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sorrow w/ kaido

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ig n bird
https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://twitter.com/kaido2k

death wish

produced by LARUE MADE IT

ig www.instagram.com/4javan/

you killin' my heart
but you look divine when you do it
it took some time when i turn around
you did me dirty but i aint hear a sound

havent seen u in 500 days baby
would you still believe me
its been bout 500 days baby
just wondering if you love me

now
were talking bout now and forever
i still smell my scent on your sweater 
i know you know 
you know that i am better

sending me messages 
wondering where i been
send in my location 
so you can stop all this
all these thoughts in my head
thought about the things you said
following my old footsteps

now
were talking bout now and forever
i still smell my scent on your sweater 
i know you know 
you know that i am better

you killin' my heart
but you look divine when you do it
it took some time when i turn around
you did me dirty but i aint hear a sound

(no oh oh oh oh oh)

divine

@1spoder
https://www.instagram.com/1spoder/

produced by @prodbyjoshwa
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

[lyrics]

(spoder)
you drunk back at 4 am
this shit ain't that easy
tryna find a purpose hoping someone gonna need me
i got a ring, "hello?"
get to the guap, gotta go
i move the pack and i'm gone (bye)
i knew for a fact you were wrong

and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

(javan)
something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me
lying on the floor 
i been thinking if i'm being used
actin if she cared (cared, cared)
i'm like so confused
why you acting so recluse
i mean it's up to you
you been acting such a fool
i'll just head out soon

(something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me)

woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
oooohhhh

(spoder)
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

exploit w/ spoder (joshwa)

prod me

To be honest with you
I don’t know if I am really alright 
Love in disguise
I’ll be just fine 

Ooohh
Just say what you bout to say 
I’m just 1 mile away 
Ooohh
Just say what you bout to say 
I’m just 1 mile away 

She said alladin why you so different
Trust me i change every season 
You know i gotta keep my distance
But now im feelin so different
(You, you, you) 
Calling you my bluff (uh huh)
One I can trust (uh huh)
One who I love (uh huh)

To be honest with you
I don’t know if I am really alright 
Love in disguise
I’ll be just fine 

Ooohh
Just say what you bout to say 
I’m just 1 mile away 
Ooohh
Just say what you bout to say 
I’m just 1 mile away

isolated

upside down w/ redhorse

...

vocals by javan
production by gc
mixing and mastering by javan

apologies

throwitonthefloor w/ kaido

@pyu

what do you want from me
what do i want from you
i know its hard to see
from all the things i do
so what is goin on
between me and you
im not that far away
i guess ill see you soon

isnt this enough
my only bluff
wanted love
baby i want trust too
i didnt mean to hurt you
did what i had to
trynna go n act cool
play me like a damn fool
walkin over arms on me
told me not to talk talk
cryin over lil things
end up givin up up
all the things i had to bring
all the things i had to see
all the things you got me weak
you played a big part in me

on&off (meta)

by your side

by your side w/ javan (ajay & warheart)

@mxsui

cameras on me i got my eyes on you
said you feelin me i guess im feelin you too
guess you want me i guess i want you
they dont know you the way that i do x2

no i aint done
i just want you to know
baby you the one
got me on a run
know its not enough but baby i just needed love
our love is like a #remedy
others filled with jealousy
you got to know how our love goes
iiiiiii
we've been gettin high when they gettin low
get whatever you want i got cash to blow
i feel a typa way when i see you go

remedy (mxsui)

stay by my side

bb wont u be mine

can't lie, i tried

lets make things right

bb miss you, can it be us?

its been a while, can u see us?

lets stay together, dont leave us

you and me, together

you and me, forever

you and me, together

want you around, think we look good together

you and me are a puzzle, but we stick together

you and me holding hands, wish this would last forever

@j4van
yea you and me forever

its gettin cold outside

here in september

yea i wont let you go

when i need you most 

when we end up fallin ill be your ghost

stay by my side

gave you my love i want you by my side

hold onto me

i want to stay together, forever

cant be replaced cuz to me you are special

u and me w/ javan (epv & luvpurp)

prod @symelz

lyrics: 💌

@finbow
ya, ya, she on my mental
dealin wit withdrawals
flyin high, i might fall
we hit da mall
buy u ya, ya, i'll buy u what u want
i wont let u gooo
now im coughin up my lungs
u look good wit no makeup
what have i done?
he walk while i run
its him or me, are we #makebelieve?
wanna buy u a wedding ring

