Sac Ramp Set (5/1/21)

ft @fountainhead777
mastered by me
mixed by me + fountainhead + me adding effects to fountainheads vox
Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Will it meet my expectations
Last year was so frustrating
I thought it would be my year
But I was left in tears
I can't be a disappointment
But at least I'm not to myself
And I know I may have failed
Thats ok I'm doing well
And those past feelings that were felt
Cuz I don't need em now
And you only hear the sound
Of succeeding with my patience
It may take some time 
But I know that eventually everything will be fine
I know that there are some days that I'll be feeling off
But that's okay cuz I know you all do that a lot



I just robbed a cop 
I'm faded while you're not 
I know that you're an opp
Snuff you out like a moth
In truth I'm always fucked up 
I have faith in my mind's eye (don't care)
She ask me if I'm high 
She can't tell the fucking difference

Shawty causing dissonance 
And I've been having visions of 
Some people causing friction 
Benediction through my prison
I just got her call
they don't want you known
leave you alone
Tell you what I'm on

Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Spotify!

2021! / Shawty In My Dms (Roko Tensei, Silo)

prod. @ohhellonokia

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

This time i wanna do this right
This time, i don’t wanna fight
This time, i won’t say goodbye
This time, ill be alright,

I never wanted it to end up this way
so i gotta go ahead and take a detour
but i didn’t expect for it to stay
so im staying all alone like i am eeyore

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time

this time w/ nokia2k

beat by @angelsit :)
i cant feel a thing,
i cant see thru my two eyelids, at least i enjoy the silence,
rooms covered black and pink,
i think imma need some guidance, i dont know how to describe this,
soon ill press delete,
on all of your stupid files, haven't seen em in a while,
say who is she,
drifting apart hella miles, i just wanna see you smile

turn you on but theres no signal, revert back to being single,
staring at my google pixel, wasnt real was artificial, abandoned 
hansel and gretel, fall apart just like a petal, i continue i try to pedal,
thru this life so i can settle, back to where im feeling special, screw
acting so sentimental, this was not so accidental, just gave you a little
speckle, turn up like the bass and treble, like the show we're at was metal,
tolerating all my mental, why is life coincidental,

live performance <3

Drifting Apart (AngelsIt)

[beat by @whatafuckingbitch]
[mixed by myself, recorded in my bedroom]
[all platforms https://songwhip.com/joshiguess/what-you-want]
do i really feel alive sometimes,
the past lingers, downing down your try,
your friends arent friends in their disguise
attempts to leave you in the lies,
its not that hard to say goodbye,
since its happened all the time,
wish i never seen em eye to eye
but i guess its just part of my life,

what you want from me pay the price, or else i will decline, i don't wanna say goodbye so just go roll the dice

one day, i'm feeling empty,
the pressure, is getting heavy,
not really that ready,
i'm sweet, but sour candy,
and i swear that all the issues, have gone  inside those tissues, of the tears that just have fallen from your eyes,
and i know i, have also cried as much as you once were before, maybe more, whats in store what  a bore i just don't wanna be ignored,

and i got so lucky now u feel so empty i wonder why x2

and i swear that your eyes are blind,
and u cannot remember even with remind,
of a simple thing i said even if u tried,
you'd pass it over and just think you're right,

What You Want

What You Want (Foreign Hype)

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

i've been going through a lot of nonsense
its gotten to where i feel very cautious
what'd they do with my brain yeah they washed it,
too much numbers in my head apartment complex,
and i'm just blasting off just like a rocket,
i feel like i'm playing tag just cuz i'm just not it,
and i'm washing all these thoughts just like a faucet,
so i'm the one that made em wet, just think about it,
yuh

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

hugging my pillow (sleepydex)

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

ohhh-- ohhh--- ohhh--- ohh---

live perfomance <3

medic (kudyo)

beat by @prodby_amity 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeb0oy4qVFel4VUnBz8dSLQ
mixed/mastered by joshiguess 
lyrics below

