cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @executeorder33
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @executeorder33

~ lyrics ~
keep looking at me
you wanna be me
i can feel your energy
bad bitch can’t touch me

now if you could
sit down and watch me
might learn something
i will do the teaching

show you how to level up
give these bitches no love
pay them no mind and stuff
show them you’ve had enough

i’m on my girl boss shit
won’t be able to handle it
give nobody nothing
keep doing my thing (my thing)

girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, i’m on my girl boss shit

boys wanna have me so
i keep tellin’ them no
they wanna have a go
on my pink shiny throne

girls are only invited
bad bitches on my island
they can have all my time 
could make one of them mine

show you how to level up
give these bitches no love
pay them no mind and stuff
show them you’ve had enough

i’m on my girl boss shit
won’t be able to handle it
give nobody nothing
keep doing my thing

girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, i’m on my girl boss shit

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

girl boss shit (prod. order33)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @detsuakarai
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @detsuakarai

~ lyrics ~
always have my heart on my sleeve
i wish i didn’t cause it always bleeds
make it easy for those that wanna stab me
i tend to think of others, but nobody thinks of me

i know i shouldn’t complain
but i really do feel the pain
of being all alone
i wish somebody would let me know

how to feel alright
how to stand up and fight
how to think right
how to see the light
but instead i’m the one doing this for them
i know they won't think of it until i’m dead

should i be grateful? that no one thinks i’m struggling enough for them to check on me?
or should i feel abandoned? since nobody cares enough to see how i really am

my thoughts are valid
shouldn’t be disregarded
just because others have it worse
doesn’t mean (not) i’m hurting

mental health is personal
and i feel emotional 
no, it’s not seasonal
can someone let me know

how to feel alright
how to stand up and fight
how to think right
how to see the light
but instead i’m the one doing this for them
i know they won't think of it until i’m dead

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

forgotten ghost (prod. detsu akarai)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
vocals performed by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
jaci: we both know it’s hard out here
we got our own problems to solve
you don’t wanna to get involved
the voices in my head told me so
i want you to hold me
but i feel like you hate me

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

ed: running from the pain
flying on the plane
all they do is complain with their little plans
drainin' all my energy
delete all of the memories that we hold
all on my own
shawty wanna cry but i don’t wanna hear it
i’m not gonna be standing for your shit
broken me all the way
my day is better without you
don’t call me to plead the case
all of these voices in my head
laying on my bed 
darkness in my eyes
going through these lies 
waking up to the siren, the world is quiet
the virus is coming with a crisis

jaci: reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

we can match each others’ energies
fulfil all of our fantasy’s
you know it’s you and me
lets escape reality

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

reassurance (feat. eduxr)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @aloneinaparty
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @aloneinaparty

~ lyrics ~
wake up every morning
always at 10am
don’t wanna get up
i wanna stay right in

everything feels like an effort
even getting outta bed
some days i don’t even try
what’s the point of living?

i do what i can
mentally and physically
it’s so exhausting
and i’m only existing

couldn't even imagine
what pain i will feel
if i did something
but i’m only existing

having people around me
drains me so fucking quickly
i wish i had way more
energy flowing through me

i do what i can
mentally and physically
it’s so exhausting
and i’m only existing

couldn't even imagine
what pain i will feel
if i did something
but i’m only existing

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

existing (prod. spiders)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
written by Yasuhiro Imagawa
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
dialogue by Griffith and Charlotte from Berserk
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

yume (feat. berserk)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @chinchillaaaaa
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3 & @chinchillaaaaa
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
jaci: you’re so beautiful, you should know that
but society turned and said “fuck that”
now you’re crying deep into your pillow 
i promise you baby, those feelings will go

they don’t know shit
you can handle it
you don’t give a fuck
you gonna strut your stuff

you’re the baddest
you’re the hottest
no one can fuck it up like you do

they’re just jealous
they’re so malicious
because they don’t look like you do

chinchilla: i don’t like it when you cry
you need love and lullabies
you’re so pretty, can i wipe your eyes?
i wonder why, angels cry

he likes girls with perfect lives
perfect thighs, trophy wife
pretty things that have loose strings
perfect thighs, trophy wife

jaci: they don’t know shit
you can handle it
you don’t give a fuck
you gonna strut your stuff

you’re the baddest
you’re the hottest
no one can fuck it up like you do

they’re just jealous
they’re so malicious
because they don’t look like you do

wish there were girls out there that looked like me
but all i see on the timeline are girls with hot bodies
makes me feel not good enough and so ugly
social media should celebrate natural beauty 

you’re the baddest
you’re the hottest
no one can fuck it up like you do

they’re just jealous
they’re so malicious
because they don’t look like you do

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

fxck society's beauty standards (feat. chinchilla)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & cjsalinasmusic 
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @jacimp3 , cjsalinasmusic & aendru calogero

