sorrow w/ kaido

dont don’t don’t (got that from wubz)
daddy went and broke dear mama again
i don’t know if i can really do this
without you
right here by my side
don’t don’t don’t 
idk if i can really do this x2
don’t don’t don’t 
so much doom for a little black boy 
jealousy is not on my side 
so much hate for the poor side 
so much hate for the poor guy
he said son your mama loves u
and she’s do anything for you
then why isn’t she here anymore
why is she not here at all
many bad guys told me
imma put u inside that grave 
but i’m not going back
no i’m not going back again
he said son your mama loves you
and she’d do anything for you 
then why isn’t she here anymore
why won’t she open that door 
many bad guys told me
imma put u inside that grave 
but i’m not going back
no i’m going back again

ost song

battle with a knife 
i lost it
mm mm
aint a single bridge that can cross back 2 u
had a couple friends with an accident 
holy
had a couple friends but they cant control me
battle with a knife 
i lost it
mm mm
aint a single bridge that can cross back 2 u
had a couple friends with an accident 
holy
had a couple friends but they cant control me
scarred up from the waist down
tri blade make you run away and leave town 
for my sake 
don't run away
I ran away hardly 
ill run the blade
ill run the blade softly
scarred up from the waist down
tri blade make you run away and leave town 
for my sake 
don't run away
I ran away hardly 
ill run the blade
ill run the blade softly
battle with a knife 
i lost it
mm mm
aint a single bridge that can cross back 2 u
had a couple friends with an accident 
holy
had a couple friends but they cant control me

kaido battle

maintenance

hurt

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

made it 2 years back

lyrics 

what did i do to you
sat down and i stay true to you 
i watched them laugh at you 
and that day made me mad at you

i said goodbye to you
white ivy
what do i mean to you
i said a lie to you
white ivy
what is the difference then
he didn’t love her
what can you ask in an offer
he made a son and a daughter
baby did not know his father 
always stayed close to that bottle 
he found mom in a brothel 
i had to learn what hurt is 
i can tell you it’s awful 
i had to lay where the dirt is
i knew pops was an asshole 
he made a son and a daughter 
baby did not know his father 

what did i do to you
sat down and i stay true to you 
i watched them laugh at you 
and that day made me mad at you

white ivy

prod maxwell4k

lil slow song 

at the party we were tongue tied
my heart's been chained no i wont lie
tell me ur problems we could solve em
say the word baby im on ur side
if ur feelin me just give a sign
promise that i could make it right
fwm, ill fwu
do anything for u cuz ur my

sugar, sugar
sugar, woah
sugar, sugar
sugar, oowoaho

ik ur feelin me
what do u rlly see in me
im in town, in the bnb
hmu if ur needin me

baby tell me where u reside
if ur in the mood
take u out somewhere, u decide
baby just come on thru
im tryna see u tonite
whenever i see ur eyes
i sit back n i just realize
girl i need u
needa see u
wanna be with u
dont wanna leave u
what we been thru
our love, was it true
ur hair and ur touch
tell me abt ur day over lunch
u got ur goals and i got mine
but u know im on standby

its a lot of love in the air
(dont do too much, do too much, do too much)
when i saw u, stop n stare
(baby talk to me, talk to me, talk to me)
aaaa ooooo aa aa oo oo

at the party we were tongue tied
my heart's been chained no i wont lie
tell me ur problems we could solve em
say the word baby im on ur side
if ur feelin me just give a sign
promise that i could make it right
fwm, ill fwu
do anything for u cuz ur my

sugar, sugar
sugar, woah
sugar, sugar
sugar, oowoaho

ik ur feelin me
what do u rlly see in me
im in town, in the bnb
hmu if ur needin me

SPOTIFY !

tongue tied (maxwell4k)

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16aPg17al8DKBm8LyMn4eE?si=9f8e74ca0f344527
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/cd-feat-ry-2

guitar by othello
additional production by me and ryan
written and performed by me and ryan
with @rywrrd (show him love please)

i lied i'm sorry next one will be a summer tune <3
thank you for listening always :)

///
a toast,
play your cd
the music brings you peace
alone
so don't mind me
I had a stupid dream again

you thought you had from the start
I don't want have to break your heart
but it broke
and now that cd drowns in static
a sour note
I highly doubt it

your favourite song
your radio I turn it on
we fell in love in your shitty car
with static on your heart
screaming out our favourite part

I made a stupid decision
in my mind, clouded dumb inference
I gave it all that I had
but all I had was indifferent
I'd break my arms off to help you
if it meant that you would listen
I stare and talk to the wall
scratched disc had tarnished the image
I thought I loved you

cd w/ ry

@1spoder
prod roku
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/bruise

lyrics -
open up the fuckin door hun
is this everything you wanted?
tell me did you really wanna
tell me did you really wanna
pop another bottle up
tell me is it lust is it really love
pop another bottle up
is it really lust is it really love
can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

are you amused?
go tie up that noose (it's all my fault)
acting like you nuanced and shit
alright love then burn off that bridge
tell me love how I'm supposed to live
kick yo feet up
wanna be us
she want more not enough
is it all you dream of
all you need love
fall in now I'm stuck
will you pull through?
I don't like you no more

can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

sorrow w/ kaido

javan

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