if i ever open up for dark trap / trap metal

PROD LILRAHNERA
"blow my brains out" is a track by joshiguess that is exclusive to the archive. he was originally gonna make sped up screamo songs under a different name.

BLOW MY BRAINS OUT [LILRAHNERA]

PROD GUNKLOVER
"fml" is a track by joshiguess that is exclusive to the archive. he was originally gonna make sped up screamo songs under a different name.

FML [GUNKLOVER]

"digimosh" is a track that was supposed to be uploaded during pandemic and possibly played at an online show or the first day out of quarantine. this ended up lasting longer than he thought and by the time he wanted to possibly release this or play this, he felt as if the mix was outdated + was focusing on a different style at the time. Josh still likes this song but doubts the possibility of it being played at a show one day, but who knows.

DIGIMOSH [P. ACID]

vegeta remix (CheezyBoi831)

https://soundcloud.com/lovedi3d
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

spotify

eyes w/ lovedi3d (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/whosvacant
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

Got my heart tied
You don't understand but I
Leave my life right now
Lets forget all about the past

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Cause it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

You used me for what you needed
And I denied the way I was treated
Our toxic love
I felt defeated
So who i am to judge
I tried my best for us
Same shit different day was this even love
You took so long
then you messed it all up
Something so good gone in a whisper from ya
Things were normal then you was just gone
You used my energy for something so wrong
So wrong, so wrong

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Because it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

late nights w/ vacant (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

And I dont't wanna talk to you
The way you fucking talk
You got me pissed off the way you
Open up your tongue
The way you're apologetic
Man it hurts my fucking lungs
You're gonna eat your words 
The way you talk to me like that

You talk to me like that
While you're breaking down
I hope you fucking die 
So I don't hear a sound
I can take the pressure 
But not this amount
Can you shut the fuck up 
Can you close your mouth

Bring me to hell
I need some time to think
I need some closure today

I feel the pressure in my chest late at night
Oh god it gets harder
Why should I keep trying?
Dont say that you love me if its all a lie
I'm so disgusted at you by the sight
Go and tell me pretty lies
Say that its my fault this time
Go ahead and talk to me
The way that you've been talking
Go ahead and prove to me
The truth behind your colors

Go ahead and talk to me 
The way that you been talking
Go ahead and prove to me 
The truth behind your colors

You, you don't need me
But you really want me 

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

You don't need me
But you really want me
You keep calling 
But I don't feel like talking 
No I don't feel like talking

you don't need me w/ ilyL1GHT (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

Lyrics: 

Huh huh huh
Now I'm somewhere really far away
You're go-gone
And you left without apology

You didn't mean to say you're sorry
I tried to leave without a warning
And yeah the night sky's staying starry
Until the sunrise in the morning

And my thoughts stay within my sorrows
From all the pain that i have borrowed
I hope it gets better tomorrow 
Mind on the stage they got tomatoes
That's the motto gotta take this call tho

I just wanna cleanse myself with air
It doesn't matter whenever you're in despair
But it's not into ashes I hope that you have this under control

Why you think this game 
Why you playing hard to get
I could never imagine 
Of being with someone new
It's always hard to tell 
If you're honest or not
And can you even imagine in 
A world between us

Finding the world we lost
It's been harder to find true love
Now this mistake has grown on me
Maybe i've changed
And can you understand why
The way she's peeling on my skin
The way she held me so tight

world we lost w/ joshiguess (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Lyrics: 

I feel lost in war
I've lost my friends to this
I want them back
I wish we could go back

Seen too many places
It's been too much you should know
We're fighting for nothing at all
I'm left you to die

Stop all this fighting
I wish I could control it
The war is continuing
theirs no possible ending
I'm seeing bodies decay
Stuck in this field
Where bodies lay 
My friends right here
They died in front of my arms
And I'm screaming out for help
I wish I could help

If you could understand how I feel
They cried in front of my arms
They told me to live
But I couldn't just let it go

You died in my arms
I'm sorry for leaving

Put it all away just to stay with you
Fighting every night just to keep you safe
I don't understand anything that you say
I don't give a fuck about no one but you

war (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

being sincere w/ reapers shadow (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/stezzyxl
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

you're my saviour, like a remedy
But I lost myself, need clarity
We were once so close, now were enemies
From love, to the point you wanna kill me so
I fill myself with guilt
That I crushed everything that I built
And it leaves me drained, to the point I'm ill
Where I lay in bed, wonder if I'm real and

Now I'm scared to sleep
Because if I do you'll be in my dreams
And I cant bare myself and see
Myself, knowing that I'm incomplete

I feel myself with guilt
She tells me everything I don't know if she's real
The lies you say I hate
They get me every time
And here I was I just thought we had something
And now you're going back and forth about this feeling
Thanks for nothing

You're far away

scars w/ stezzyxl (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics: 

No longer i feel blue
I feel myself with you
I feel completed
I wanna hold you tight
And keep her to myself
No longer i'm alive
Looking at my phone
Stare into my eyes
It's hard to fucking trust anyone
I feel the ocean breeze hit my face
No one will replace you at all

I get too attached way to fast
Just leave it up to me to cure your heart

Baby look at my face 
I’m not okay 
Take the liquor down straight 
I’m mia 
There’s nothing i’d say 
That’d make you stay 
Baby i hate 
The way you take 

You don’t even feel 
A little bit sad 
Is something i did 
A weight on your back 
You don’t even feel 
A little bit bad 
After leaving me 
Alone again like that 

Dumb 
Was making a fool me fun 
I’ll give what I have till it’s done 
I’ll tell you this once 
Love you won 

The longer I feel blue 
I feel myself with you 
I feel completed 
I feel my body bleeding

No longer i feel blue
I feel myself with you
I feel completed
I wanna hold you tight
And keep her to myself
No longer i'm alive
Looking at my phone
Stare into my eyes
It's hard to fucking trust anyone
I feel the ocean breeze hit my face
No one will replace you at all

you and i w/ skele (nevrfall)

Killpariah - our story  [ promise ]

casual w/ whatafuckingbitch (prod alx tenoji)

that lil bitch is a one tap, dead, head at the shots, now she laying there,
on the bed, im gonna reel em in like a fisherman, keep changing up, im
gonna get bigger man, i can do this, get the cameraman, gonna hang out in a a camper van
im on the newspaper passing in, fake media im the president if you mess with me i keep the
casket in a secret little spot you will never have it and, seriously ill
stop this a joke
don't tell me i will say no, oh god this just hurts my throat, sip on water not some coke, just do this so i can cope, you say stop while i say go, equalize like isotopes

ISOTOPE!? (ZEEROXX)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

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