR
BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD 
BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD (x4)

I QUIT SMOKING EXCEPT FOR THE BEATS THAT I RAP ON 
GREEN LIKE BROCCOLI 
I KEEP IT GOING FOREVER NO MATTER THE WEATHER BITCH THERE AIN’T NO STOPPING ME 
THEY WANNA TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING WE OWN LIKE IT’S A GAME OF MONOPOLY 
I TURN A FED TO AN EARTHWORM
BURY HIM DEEP IN THE DIRT ON MY PROPERTY 
THE ONLY GRILL THAT I GOT IS A FOREMAN 
I KEEP ME A SMITH LIKE A MORMON 
I TOOK A SIP OF THE MOONSHINE 
SPINNING LIKE I WAS A STORM THAT’S FORMING 
KNOCKING SHIT OVER LIKE HURRICANE 
YOU SHOULDN’T SLEEP ON ME LIKE POLYURETHANE 
I COULD DO THIS FOREVER LIKE PLASTIC 
I MAKE IT STRIKE LIKE THE TIP OF A MATCHSTICK
TALKING LIKE ARISTOTLE WHEN I RAP
A PHILOSOPHER GREATER THAN PLATO 
THROWING TOMATOES AT ME IMMA DO YOU LIKE NATO
HIT YOU WITH A MISSILE TURN YOU INTO PLAY-DO
POP HIM HE WADDLE LIKE DONALD
I AIN’T TALKING RONALD I’M TALKING THE DUCK 
AND SPEAKING OF DUCKS YOU BUGGING LIKE DAFFY
I STRETCH YOU LIKE TAFFY 
I DON’T GIVE A FUCK

I JUST BLEW UP A CYBER TRUCK
I JUST BUTT FUCKED ELON MUSK 
INDIAN BOY SO YOU KNOW MY BITCH 
TOLD ME MY DICK LOOK JUST LIKE A ELEPHANT TUSK
I’M PLAYING MARIO BROS WITH ZUCK 
I LEAVE A DEVIL WITH WINGS A HALO
I JUST SHOT UP THE AMAZON WAREHOUSE 
AND SENT A .5 TO JEFF BEZOS

BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD (X4)

NOTHING IS PUNK 
BESIDES MAYBE SELF IMMOLATING LIKE A MONK 
I KEEP A STICK LIKE A TRUNK DO 
FUCK JOE BIDEN AND PRESIDENT TRUMP TOO
AS LONG AS 12 GOT A GUN I GOT ONE TOO
THINKING BOUT PICKING UP KUNG FU 
“TO KNOW YOUR ENEMY YOU MUST BECOME THEM”
THAT WAS A QUOTE BY SUN TZU
STACKING PAPER LIKE A BOOKSTORE 
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU NEED TO READ BOOKS FOR?
I GET ALL OF MY INFORMATION FROM THE INTERNET
I FIND WHATEVER I LOOK FOR
I BELIEVE WHATEVER I SEE
AND I CANNOT EAT ANYTHING SPICY 
I’M AN ILLITERATE VILLAGE IDIOT I CAN’T EVEN READ MY OWN ID
PACKING THAT DIP IN MY LIP
LIKE MY DICK IN A BITCH
I AIN’T TALKING MY SISTER
WALKING AROUND IN THEM ALLIGATOR SKIN BOOTS
JUST GAVE ME A BLISTER
I DON’T GOT A ROLEX
SHOOTING THAT PISTOL WITH ONE HAND MAKING MY WRIST HURT 
I AIN’T A TALKER
IF HE WANNA CHIT CHAT
HE CAN GO SPEAK TO MY FIST FIRST 

I JUST BLEW UP A CYBER TRUCK
I JUST BUTT FUCKED ELON MUSK 
INDIAN BOY SO YOU KNOW MY BITCH 
TOLD ME MY DICK LOOK JUST LIKE A ELEPHANT TUSK
I’M PLAYING MARIO BROS WITH ZUCK 
I LEAVE A DEVIL WITH WINGS A HALO
I JUST SHOT UP THE AMAZON WAREHOUSE 
AND SENT A .5 TO JEFF BEZOS

BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD (X4)

you best get from round here dressin’ like that
we don’t call the police around these parts


GET OUT OF MY YARD (PROD. WENDIGO)

announcer:
ladies and gentlemen of our nation
please join me in welcoming
the president of the united states of america!

