theremin (Demo)

track 3 on OVERKILLER

conceived, produced, written, recorded & arranged by Jacey Channels

drums around 3:50-4:00 mark by @phixel

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claustrophobia

you know i liked you a lot, i couldn't put it in words
this on and off between us, so unserious and absurd
i wish you could be the scapegoat, truth is i was the worst
you like to go around gossiping about how quick i burst
so why am i hearin rumors about how much you miss me
you got me all riled up, ever since you [REDACTED]
i'm tryna book this show in houston, feelin like i'm whitney
if i'm alone it's cool cuz i still got some people with me

i destroy myself for you, time and time again
i'm tryna take what's mine again, don't care if i gotta lie again
you switched your whole identity, you approach art like content
you didn't grow up on that rock shit, tryin too hard but i'm not impressed

i don't wanna talk about it, you know that i want you bad
but i can't bring it up, i'm always scared to take a leap like that
and i know that you get mad that i don't always text you back
but i don't really talk all that much anymore and
we've been going in circles i've been tryna keep the peace
i act nonchalant til you wrap your arms around me
i forget how to think, every day of the week
i'm so high right now, i can't hear a thing you speak, no

tell everyone who likes me stay away
i don't wanna know, i don't want a taste
i don't wanna do anything today
all i wanna do is take your peace away
when you say you want me, i become a ghost
you never pick up on it, i hope you never know
why you tryna hide it baby, you know that it shows
you only keep me round cuz i'm a stepping stone

i watch myself slip away into the crowd
i blocked out every word that came out of your mouth
you took it to another level, i couldn't bring it down
can't pull me away from the loud, no i can't stay here right now

i pushed you away like i always do
you never stayed when i needed you
you had things on your plate, yeah i know that's true
"where this all leads to, it's up to you"
but maybe it's okay, cuz i'm still here now
and i know just how i can stay on your mind
i'm this way all the time

tell everyone who likes me stay away
i don't wanna know, i don't want a taste
i don't wanna do anything today
all i wanna do is take your peace away
when you say you want me, i become a ghost
you never pick up on it, i hope you never know
why you tryna hide it baby, you know that it shows
you only keep me round cuz i'm a stepping stone

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