cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @weareapartment9
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @weareapartment9

~ lyrics ~
i~
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i~
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

my life is full of mistakes
i’m just a waste of space
i really feel out of place
i don’t wanna get in your way

feel like the world would be better off, better off, better off
but i still wanna try, to get through life

i~
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i~
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

i know i should keep holding on
but i don’t wanna be a problem
I don’t wanna be alone
but that’s all I’ve ever known

~ all my links ~
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i wanna die but i still wanna try (prod. apartment9)

produced by @jacimp3
written by Danny Elfman
performed by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
cover art by @jacimp3

my links: https://linktr.ee/jacimp3

lyrics:

boys and girls of every age
wouldn't you like to see something strange
come with us and you will see
this our town of halloween

this is halloween, this is halloween
pumpkins scream in the dead of night
this is halloween, everybody make a scene
trick or treat till the neighbours come and die of fright

it's our town, everybody scream
in this town of halloween

i am the one hiding under your bed
teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red
i am the one hiding under your stairs
fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair

in this town we call home
everyone hail to the pumpkin song
in this town, don't we love it now
everybody's waiting for the next surprise

round that corner, then
hiding in the trash cans
something's waiting now to pounce and how you'll..
scream (this is halloween)

red and black and slimy green
aren't you scared?
well, that's just fine
say it once, say it twice

take a chance and roll the dice
ride with the moon in the dead of night
everybody scream
in our town or halloween

i am the clown with the tear-away face
here in a flash and gone without a trace
i am the who when you call "who's there?"
i am the wind blowing through your hair

i am the shadow on the moon at night
filling your dreams to the brim with fright
this is halloween, this is halloween, halloween, halloween, halloween

tender lumplings everywhere
life's no fun without a good scare
that's our job but we're not mean
on our town of halloween

in this town, don't we love it now
everybody’s waiting for the next surprise
Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back
and scream like a banshee

make you jump out of your skin
this is halloween, everybody scream
won't you please make way for a very special guy
our man Jack is king of the pumpkin patch

everybody hail to the pumpkin king
now, this is halloween, this is halloween, halloween, halloween, halloween, 

la la la la la ~

this is halloween (remake/cover)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @kyokosgarden
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3 & @kyokosgarden
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
jaci: sitting cute and pretty with a face mask on
getting extra glowey waiting for the time up
put the kettle on, honey and tea in my cup
self care and self love is all I need

right now
get my shit together too
right now, right now

tryna get better with my meditation
gotta get off this shitty medication
that shit messing more with my head
but I don’t know what to do without it

social media eating all our minds up
small waist, big waist who really gives a fuck?
all body types can be the champion
fuck all of this “who’s hotter” competition

(we want that) ~ self ~
(we need that) ~ care ~
(we want that) ~ self ~
(we need that) ~ love ~

(we want that) ~ self ~
(we need that) ~ care ~
(we want that) ~ self ~
(we need that) ~ love ~

kyo: why keep up an image
that will eventually fade?
like, your 9-5 they don’t care
when you're easy to replace
so take a breather, take a step back
you only live once
fuck what they all gotta say
take care with no fucks

jaci: (we want that) ~ self ~
(we need that) ~ care ~
(we want that) ~ self ~
(we need that) ~ love ~

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

self love + self care - Single

self love + self care (feat. kyokosgarden)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @devmdm
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3 & @devmdm
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
jaci: no problems to deal with
no issues that needs solving
no heart break needs mending
no more feeling like aliens

no more being in the background
hopefully all my soul is found
gotta show all these people
there’s positive vibes all around

i wanna go far away from here
i wanna walk around with no fear

lemme escape to venus
wanna be able to witness
wanna experience happiness
cmon lets go to venus

all i wanna feel is freeness
the air is the damn finest
here we show carefreeness
baby, lets go to venus

have you ever felt like you don’t belong?
well here baby you can do whatever you want
be your unique self for years to come
come here baby we show support to everyone

is there somewhere away from here?
i wanna walk around with no fear

lemme escape to venus
wanna be able to witness
wanna experience happiness
cmon lets go to venus

all i wanna feel is freeness
the air is the damn finest
here we show carefreeness
baby, lets go to venus

dev: on venus, i can have it my way
and ain’t nobody else got a say
in the way i’m livin’ baby

please just shut your mouth
free of all the bad
and i think if i had a place like venus
maybe i could redeem this

lemme escape to venus
wanna be able to witness
wanna experience happiness
cmon lets go to venus

all i wanna feel is freeness
the air is the damn finest
here we show carefreeness
baby, lets go to venus

jaci: lemme escape to venus
wanna be able to witness
wanna experience happiness
cmon lets go to venus

all i wanna feel is freeness
the air is the damn finest
here we show carefreeness
baby, lets go to venus

venus
life’s better in, life’s better in…

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

venus - Single

venus (feat. dev.)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @riptidalofficial
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @riptidalofficial

~ lyrics ~
i wanna die here
got me in a lot of fear
i don’t wanna be here
got me in love again

tell me do you still love me?
even though i’m broken
even though i’m damaged

hurting my feelings
confusing the meanings
everything you say is probably meaningless

i shouldn’t be believing this
but i do because i fucking love you
i feel like a fool, i’m losing my head
man i wish i could forget
who you are and everything you’ve said

tell me you love me, yeah
i know you’re lying, yeah
i can see it in your eyes, yeah
that you’re like every other guy here

fuck you and your lies
i should've seen the signs
after this song i’ll be fine
so glad you’re no longer mine

now i can get over you
i don’t want another you
ima look for something new
i’d steal her if i wanted to

show you how bad it hurts
i could make her fall in love
something you could never do
now gotta go, gonna love her good

how bad it hurts (prod. riptidal)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
why should i tell you how i feel?
you hate it when i get too real
don’t ask if you don't really care
what’s the fucking point, it’s not fair

something about my mind, don’t feel right
i’m just saying, i am praying that i’ll be fine
i know time heals but i feel there’s nothing left
my positive thoughts are gone, they’re non existent

they’re non existent
they’re non existent

and iii, feel so dead inside
and iii, can never come alive
and iii, feel so numb inside
and iii, am full of dynamite

they’re non existent
they’re non existent

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

melancholy

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @lopoke89
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @lopoke89