~ lyrics ~
sometimes I don’t know myself
and i pretend to be anyone else
it’s just easier to do so than
dealing with the hurt on my own

before you tell me that’s wrong
i know but hiding is all i’ve ever known
need to remind myself that everybody’s different 
would be nice if others weren’t so ignorant

i feel spirited away
i am so spirited away
i am ~ 

gotta toughen up, gotta cut ‘em off
give them no love, they’re undeserving
put the mask away, don’t pick it up again
ignore what they say, you know you’ll be okay

nothing is worse than not feeling like you
no one else can do the things that you do
know there’s others out there feeling like this too
i really hope knowing this comforts you

i feel spirited away
i am so spirited away
i am ~ 

i feel spirited away
i am so spirited away

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

spirited away

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @user-717214661
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @user-717214661

~ lyrics ~
constantly feelin’ like i don’t even matter
always depressed in all kinds of weather
my tempter stay hot like i’m in the nether
voices so loud they break the measure

struggling everyday to keep it together
teach me how to be fine, please professor
deep in the sea but there’s no treasure
running out of time, feelin’ very pressured

i know it’s all up to me
i know i can only help me
i just need a little company
stay around to support me

i shouldn’t rely on you or anyone else
i know, i know, i know, ah
please wise one show me some guidance
help me, help me, help me

constantly feelin’ like i don’t even matter
always depressed in all kinds of weather
my tempter stay hot like i’m in the nether
voices so loud they break the measure

struggling everyday to keep it together
teach me how to be fine, please professor
deep in the sea but there’s no treasure
running out of time, feelin’ very pressured

making music to heal my soul
only way to make me feel whole
my mind is dark like charcoal
mental health always take a toll

it’s real hard out here
find it rough to get somewhere
no dreams, only nightmares
now tell me, do you still care?

constantly feelin’ like i don’t even matter
always depressed in all kinds of weather
my tempter stay hot like i’m in the nether
voices so loud they break the measure

struggling everyday to keep it together
teach me how to be fine, please professor
deep in the sea but there’s no treasure
running out of time, feelin’ very pressured

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

stuck in limbo - Single

stuck in limbo

stuck in limbo (prod. fuzion tony)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @sunnydaydream
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
sample - japanese translation 
“you’re just you, no matter what”

jaci: i promise it’s all love (not an insult)
you’re amazing the way you are (lemme tell you)
you’ve been through a lot, i know
you’ve held on tight for so long
you’re strong, you tell me i’m wrong
but you’ve gotten this far on your own

love that

you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

sunny: yeah, i wanna be stable, i wanna be beautiful
i want people to say my name, for all the right reasons
but in the real world there’s real evil
'cause some people aren’t capable of love
the way that you are, the way you are, like you are
protect your peace 'cause you are love

jaci: you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

you’re just, you’re just, you’re just you
you’re just, you’re just, you’re just you

you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

you (feat. sunny daydream) - Single

you (feat. sunny daydream)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remonieni
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @weareapartment9
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @weareapartment9 & jvsper

~ lyrics ~
i struggle with eye contact
others think i’m rude for that
sorry, it makes me uncomfortable
i thought that’d be understandable

but i guess not, i’m not, normal to you
that’s fine, it’s fine, i’m so, used to it

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

i can’t read the room
no, i don’t wanna talk to you
i’m not tryna be rude
i just don’t know how to

sometimes i say things i don’t mean to say
sometimes the words come out in a different way
sometimes i wish i didn’t have my brain
but then i don’t wanna be the same

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

neurodivergent (prod. apartment9 & jvsper)

she/they ✨ producer, songwriter & singer

ig/x/bluesky/discord/tiktok: jacimp3

other acc: @trashijaci

jaci mp3