@j4van
(yea yea) u so mindful
yea we up in saks baby we just might ball
fell in luv wit u again i might just risk it all
others talk down on us we just gotta stand tall
oh its u again
call me when its 2am, uh
just dont play pretend
bring just u & not ur friend (friend)
theres plenty to do
said "you wanted me"
said "i wanted you"
guess ill see u soon

@courtega
u got me in luv
girl what u doin to me?
got me actin up
u the stuff of dreams
n i cant wrap my head around
the root of this affection
girl u got me stressin
it feels like death is at my doorstep
shawty i kno it
u dont care bout all that u wrecked
its hard 2 hold onto this
but soon enough
i wont need any luv
cos ill be 6feet under
girl u were such a fck

make believe ft javan & courtega (symelz)

@prodepv
@cloudbxy1

the bridges have burned and the tables have turned
i cant take back all the things i've learned
bout girls like you, and how you dont wanna love again💔
i still remember times when you werent there
makes me wonder did she ever cared 
bout the love we had or the times we shared

so tell me is it love or is it a disguise
its like you never gave a fuck bout you and i
catch me dead or alive
yea dead or alive

baby lets just talk about it
i know you wanna talk about it
asked you if you "found love yet?"
said you already got it
broken hearted, done got it
feelings up, dumbfounded
love in the airrrrr
yea you done shot it down

you got my head spinnin 'round
you broke my heart with no sound
you got my hopes up with doubts
sittin here wonderin how

loves out the window (epv & cloudbxy)

closure + @j4van @i1web (dimple + knotchej)

what you want me for + @j4van @1qai (ajay + warheart)

i 

i know that i choose you

i know that i want you

i just hope things will last

wish i could tell you

my heart will guide you

i want to show you what u mean to me

i 

i know that i choose you

i know that i want you

i just hope things will last

and for the last time 

will be you and i

i wanna picture me with you this time

(javan)

yeah i

hoping that you see

that u were made for me

in a world of make believe

so i spend on your mind

wanted real love bb im the type of guy

crazy how u got me

like i got u still

know that times got ugly

but we stay fr

feeling so attached

your love i never lack

say ur missing me

bb im missing you bad

(qai)

i

i

want you

by my side

means to me w/ javan (ajay + solo)

@1qai
@prodepv
@dimpleb

#thisaintnogoodbye
like i said i got you
always got my eyes
eyes on you
dont go
love u so
(love u so x2)
this aint no goodbye
like i said i got you
always got my eyes
eyes on you
dont go
love u so
tell me what you had to say
if you feelin lonely baby come my way
baby just take my hand we could runaway
we really need sum time baby
time with u and i baby oohhh

qai:
wont u stay mine
i need u now
my heart cant take it
my soul can feel it
yeah i can feel it
u the only one
only one i can trust
i want u by my side
i want u to be mine
if u sad
ill be there right next to u until the end
by my side

thisaintnogoodbye w/ qai (epv & dimple)

instagram.com/4javan

ty for listening

lyrics:
yea im a mile away (dont just ask me why)
and i dont wanna wait (in a suite n tie)
why yo ex's there, now im the kryptonite oh 
like baby can we
do this again baby
cuz i been so scared latelyyyyy
and this shit been drivin' me crazy (da da da da da oh)

we were once in the cut
now you wanna throw me out and call me bluff
and i dont know bout you but i've been feelin numb
and i just wanna show you i'm enough
show you what is love (ohhh)
while im writin' poems, you've been writin' letters
nothin' really changed but you been like the weather
fuckin wit my feelings ever since december

mile away

@j4van
@ton_bo0
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lyrics:

@4kcuarta:
hey there
can we talk for a while?
i havent seen you
its been a while
havent spoke to u since seventeen
do u think ur the one?
ur the one for me

i wanna tell u its been so crazy
u been on my head like so much lately
and i wanna be with u now
tell me how we work it out
tell me how we work it out
i dont wanna let u go like that

pull up to ur door gon take u for a ride
take u to the mall u know ill buy u what u want
i cannot compare u to no other b!ch
shorty u can put ur trust in me
aint nobody else get high like we

@j4van:
ba-by
tell me where you been at
im just trynna see
im just trynna see you
only one thats callin you
fuck am i suppose to do
when im not right next to youuuu
better lookin when you by my side
just know that i really really tried
just try to make you mine, mine, mine, mine