gonna save this for a heart broken rainy day

A journey through self-isolation, emotional breakdown, and picking up the pieces. Hauntingly beautiful, melancholic yet uplifting. A sonic hug for anyone who's ever felt lost and yearned for redemption.


Lyrics:



Chorus 

There's a place in my heart that you left, can you serenade it? 
And the side of the bed's like a picture of my heart you've taken
These lonely nights have eaten me alive 
God please let this be a fairy tale
Could be the beast to this beauty that's in my mind
It goes like 
Oohh oohhhh
Oohhh ooohhh



Verse 1

Every passing unpleasant experience made me feel sick 
Man, I was so quick 
runnin’ in circles 
like an eclipse 
duckin’ emotions for 
temporary fix 
I picked up few bricks 
And I build me a wall
Thought I was safe
Now I try to recall 
Man, I got lost in my own creation 
These walls turn into maze
Turn into chase outta abyss 
Yeah, I lost sight, couldn’t find light 
Couldn’t find words, Yeah it got worse 
Couldn’t see the world, yeah I was hurt 
Yeah, it was me, did it to myself 
Sitting by the curb, begging for some help 
banging on the door, breaking down the wall
sleepin’ on the floor, looking at phone 
who do I call? Where do I go
How do I run? can’t even crawl 
I woke up feelin’ nauseous 
for the losses 
On my conscience 
I was missing out on life 
got my vision right 
Now I started movin’ cautious 



Chorus 

There's a place in my heart that you left, can you serenade it? 
And the side of the bed's like a picture of my heart you've taken
These lonely nights have eaten me alive 
God please let this be a fairy tale
Could be the beast to this beauty that's in my mind
It goes like…



Verse 2 

Some nights, we can’t help but watch it all burn 
Gettin’ thru those nights, man, I bet it ain’t no fun 
Got 99’ problems, yeah but the truth ain’t one 
Used to duck reality, now I ain’t gone run
Truth’s like a finger down the throat 
Somethings can’t be undone 
Finger on the trigger? 
MAN ain't spelled g-u-n, son 
You got a choice, you got talent, so why you makin’ all the noise 
You got chance, you ambitious and you got all of yo fuckin’ bois 
fuck the world if it can’t hear your voice 
turn your frown upside down better rejoice
Flex on your roots, honour yo soil
Hope you keep diggin’ till you find oil 
I write poems
I write songs 
It’s dark 
Lemme turn the lights on 
I love paa
And I love maa
I love y’all so let’s sing along



Chorus 

There's a place in my heart that you left, can you serenade it? 
And the side of the bed's like a picture of my heart you've taken
These lonely nights have eaten me alive 
God please let this be a fairy tale
Could be the beast to this beauty that's in my mind
It goes like 
Oohh oohhhh
Oohhh ooohhh

cautious

listen to my tiny bb https://soundcloud.com/bubblegumsuccubus

"Petal moving down
The trees sing all around

The daisies on your hair 
We haven't got a care


Lovesick, there's no cure
They'll call me immature

You'll give it a little time 
I know you're all mine
Your face against the sunshine
The scent of the pine

Clinging to our moments
The river keeps on flowing
And the words we haven't spoken
I'm feeling something new
But is this a deja vu"

Luvsick ft. b.b bubblegum

the mans: https://soundcloud.com/tofuattack1

thanks to https://soundcloud.com/hqzy for making this song 10x better



𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:


i’m just a fool for you, i’m…		
floating right back to you, and...
i’m just a fool for you, i’m...
floating right back to you


Namaste
like i want me here to stay
like i want to stand beside you
cause out here is not okay
think i’m looking at the stars
shaping letters to your name
dreaming out on planet mars
but the feelings not the same
like
i’m flying outer space
hoping i can land it soon
my hearts already been
feeling like it’s been landed too
with you
and it’s been feeling super warm
hope that you can hold it to the end
until i can just come aboard


i’m just a fool for you, i’m...
floating right back to you, and...
i’m just a fool for you, i’m...
floating right back to you


i’ll board my ship
and try to go a 1000 miles
feels like i could take a trip
only for you
and your gorgeous smile
you could 
take my oxygen
maybe just take my confidence
maybe i’ll be just brave enough
and fly out of this bottomless pit
i wanted you to know
that i want to admit
that i’ve been feeling types of ways
maybe you could be my wit
cause it feels like half my heart
when in space, it does exist
but the other half is gone
maybe half your heart could fit
like


take me someplace far
fly me through the stars
i need your heart
take me far away
make no delay
so i’m with you in space
defying laws of gravity you know it’s true
cause i’m just floating right on back to you

fool for you w/ hannah (prod. tofu)

(she's already) in my head

I decided to upload a cover since my other songs aren't really finished with yet. I want to add more to my own custom made songs. Hope you enjoy this cover tho. I don't own the original song but I had fun making this.

Original song i got this from:
https://youtu.be/f1VYxWgjmM4

[Cover] Do You Wonder (by Khai Dreams)

peoplein the sky (ft. ivri)

I wish we could live in the good old days
Way before you and I drifted far away
Holding on to simple pasts knowing they won’t last
My mind lives in yesterday

I wish we could re write that summer’s end
I wish we could grow old at least as friends
My heart is like a time machine pumping blood for me
That comes from that time we’ve spent

I wish there were ways for me to be
Living inside my memories 
Living inside what may have been
Might make me happy again darling

I wish that you could see
What a blessed thing we could have been
If I just pray and pray for things 
To change 

I wish we could re write what’s said and done
Cuz we both know I’ve done you wrong
If I could just have one more breath in your presence
My spirit could start moving on

G, Gmaj7, Em, Cmaj7

here you go mrs anonymous

Hard Times

same song, different name, better qual, full version :)
enjoy~
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im coming up now
just to fall again
i dont know how to stop
so please tell me when

cause im falling apart

you say that im more
than what you bargained for
you say these things
ive never heard before

but youre leaving again

so dont leave my heart
out on the floor
to pick up all these pieces that i cant ignore

im trying to be okay on my own
but i need somebody by my side
to tell me that ill be just fine
and that theyll be mine till the very end

even if nothing matters then

no on knows how it feels to be
always taking steps so carefully
thinking you wont make it out in one

but im wanting you to see
that all i want is for you and me
to make it out of this

and i cant recall
a time when i thought
everything would be okay

but im trying to be okay on my own
but i need somebody by my side
to tell me that ill be just fine
and that theyll be mine till the very end

even if nothing matters then

but i just cant be okay on my own
without somebody by my side
to tell me that ill be just fine
and that theyll be mine till the very end

the very end

so take it all from me

on my own

an original song about a happy couple celebrating New Year’s Eve together
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cover art by @zeriiro on Twitter and IG

fireworks (lofi)

might not be on the radio but this is art

Instagram: unkxt

cautious

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