I cant stop thinking 

I feel like. Like I’ve lost my place in this world. Homies getting lost in wonderland. Roaming, looking for anything to grab a hold of. Losing our minds. A conscious decision. We’ll descend into this hell together. I feel like, maybe the drugs are getting to be too much. Driving down the road feeling like I’m immortal. Took a look over the edge. It’s too tempting to pass up. Taking a look into a future I could never dream of. Living in the present, but I’m still in my head. Presently absent. I could never see the world for what it is. I could never see people for who they are. My vision is monochrome. Little kid can’t wait to be alone. I wish I hadn’t pushed you. The drugs were getting to be too much. 3 tabs on your tongue. 5 more ready to go. Your vision was out of wack. You saw the world for what it was. I left you alone. Abandoned. I’ll never see you again. The look over the edge was too tempting. Momma crying where’s my boy. Why did he have to fall I to drugs. I pushed you too far. If only I could see the future. If only I could get out of my head. If only I was there for you.

Ja Avi

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