JoshIGuess Nightcore Set (11/20/21)

song inspired by 100 gecs lmfao
and i've been trying to find new ways, i've been trying to find a new place,
and i've been wanting to make my own name, in this place that i will escape

so i'll run away from my problems, and think nothing at all, i dont care what
you do you will not make me fall, 


i've been feeling so wrong but, that's okay we will turn things just right,
can you all leave me alone and i don't wanna fight off, these lame foes, when
all they do is insult, while i promote

New Place! (Roko Tensei)

(prod. bipolar beats)
mix by: me
master by: me
vocals by: me
cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/drawllapse/
and how the fuck do people liking me feel painful (painful)
not really their fault i'm mentally unstable (i'm unstable!)
i swear to god my life's been told just like a fable (like a fable!)
they shut me off like people shutting off their cable (shut it off!)
i try to pleasure everyone when i'm unable (i'm unable!)
i gotta put my life together like a staple (gotta staple!)
but they just think i'm good all they give is appraisal (give appraisal!)
deep inside i often have thoughts of betrayal (yes i do!)

all these emails tryna sign me to a label (they just want you!)
but if i really do i really won't feel faithful (yeah i won't)
i just wanna work and always do my own thing (my own thing)
but how do i when i can't even think straight (not thinking clearly)
about what i want in this life (very dearly)
they take advantage whenever u wanna feel nice (and they fear me)
and to these people i could never pass their turnpike (wheeling)
unless i already wanna go and see the light (feelings)
why these people always wanna take advantage (of my own stuff)
i guess they dont know the affect of damage
@user-324021497

Music Vid

don't hit me up: it's painful

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

attachment issues (wheel)

https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/convince-myself-nightcore-nxname
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Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

I've been going through these days haven't been working
Got all this fame I dont think that I earned it
What's the future for me it's a blur and
I can't see what occurs in the moment
I can't seem to find what's the purpose
X on the spot and I continue searching
Ex on my call and I see the tables turning
Ex on my cock in my dreams that are hurting

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

Feel so tired waking up from these nightmares
Try to stand up strong, baby I'm on a high chair
Feel so high on the swings at the fair
But they didn't check my seatbelt so I could've fell there
Would've fell into a pit but is it what I wanted?
No I wanna stay alive but i keep on thinking twice
Multi-personalities probably not okay,
But I still try to call with my friends every day

JoshIGuess Nightcore Set (11/20/21)

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