people:
oh my fucking god
i love you mr. president
yeah we love you!

mr. president:
hahaha. how you guys doing?

people:
this is the best day of my life
yeah! woo hoo! yeehaw!

mr. president:
hahaha.you’re too kind everybody! you’re too kind


TO BE THE BOSS YEAH YOU GOTTA PAY THE COST 
PUT YOUR HANDS UP 
LIKE YOU GETTING STOPPED BY THE COPS 
FUCK A NAZI 
MY CHOPPA HIT EM RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES 
THEY TURN US ON EACH OTHER 
IT’S YO BROTHER YOU DESPISE 
KANYE WEST CAN SUCK MY DICK UNTIL HE DIES
I’M ON A MISSION TO MURDER CORRUPT POLITICIANS
NOBODY WANNA LISTEN TOO BUSY ARGUING BITCHING 
AND DISSING ONE OTHER TO MAKE A NOTICEABLE DIFFERENCE 
YOU WANNA GET RICH? PAY THE PRICE (YESSIR)
YO TWEET GOT 100 THOUSAND LIKES (YESSIR)
ABOUT HOW WE SHOULD SEPARATE BLACKS AND THE WHITES (YESSIR)
THEY WANT US SEPARATED WE CAN NEVER FIGHT (YESSIR)

RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT (YES SIR) 
GOT THE OPPOSITION STARING DOWN THE PIPE (YES SIR) 
TELL ME ARE YOU MAGGOTS AND MICE (NO SIR)
WOULD YOU GIVE YOUR LIFE (SIR YES SIR)
FOR THE BILLIONAIRE ON A YACHT (YES SIR)
FOR THE POLITICIAN AT THE TOP (YES SIR)
FOR PEACE AND JUSTICE ABROAD (NO SIR)
I AM YOUR GOD (SIR YES SIR)
TO BE THE BOSS YEAH YOU GOTTA BRAINWASH AND TORTURE
PULL UP WITH BARS MADE OF NAPALM AND TORCH YA
ENFORCE MY LAWS WITH BOMBS 
AND KILL COMMUNISTS FOR STARTING IT 
I TEAR EM APART
ADD A STAR TO THE FLAG 
YOU CAN DIE IF YOU A FAG OR BROWN COLORED 
I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO OTHER THAN MONEY
IT’S ALWAYS SUNNY IN SPACE
I WILL ESCAPE IF NEED BE
I LEAVE YOU LIVIN’ IN FECES 
KNEE DEEP BITCH
TAKE FROM THE POOR AND MAKE THE RICH
MORE LIT
THERE AIN’T NO HOPE FOR YOUR GENERATION GO SLIT YO WRISTS
I’LL BUY UP EVERY SINGLE HOUSE AND PRODUCE THE FOOD 
SO IF YOU HUNGRY AND SICK YOU CAN LICK THE BRICKS
WE GOT PLENTY OF FUNDS FOR WEAPONS 
BUT NONE FOR BOOKS OR HEALTH CARE, I BUY GUNS
GIVE PRAISE TO THE WHITE BLUE AND THE RED
I’M ALWAYS EATING GOOD THAT’S WHY THEY CALL ME “THE FED”


THE STATE OF THE UNION (PROD. CUBE x CALDER)

"Who the fuck is JackZap?" - some random person

nice, you clicked on 'read more' which means you actually give a fuck

listen bro, the algorithm chose you and this ain't a coincidence

you're probably a cool, misunderstood wacky person like myself that is sick and tired of the pain in this world

tired of lies

tired of the tyranny

I hereby invite you to stay a while, and wish you safe travels should you wish to reject my invitation

my corner of SoundCloud is a nice, peaceful place, where everyone with good intentions is welcome to be themselves

however, there are rules

I periodically check this page and will block anyone who comments negative things

because putting my time and energy into giving a fuck about the opinion of another human being is beneath me

i hope you feel the same, fellow person

i would like to inform you that now until the day i die, i truthfully do not give a fuck about making money off of my music

lets face it, unless you have the numbers no one gives a fuck am i right?

but also, music is a hobby of mine

so yeah, enjoy yourself and I hope you like what you hear

and if not, no hard feelings

because i am not meant to impress most people so i have decided to live my life for myself and things that bring my heart joy

i'd like you to do this for yourself if you take any advice i can give you

Peace out

FREEDOMCRY(1112025)

JackZap

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