Dry Cleaners Set (3/15/22)

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

attachment issues (wheel)

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

Got trust issues, say I won't miss you
Then I get the tissue, she off the mildew
And I can't control what she won't and she will do
So you're in the moment then you take it too far
And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

visualizer

trust issues (love race x paulfix)

Dedicated to @akiradoves

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Clouds that I face
Feeling small like a dace
Wishing I could embrace
Tie me up like a lace
Never winning in this race
While you're picking up the pace
Knowing days feel like a waste
Content locked like EA

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Konami to cheat on me
Take you to Shinigamis
The death gods in Japanese
Now you beg back for me, please

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self
prod @jxsiebeats

waste (jxsie beats)

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

You've been walking round with tired eyes
Make yourself chastise
Wish we compromised
You never show you're always in disguise
No I won't survive
Wish I was still your guy
Take me back to '04 in July
So I can revise
And restart my life
I feel like a puddle when it dries
Cuz I feel dead inside
I know it's my demise

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

Remember days you spent at all these parks
Now you've lost your spark
Feels like a broken heart
I remember when I left my mark
Now she's at the bar
Well my bar is low
Feels like it's going slow
Like I'm low battery
My life is congested like it's fucking allergies
 At least I still got that light that i will always believe
 And I know that many lost it and they started smoking trees

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

july (jxsie beats)

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d, Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

This can be over any time, I make the most of it
I really don't just on my laptop in my house and sit
Maybe I should go out even just for little bits
But it sucks when you can't even go to see more live music

Wish I felt free 
Maybe in 2023

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

Only feel alive when I'm on the stage
She fills the air with scent of sage
Me and you on the same page
But we're in a different paragraph
Different places on the map
Will you ever fill that gap
I feel like I'll just extract
More from my life and that's a fact
prod @jxsiebeats

rip (jxsie beats)

(lyrics not 100% accurate)
Came with my boy krillin, now we killing, no we slaying, I just wrote this while I'm laying in my bed, already hating on me, can you see im on full capacity, you're on a lower battery, knowing you still sadder than me, she try to lash out, do the dash now, if u ain't fuck w me I dash out, she look and she pass out, then i max out, how to act now, do it quick like buttons mash down, this a fad now, what I have now, look at my background

@viciofr
told em keep it down i need to hear that shhhh, i just heard your last shit all i had to say was pshh, never finna fear what i can kill and so i keep that pshh, you ain't really steppin boi you stepping on that nike swoosh, got her down her panties i ain't panic all it take was looks, got it down to practice i ain't bragging its just know the books, so an sos hit me they just testin i ain't stressed to judge, hit me for a verse a key a couple bars a extra hook

@krillinsane
popping Molly, vicodin, Popping people
To pass the time, popping half the rappers
I write em down, just to grab the mic, ignoring the ignorance, Krillin verses are apple pie, Killed so many Rappers I'm almost losing The track of time, hoping every rapper come at me I got that battle mind, I'm snaking everybody who hate me, I call it rattle line

@joshiguess
We gon pop off like a sky rocket, she be such a shorty I can fit her in my pocket, always recording with my door closed locked in, you can't even beef with me cuz I don't ever start shit, performing out in mudville, put a fire out in stockton, better get the drill and put it out with water faucets, we gonna be drippin, playing tag and I am not it, feel like my boy vicio im always on that hot shit, just came into your city turned it to a moshpit i just did another show everyone knows I rocked it

Pshh!

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

i've been going through a lot of nonsense
its gotten to where i feel very cautious
what'd they do with my brain yeah they washed it,
too much numbers in my head apartment complex,
and i'm just blasting off just like a rocket,
i feel like i'm playing tag just cuz i'm just not it,
and i'm washing all these thoughts just like a faucet,
so i'm the one that made em wet, just think about it,
yuh

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

live performance <3

hugging my pillow (sleepydex)

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

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Dry Cleaners Set (3/15/22)

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