I am not the same 
I wear a different name
I am ashamed 
of who I became
I don't know how to explain why i could still want things to have remained

I'll never know what it's like to let you go
But I hope you know it took every part of me to say no

There is a disarray 
to my mood everyday
I know that I'm a cliché
but I'm just in dismay
So I stare blankly in pain wondering why there are just no words to explain why I'm feeling this way

I'll never know what it's like to let you go
But I hope you know it took every part of me to say no

uke

J.M. García