Pain in Me

Pain in Me (feat. Constantine)

Rise Ruthless

Rise Ruthless (feat. Planet Asia)

This song represents the life I've lead up til this point. I miss all of you who we've lost. I love all of you who are still there. Nothing seems harder than the past 8 years and the lifetime of battles I've faced in my own mind. I am who I am and I love who I am. As hard as it is to continue sometimes I always will. This song is a promise. I Love you all.

Fill a glass til I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty
No the highs just temporary
I keep trying but I can't quit you

And every time I feel diminished
I sit and listen to the melody that's all around me
And every word just keeps on spilling out
Like when I'm down and out there's something inside of me
Keeps on telling me to never doubt myself again
Right when I feel like there's nothing  left I can give
I hear her speaking to me always telling me to believe
I might have been lost to depression and start to question my own existence
Til' I shut up to finally f******* listen
I wish I didn't feel the need
To always be accepted by the ones who never gave a F*** about me
So what if I'm just daydreaming
Cause maybe I could be the one to leave reality
Without the need to beg and plead For a better life
But I don't understand why I never seem to get it
All this open road no idea where I'm headed
It always seemed so out of reach
Maybe this time you'll finally see Why I kept going

Fill a glass til I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty
No the highs just temporary
I keep trying but I can't quit you

One day I'll look back at the past & realize
All that's left are the memories of pain I buried inside
Visions of a time when I was on a mission
Locked in prison in addiction
And one by one I lost almost everyone I ever loved
And if anybody's really above
Than why the f*** is this the world you have us live in
My scars aren't any different than  yours
But somethings gotta give soon
Of course
If only all we needed was each other
I'd give it all back never wishing I had anything other
But right now I'm waiting on the waves to die down
If I can't figure it out I might drown
Were only ever given so much to work around
Something that should have been simple in the first place
Just puts you in a tailspin  as you feel the breeze fly by
But I hope you know I'll always lift you up when I'm around

Fill a glass til I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash and I'm empty
No the highs just temporary
I keep trying but I can't quit you



Produced By Tunna Beatz

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