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It's like I fuckin deserve it
Tryna rid my head of inertia
I don't know how to get rid of this hurt but
When I get out of bed, I'm the worst
I'll never be perfect

Is it worth it
Is my head on straight
Another stormy night
Tryna stay up later than them
I just wanted a friend
Why'd they betray my trust in the end
Cause you're sitting in the
Passenger with your headphones on
In the past tense cause you now hate my songs
When's the last time that you would take my calls
Won't you break my hide and rip my lungs right out

It's so hard to be honest
It's ripping at my conscience
And I still grip at straws it's
Betraying what I wanted

Broke my heart I'm a man on a mission
Till you lost that mark in a moment decision
I don't want a remission until you call back
So I'm drowning myself into the cognac

Is it worth it
Is my head on straight
Another stormy night
Tryna stay up later than them
I just wanted a friend
Why'd they betray my trust in the end
Thunderclouds and the rain
You play my heart like a game
And though I try to evade
I keep on running the race

STORM

ily all <3
LYRICS:
there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

honestly i let myself down
i let judgment get so cloudy with self doubt 
forgot to wash away the fears when they come around
i shouldve listened to my own advice i cant 
yea im dirtier than dan 
just a product of my city tryna be what i can
here i go putting blame on everything but myself
yea i truly need help 
but i dont never wanna get it nah nah 

the creepy crawlies coming out at night 
i cant act like im surprised 
look between my eyes
i aint in disguise 
pain keeps repeating in my head 100 times 
i hope i know the day i die
so i can thank everyone who help me stay alive 
at the same time apologize for all the ruined lives
i dont know what im doing in this life 
but i dont wanna do it anymore 

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim (x2)

joakim*

lyrics :

you don't have to leave me out
just follow her path and go
there's no one to stop you out there exept you
find the rest and i will help you find the truth
can't go fix the time we cannot let you through
so long

i know everything you want
if i left you gon be sorry
you have better things than nobody but you

my time i've waste is gone
you tryna hide your stories
and everything you've done
because your action speaks louder than your words

don't go

until you're wide awake
woke up in hollow places
it's better safe than sorry

and everything is gone
and now you're own your own
that place has saved your soul
let you be there i don't expect you to return
don't settle down to talk
there's so much more you wanted
can't let the past go and the things you can't control

oh why won't you let me be
this place can barely breath

i'll let you be okay
and nothing feels the same
it's not your final path to find peace
don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
there's nothing to justify your mistakes

know everything i know everything
know everything i know everything

leave you dead on the open doors
greed can't help you be something more
see through threads like i did before

first time i know should have leave you dead
then reset tryna find a chance to live again
you deserve your own downfall
and hit rock bottom you taste the pain too hard
and let it stuck in your brain

keep that close and you don't follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

you're stucking inside and tryna be somebody else
put that aside and all the trophies on your shelf
i refuse to die cause i've been doing this for hell
buried alive only your name is on the graveyard
too hard to quit and i move on
showed up to your funeral with my suit on
the tears gon drown me

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it
you think that you're good on your own
if she knows that i escaped from your reality

oh i know everything

find peace find truce
shouldn't have belong in this youth no
living a life in illusion
passing away in confusion
it's all i got for you to stay
i'll say it out let me demonstrate
does it happened to be complicated
modulated
learn to take new routes
heading in south
finding a ways to getting out of the same old ways i know
but i won't take anything
it's my way i'm following
the right way they tell me things

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

oh the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

keep that close follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

more

goddayum bruh.wav zxtr & m4rth

mixed by me
master by @assperrr

lyrics

life could be a dream
and shit wouldnt always be what it seems
u can get what u want wout cries or pleas
and ud only be urself thats what u need

in the summer imma take off
ive been pushing thru the cold
put my head out for no reason
so ppl around me r pleased and
ik i owe it to myself 
to break out of the mold

ive been fighting all winter
hoping u could spare a breath
try to drown my problems 
but 80 proof aint strong enough
froze my ass off the cold aint letting up
in the summer itll be better
cuz i was dying in november
i was trying to reach out
cuz last time u said i should
i cant go anywhere
wout thinking of the park
how wed make shapes in the stars
now i cant salvage what was scarred

ull let me die in this bed alone
am i asking too much
i dont wanna be a bother
or cry out i need a crutch
i just dont wanna be round ppl that r gon make me feel so dumb
i just dont wanna let u in if ur gon use it on me later

life could be a dream
and shit wouldnt always be what it seems
u can get what u want wout cries or pleas
and ud only be urself thats what u need
x2

life could be a dream (jolst)

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mount

(don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't)
Don't take it slow now
Score it like a touchdown
Faster than a fallout, fallout
My feelings caught up all in a mess, feels like I'm taking your test
I keep on trying my best, don't know how much I got left

Its blowing like its Nuketown
Gotta put the pills down
If I gave some money, gave some money, would you kill now
You like how them bills sound
Lookin for some thrills round here
If I gave some money, gave some money, would you kill now

Don't take it slow now
Score it like a touchdown
Faster than a fallout, fallout
My feelings caught up all in a mess, feels like I'm taking your test
I keep on trying my best, don't know how much I got left

I want to make you mine (we, we)
We could be right
Cut all our current ties
Is that a crime?

I'm so in love with you
I, I, I'm in love with you
I'm so in love with you
In love with you

(I, I) Don't know what to do, don't know where to go
(I, I) Keep running from my problems, keep up my state of flow
(I, I) Don't know what to do, When you leave me low
(I, I) Hide all my problems, baby just leave me alone

Don't take it slow now
Score it like a touchdown
Faster than a fallout, fallout
My feelings caught up all in a mess, feels like I'm taking your test
I keep on trying my best, don't know how much I got left

Its blowing like its Nuketown
Gotta put the pills down
If I gave some money, gave some money, would you kill now
You like how them bills sound
Lookin for some thrills round here
Can you come and tell me my dear, my dear
If I gave some money, gave some money, would you kill now

FALLOUT!

bday drop yeer i made this beat w stock fl plugins

nauseoussss prod me

ghost in the flame

sunday (drac drac)

If you wanna collab hit me anywhere
hyperpop / indie / anti-pop
ghostgunner2468@gmail.com

FALLOUT!

Jacen

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