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Diary Of An Arsonist

Lose My Life

Escape From Hell

J Molley's Debut Project Titled 'Dreams Money Can Buy'.
Produced By I'm Not Goofy & Ganja Beatz.
Mixed & Mastered By Luthando Phihlela & I'm Not Goofy.
Available On All Platforms.

Never Know

Suicidal Thoughts Interlude

Playing-(VegasXcesar,Fettiboy Jim and Acid)

push start

push start ft. fettiboyjim [ prod. wav.gang ]

Produced by Brizzy Da Savage
Mixed and Mastered by Sapsinartra
Album art by AntiCalvin

R0CK$T4R FT Lih Red ,Si Xiazi(p. @brizzy savage)

G!V3 3M H3LL*!!+:)(Prod. Wavgang+CCG)

About Hurts To Feel 
Your mind really does control your reality, and sometimes when you can’t seem to find the good in anything, or appreciate what you have, it becomes hard to want to feel anything at all. If all you feel is negative, then why feel at all... Dealing with emotional issues is something most people struggle with the most because it feels like your mind is working against you; the longing for stability but not knowing how to get there or where to start. It makes being truly happy seem like an impossible task, and the disappointment of not having it only increases how bad you feel. I find that coming to terms with this feeling and accepting it helps overcome it, as opposed to running and hoping you can outrun those negative feelings - face them, ask yourself where they came from. Dig deep into the source; I feel like it’s only then that can you start figuring out how to help yourself, and only you can find those answers.

Written by: PatricKxxLee 
Produced by: PatricKxxLee 
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m 

LYRICS 
 [Verse 1] See  now I’ve come to realise / That it hurts to feel inside / It fucking hurts to be alive / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self, / My mind is hell / Tryna come to terms with my / lack of love, don’t wanna die / I don’t wanna live this lie / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / You see the the picture that I paint / Can’t tell  this happiness is fake / I feel so dead when I’m awake / I crumble underneath this weight / Don’t know what’s wrong with me today / Tell everyone that I’m okay / I think I’m sick, they don’t believe / Your advice doesn’t work for me

[Verse 2] I won’t allow myself to smile / Haven’t been happy in a while / I’m always walking down the aisle / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / Now whose number should I dial / Feel like my life’s a fucking trial / I’m overwhelmed by my denial / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self, / My mind is hell / You think it’s just so black and white / I’m so afraid to close my eyes / Nightmares won’t let me sleep at night / Laughter became my new disguise / Can’t look nobody in the eyes / Wondering if I’m my own demise / I still feel low when I get high / Something is wrong and I don’t know why ––[Bridge] Now it feels like I / ‘Ve lost control / Here we go / Down that road / Lost my soul / I’m so cold / I don’t know / Where to go...

[Verse 3] See now I’ve come to realise / I was comfortable with lies / And all the pain I tried to hide / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / All the days I wonder why / I’m unable to be fine / Drown my pain in all the wine / Can’t trust my thoughts, my self / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / My mind is hell / Hell

Nowhere Child

Hurts To Feel

J Molley Drops A Playlist Titled " Leader Of The Wave "
Produced By I'm Not Goofy, Ricco, Illrose & Lincoln.
Mixed & Mastered By Luthando Phihlela
Available On All Platforms - https://ffm.to/jmolley_leaderofthewave

Juggworld - J Molley ( Prod Lincoln ) Bonus Track

J Molley Drops A Playlist Titled " Leader Of The Wave "
Produced By I'm Not Goofy, Ricco, Illrose & Lincoln.
Mixed & Mastered By pH.
Available On All Platforms - https://ffm.to/jmolley_leaderofthewave

Prescriptions - J Molley ( Prod Lincoln )

Your Mind - J Molley ( Prod Ricco )

Lightning - J Molley ( Prod Ricco )

Leader Of The Wave - J Molley ( Prod Illrose )

Baked ft Costa Titch & Benny Chill

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Dreams Money Can Buy Available On iTunes : Smarturl.it/DreamsMoneyCanBuy

Prescriptions - J Molley ( Prod Lincoln )

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