^-^ happy birthday chxngii ^-^

life comes to me in a dream
because you’re hidden within me
i don’t know where to go
i just know im not alone
and i don’t want to go outside
the world is getting out of line
no i don’t want to go
sparing her leave me alone

i cant be who you are to me
dumbing down the tragic parts of life
i think ive begun to understand why
everyones colors seem to lie
past present nonsense and no sense of right
hang on to these memories
hang on to my friends stories
hang on to a lonely fiends sense of therapy
dreams caught under rain
blood tear drop stain
clinically insane
please just let them be okay

talking about a type of love
a type of love for a type of life
that’s hurting inside
that type of love
never seemed to have died
cause i know got no reason
at the end of the night
it isnt my right
to say what i got say
to make myself feel alright
ill just keep inside
keep inside the words
cause the words i got say
i want to say left her with nothing else to say
no response for the rest of our days
sometimes i want to feel gray
but that’s not how i felt that day

x's for u's [prod. puhf x 5head]

Sensation (prod.j1nabae)

(Lyrics)

Now that every time I lie awake I think about  these scares and mistakes these migraines are killing me sometimes it makes it hard to breath I see myself being un alive i don't know how to pass the time do I take a breath or do a line I can't figure it out otherwise
( there's nothing left for me to give to you ) there's nothing for me in this place everytime I feel like a mistake

It's all a bunch of Bull shit bodies hit the floor quick I got nothing left to lose  fuck up all the basics it's always of the same shit  I got nothing left to lose

  What's the definition of psychology depression in your chest you say what is best for me, but I cannot see bad thoughts get repressed so I say that what I am , am I that guy to follow in your foot steps or am I the one to break the curse to make sure nothing hurts that left  ( I've done some things the things I did for you ) I have always tried to be my best but life keeps on giving me these test ( so tell me what am I supposed to do ) 

I don't really know about the but I'll take you down till my last breath
It's all a bunch of Bull shit body's hit the floor quick I got nothing left to lose fuck up all the basics it's always of the same shit

I got nothing left to lose
I got nothing left to lose
I got nothing left to lose

nothing left to lose prod. 57blu/yungshinra

sin4me - L1GHTS (sinfulactz leak) (p. sapjer)

(prod. drylids)

LYRICS:

MALICE:
I've been in my head lost for many days 
ruminating about my own unending rage
Many times i've tried to understand
the way that you moved, 
but it never went to plan  
Am I crazy, i dont know but i want to get out
Lifes a cycle that wont end it just goes round and round
im breaking down, i tear my skin so i can feel something
I hate this world and I know that I'll never mean a thing

(chorus) 
What goes around comes back around, 
Thats just how the world works,
You live a lie you call your life and try to make it work,
and every year that you're alive the cycle only gets worse
You'll never leave because you dont wanna be the cause of hurt, 

NLA E:
Got hella I can flex,
Everyday's a fkn mess
wake up and go back to bed,
Got fucked up thoughts in my head
grew up numb, I'm not affectionate
but i fiend for the kiss of death
dont really know how to cope the best
pop an x , puff an cigarette
glock 17 ion fuck with barrettes
tryna figure out what sin fits me best
as i take my last breath, happy im free from this mess

(chorus)
What goes around comes back around, 
Thats just how the world works,
You live a lie you call your life and try to make it work,
and every year that you're alive the cycle only gets worse
You'll never leave because you dont wanna cause the hurt,

Hurtwrld (oh but I love it) (ft NLA E)

j.malle x zamiel - Highway

Im just bout to head out to the highway
Go out speed out big body
You know I don’t care about the limit
You know she don’t care about my feelings

Don’t remind me of the bullshit
I get high lost my feelings 
Fuck this world that I live in, fuck this world that we live in
Bring the weed, bring the gas 
You and me we can chill on the beach 
I’m screaming fuck the opposition I’m high off my weed
Yeah hold up, I gotta stack all my paper
She do it now she want it later
That boy a hoe he gone get faded

Im just bout to head out to the highway
Go out speed out big body
You know I don’t care about the limit
You know she don’t care about my feelings

j.malle x zamiel - Highway (prod. Lately Beats)

T H E O R Y (PROD. SHIGEO)

cold face  (clearjaw)

prod. archipelago

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oxycontin that’s straight 2 the face
i made so many mistakes
i thought that we were gon b okay
i was wrong wtf can i say

chorus:

know my eyes always open can’t sleep in the night
yeah, my heart colder than the ice
i guess i wasted 2 years of my life 
still blame myself fucked it up in a night
now i’m offa the drugs flying just like a kite
got me fuckin w chemicals all in my mind
rarely ever b thinking when i should think twice
potion in my cup just spilled on the nikes
i got clean of the pills now i’m losing my mind

yeah think about takin my life
family only thing changing my mind
everything upside down don’t feel alright
said it once i feel dead bitch i won’t say twice
but i guess what i just said was kind of a lie
cos practically all of my songs have that line
what else can I say when I feel like I’m…
I won’t say it again I’ll just look for the light
but that shit seems like it’s just too hard to find
i stopped taking them pills that were all self prescribed 
2 months w no anxiety was nice

yeah
when i stopped taking them it put me in bed for like a week
i was withdrawing I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t eat
now my anxiety stay at the peak
i need a break from this shit need some weed
yeah, i need to collect all the trees🍃
panic attack I can’t breathe 
yeah, spilling my drink on my sleeve
my hands are shaking I just wanna leave!
told u I just wanna leave yeah
told you that I can’t compete with this
told you that I feel deafeated
i was screaming i cannot believe this

(chorus)

and the words that you said cut so deep like a knife 
suppressing my thoughts but you still in my mind
somehow u still in my mind but u ain’t in my life i got no love 
sometimes it feels like i got no one
got no one to turn to got no trust
coldhearted so numb
all u did was just tell me to grow up

u made it so clear u had no love
u wouldn’t even look me in my eyes
u just called me on my phone n u ended my life as it was
I’m so fucked up n lost
i been fuckin distraught
bitch I was numb
yeah, I’m done w this life I won’t lie
I don’t wanna waste time
I needa plan an escape from inside of my mind

hate being stuck I need another line
I been fucked up been high
cut so deep, bleeding out
just noclipped through the ground
I’m recording this track in the backrooms 
n I’m constantly in a bad mood
double drop, just took 2
really I was never good for u

(chorus)

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coldheart (archipelago)

Weight

I Wanted You

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j.malle x zamiel - Highway (prod. Lately Beats)

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