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Intoxicated
Drunk with emotion
Shouldn't be driving tonight
Now that it's dark out
I'm getting lost now
So used to having your light
This love is faded
I been so jaded
I swear I thought I was right
Switched up intention
To create tension
Now all we do is just fight

You're so destructive
Way too addictive
You're stuck like a parasite
Break my heart again
No, we can't be friends
Fuck I'm starting to feel light
Why are you this way
Can't tell if I'm safe
Hard to know what's wrong or right
Maybe I'm poison
You're so important
But I couldn't say it tonight

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Fucked at a party
Called to say sorry
Babe, it's way too late for you
Said that you're nauseous
Fucked up my conscience
Should I just say that we're through
A cheater, a liar
Your vices desire
No filling your sweet tooth
Guess I'm a loser
Built walls with shooters
Wasted my god damn youth

Let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, oh
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Fall Apart

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i got a target 
placed where my head is 
gotta hole where my heart is 
& you got a bandage 
oh i been careless
 i gave you my soul 
cuz your a song in my head 
it goes
  la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah 
la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah

  i’m not ready for all this
i hear heartbreak calling me
im gunna try to give you 
everything but for now its hard to see
as much as i want you 
i know you gon’ hurt me 
or im’a hurt you 
please lord show me mercy 
been feeling anxious 
i think i need some rest
 heart beating out my chest 
i need a cigarette

Target

target

the clouds move fast up here
i'm high as hell
i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
and california feels far away
good luck with that
i've got a stained glass heart that could put some color on her face
and god just gave me shaky hands because he's begging me to change

i'm high as hell
the clouds move fast up here
the clouds move fast up here

i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
i dance around the desert all night with a couple bullets in the mag
if i get cancer from the sun i'm going out like your dad
faith 
patience
i'm high as hell

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high as hell (p. jacob vallen)

This is a story of rage, a story of pain, and a story of searching for freedom from it all. This is about finding yourself and learning how to smile, which is not always a pretty process. This is about digging up trauma and reliving it in order to heal. this is about vices, hatred, running, and maybe one day overcoming. this is a story of hope, and the quest to never lose it. we are going to the place where humans die and angels are made. welcome to my mind.

If You Leave, Don't Come Back

Losing our innocence is a part of life; for some it happens earlier than for others. For me it happened around age 8. It’s a bittersweet feeling to grow up and shed old skins, praying our new ones are even more beautiful. I trust that they will be. And I have faith that as we project ourselves outward and into the world, we will let go of the masks that have hidden our truths. Yours and mine. We are in this together, and it’s time to be who we are. To be who you are. Who you’re capable of being. Welcome to Dropout Klub.

End Of Sense (Innocence)

The Mess You Made

IDKBOUTHAT

Written By - Buppy. 
Produced By - Buppy., Nick Axel Kauffman 
Composed By - Buppy., Nick Axel Kauffman
Mixed By - Cole Boillat
Mastered By - André Castro

Cover Art shot by Anthony Palmer

© 2023 Buppy., in partnership with Boom Records
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Hey
I’ve got more to say
Stuck in my head all day, 
(Day)  
Wait,
I’m not good at change 
I’m not gonna face it
(Face it)

I’m a kid with a heart but the heart gone bad
I done raised myself, didn’t need no dad
I’m good 
We good
Only five foot nine but I talk like six,
If I grab that mic I could take your bitch 
I’m good
We Good 

You say what you want to,
I’m not gonna change
You say what you want to,
I’m not gonna change

Always been a special one,
The different one, alone at a lunch
And while the kids were playing I was writing songs for fun
I was riffing rhyme schemes in the bathroom,
While they doing math in the classroom (Hah) 
They used to bully me, and pick on me, and cut me deep
And now they asking for some tickets to the meet and greet
Ain’t it funny how life works?
I won’t change
I’m the same old kid from North Salt Lake
You say what you want to
I ain’t gone change for a bit
All my life I’ve been constant
I am who I wish
I’m okay in the moment, yeah
You say what you want to
I ain’t gone change for a bit
All my life I’ve been constant
I am who I wish 

I’m a kid with a heart but the heart gone bad
I done raised myself, didn’t need no dad
I’m good 
We good
Only five foot nine but I talk like six,
If I grab that mic I could take your bitch 
I’m good
We Good 

You say what you want to
I ain’t gone change for a bit
All my life I’ve been constant
I am who I wish
I’m okay in the moment, yeah
You say what you want to
I ain’t gone change for a bit
All my life I’ve been constant
I am who I wish

The Gold

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