Mocca - Me And My Boyfriend

This song was one of the first I ever wrote. I couldn’t get the delicate voice from Birdy’s early recordings out of my head, and I began to imagine how she might have written and performed such a song. In the end, this piece became a love letter (within my humble means 😉) to the music of Birdy.

Here now the remastered 2025 Version. I hope you (and Birdy) will like it.

“Whispered Love” tells the story of a young woman searching for hope and tenderness in moments of loneliness. Through quiet nights and gentle awakenings, she discovers that love can appear in silence — as a whisper, a breath, a reflection in moonlight. The song moves from sorrow to serenity, from fragile longing to acceptance. It is about finding peace in vulnerability, and about the soft power of love that doesn’t need to be loud to be true.


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Lyrics (without instrumental directions):

Whispered Love (2025)

She walks in shadows
Heart filled with echoes
Dreams stitched with sorrow
Hope for tomorrow

In quiet alleys
Love seemed so distant
Eyes lost in longing
Soul full of questions

Found her reflection
In pools of moonlight
Stars sang a melody
Guided her tonight

And in that stillness
Her heart began to see
The light she feared to follow
Was setting her free

Whispered love found her
In a dream so clear
Touched by an angel
Dissolved all her fear

She held the silence
Closer than heartbeats
Softly she whispered
"Will you stay with me?"

Morning unfolded
Through tears now glistening
Love’s gentle whisper
Became her beginning

And in that stillness
Her heart began to see
The light she feared to follow
Was setting her free

Whispered love found her
In a dream so clear
Touched by an angel
Dissolved all her fear
(Whispered love, stay near... stay near...)

Whispered love...
Still here with me.

© 2025 Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. All rights reserved.  
Lyrics and concept by Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. Do not reproduce, distribute, or adapt without explicit permission.


Whispered Love (2025)

LYRICS:
Late walk, hands cold.
Mind running its own route.
I keep saying I’m fine.
I’m not even listening.
Shadows stretch long.
I stretch with them.
Your shape shows up
right where my thoughts thin.
Annoying.
Familiar.
Too familiar.

I try switching lanes --
new streets, new noise.
But you slip under it,
quiet as a choice I already made.

I fall for the things I don’t understand.
I hold on longer than I should.
And somehow,
I keep going back.
I keep going back.

Crowd moves slow tonight.
I move slower.
Everyone talking in circles,
I’m walking in one.
You drift in again --
no face, no name,
just that pull
in the empty parts of me.

I stop.
Deep in the alley light.
Something presses forward in me.
Not hope.
Not fear.
Something heavier,
but soft at the edges.
I follow it anyway.
Like it knows the way better than I do.

I fall for the things I don’t understand.
I hold on longer than I should.
And somehow,
I keep going back.
I keep going back.

[instrumental]

I fall for the things I don’t understand.
I hold on longer than I should.
And somehow,
I keep going back.
I keep going back.

Street fades behind me.
Night leans in.
I don’t chase you.
Don’t need to.
You’re already here,
sitting in the quiet parts
I pretend I don’t have.

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ALBUM:
404 is a concept album about losing – and maybe reclaiming – what makes us human in an age of systems, feeds, and synthetic voices. It’s unapologetically AI-made: all music and vocals are generated through prompting on Suno; every lyric is written by a human.

The album unfolds through two perspectives that share one voice. Raz is the part of us still reaching for meaning – curiosity, growth, purpose – in “Let it Fall”, “Doors Wide Open”, and “La Marseillaise”. Shadow is the drift away from ourselves – numbness, addiction, power – in “soft.static”, “i keep going back”, and “coronation”. Over the years, Raz moves to a new city, disappears into bright lights, parties, and strangers, slides into obsession and addiction, and finds a cause that shifts her trajectory, helps her find her voice, and turns her into a leader – until it consumes her. When power burns out, she falls into the dark place where Shadow has been waiting.

The final trilogy is their collision. “404” is the moment Raz meets Shadow, embodied as an AI system – the god in our pocket that erodes our humanity in plain sight (“I saw a god in my phone today”). The encounter drags her through deep self-doubt. “Untitled” is a wordless attempt by Shadow to pull everything back into the void. “As Human as it Gets” is Raz’s last broadcast: a fragile, collective, imperfect human voice that breaks through the system, woken up out of a dream, and leans into being “almost human, close enough” – flawed, forgiving, and still enough.

404 is absurd, contradictory, and hypocritical. It aims to grapple with deeply human questions and criticises our AI trajectory while speaking through a fully machine-generated voice. The human behind it is an AI engineer who is in love with building these systems and is terrified of what they may end up doing to us – to our jobs, to who holds power, and to our sense of humanity.

The album ends with the words “We start it over.” They’re meant as much a reckoning as an invitation.

i keep going back -- Shadow

Baby, hold my hand
Count to ten
Break the chain
I’m gonna take you inside my space

Baby, don’t be afraid
Maybe it’s our fate
Just wait and see
I’m goin’ to shout about it

* It is you and me against the world
Don’t waste our time for tomorrow
With you by my side
I can do anything
You and me against the world
Goodbye to all of our sorrow

So let’s just put them aside
Put all the worries behind us (2x)

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