Come on, may I make an offer?
Dont worry doesn't cost a dollar
This chapter that I am the author
And one day I won't have to call her
She'll be right here next to me
That will be the next step to me
And you it's true, I don't count on losing you
Cuz I know you'll always stay inside my heart, yeah

I want to just keep you mine
Let's stare and let's watch the sky
There's a million reasons why
Rest my head right on your thigh
Come on you can be my mai
Baby you just look so fine
This love I just won't resign
No matter what i'll always try

Let's teach each other lessons
And continue through this adolescence
I want this to continue for eternity
And continue from what's currently, yeah

Come on, may I make an offer?
Dont worry doesn't cost a dollar
This chapter that I am the author
And one day I won't have to call her
She'll be right here next to me
That will be the next step to me
And you it's true, I don't count on losing you
Cuz I know you'll always stay inside my heart, yeah

all platforms

Subtitulado

mai (kuroha)

i watch the sunrise, out in the sunlight, this doesn't feel right, watching it all fall away,

and im shining, a diamond, tears upon your eyelids, ima dry em off, while we stare in silence, you like this, well i like this,
can't believe we gotta wait until the time ticks back to the past and back to the future, what is the path that i will not be a loser to them,
ahem, may i speak up please, i can only do so in song, so will i ever get along, with the people that i know



im really nervous, what is this purpose, in my own living, its got me tripping, 


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oh shoot a genre switch, let me not just trust a bitch who manipulates, her state to be something i can't situate, hate me hate me, then why you wanna 
date me, so suddenly once im already with the, person of my life, who will become my wife, its been really nice, but sometimes i gotta try to stay away 
from people that i need to, but i dont want to

fall away (lil waifu)

heart locked chain, no longer feel the pain, sweet like candy cane, i hopped inside this train, of the memories, of the enemies, and blasted it off into 
pieces, been spending money on me since i've been buying these leases, dropped so hard that my breathe cant continue
breathing still never understood why im nervous
in speeches, but when i be performing the people are speechless, calm down, turn around, i cannot just make a sound, it will be embarassing, but who cares just
embarass me, it gives me attention right, is it good or bad to have a mindset just like that or should i just react to what is coming to me

sorcery i craft, how do i relapse, i cannot relax, with this loudness in the feedback, feed that to my soul, so i won't feel alone, even if its half
and half, just not tokyo ghoul, type fashion, action, back into this fraction, habits habits, need to stop interaction, settle with this adaption to life,
but im sitting here just wasting time

wasting my time (sir leo)

this song was made after my friend responded w the title of the song to the original photo of this and i was like fuck it ima make it a song

pull up to the crib pick her up in my seggsy ride
drop her off at her home but she telling me to come inside
 what kind is she referring to but either way its suicide
 but i know in my mind that it is just thinking to do or die,

been riding in my corvette ever since i was a baby
 if i still had my long hair all these peeps would wanna date me
 i remember back then all those bitches used to hate me
 now i look at messages and they tryna say hey
 she tryna flirt with me but  told her dont want the cake
 please  i know you gon complain and say that these lyrics basic 
but it'll be stuck in your head, and your mind won't be erasing
 while you're in your bed tonight your mind will just be saying 

pull up to the crib pick her up in my seggsy ride
drop her off at her home but she telling me to come inside
 what kind is she referring to but either way its suicide
 but i know in my mind that it is just thinking to do or die,

i pulled up to the skate park, they saying i'm a cutie
saw i brought a fucking scooter now they won't even approach me
swear these girls just tryna find the one to skate with
dont really wanna be in those type of situations

pull up to the crib pick her up in my seggsy ride
drop her off at her home but she telling me to come inside
 what kind is she referring to but either way its suicide
 but i know in my mind that it is just thinking to do or die

Sac Ramp Set (5/1/21)

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