~ lyrics ~
stuck in the loneliness
bound at home, don’t wanna exist
i mean it, i’m hurting

lost in the darkness
feels like i’m losing my mind
i mean it, i’m hurting

drowning in the deep end
wondering when i’ll be dead
cant wait to not pretend
what i’m feeling, i’m hurting

please let me go
promise i’ll be sure
to keep in touch
when i’m gone

you’ll feel my soul
you’ll see my ghost
cheering you on
watching you go

you’re untouchable
you’re unstoppable
you’re so successful
i’m so proud of you

promise me you’ll make it
promise me you’ll stay here
promise me you’ll be okay
promise me you’ll be safe

all i want for you is happiness
the true kind, that genuine shine
unlike me, i hope you fight through it
i believe it, you can do it

you’ll never know until you try it
do what you can to fix it
don’t hesitate help if you need it
you’re strong yeah you can fight it

please let me go
promise i’ll be sure
to keep in touch
when i’m gone

you’ll feel my soul
you’ll see my ghost
cheering you on
watching you go

you’re untouchable
you’re unstoppable
you’re so successful
i’m so proud of you

you’re untouchable
you’re unstoppable
you’re so successful
i’m so proud of you

i’m so proud of you
i’m so proud of you

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

i'll watch over you (prod. big u on the beat)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @executeorder33
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @executeorder33

~ lyrics ~
keep looking at me
you wanna be me
i can feel your energy
bad bitch can’t touch me

now if you could
sit down and watch me
might learn something
i will do the teaching

show you how to level up
give these bitches no love
pay them no mind and stuff
show them you’ve had enough

i’m on my girl boss shit
won’t be able to handle it
give nobody nothing
keep doing my thing (my thing)

girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, i’m on my girl boss shit

boys wanna have me so
i keep tellin’ them no
they wanna have a go
on my pink shiny throne

girls are only invited
bad bitches on my island
they can have all my time 
could make one of them mine

show you how to level up
give these bitches no love
pay them no mind and stuff
show them you’ve had enough

i’m on my girl boss shit
won’t be able to handle it
give nobody nothing
keep doing my thing

girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, girl boss shit
girl boss shit, i’m on my girl boss shit

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

girl boss shit (prod. order33)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @detsuakarai
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @detsuakarai

~ lyrics ~
always have my heart on my sleeve
i wish i didn’t cause it always bleeds
make it easy for those that wanna stab me
i tend to think of others, but nobody thinks of me

i know i shouldn’t complain
but i really do feel the pain
of being all alone
i wish somebody would let me know

how to feel alright
how to stand up and fight
how to think right
how to see the light
but instead i’m the one doing this for them
i know they won't think of it until i’m dead

should i be grateful? that no one thinks i’m struggling enough for them to check on me?
or should i feel abandoned? since nobody cares enough to see how i really am

my thoughts are valid
shouldn’t be disregarded
just because others have it worse
doesn’t mean (not) i’m hurting

mental health is personal
and i feel emotional 
no, it’s not seasonal
can someone let me know

how to feel alright
how to stand up and fight
how to think right
how to see the light
but instead i’m the one doing this for them
i know they won't think of it until i’m dead

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

forgotten ghost (prod. detsu akarai)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
vocals performed by @jacimp3 & @eduxr
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
jaci: we both know it’s hard out here
we got our own problems to solve
you don’t wanna to get involved
the voices in my head told me so
i want you to hold me
but i feel like you hate me

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

ed: running from the pain
flying on the plane
all they do is complain with their little plans
drainin' all my energy
delete all of the memories that we hold
all on my own
shawty wanna cry but i don’t wanna hear it
i’m not gonna be standing for your shit
broken me all the way
my day is better without you
don’t call me to plead the case
all of these voices in my head
laying on my bed 
darkness in my eyes
going through these lies 
waking up to the siren, the world is quiet
the virus is coming with a crisis

jaci: reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

we can match each others’ energies
fulfil all of our fantasy’s
you know it’s you and me
lets escape reality

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

reassure me, maybe
haven’t been myself lately
i got you if you need me
but do i have you, baby?

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

reassurance (feat. eduxr)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @aloneinaparty
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @aloneinaparty

~ lyrics ~
wake up every morning
always at 10am
don’t wanna get up
i wanna stay right in

everything feels like an effort
even getting outta bed
some days i don’t even try
what’s the point of living?

i do what i can
mentally and physically
it’s so exhausting
and i’m only existing

couldn't even imagine
what pain i will feel
if i did something
but i’m only existing

having people around me
drains me so fucking quickly
i wish i had way more
energy flowing through me

i do what i can
mentally and physically
it’s so exhausting
and i’m only existing

couldn't even imagine
what pain i will feel
if i did something
but i’m only existing

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

existing (prod. spiders)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
written by Yasuhiro Imagawa
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
dialogue by Griffith and Charlotte from Berserk
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

yume (feat. berserk)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @chinchillaaaaa
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3 & @chinchillaaaaa
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
jaci: you’re so beautiful, you should know that
but society turned and said “fuck that”
now you’re crying deep into your pillow 
i promise you baby, those feelings will go

they don’t know shit
you can handle it
you don’t give a fuck
you gonna strut your stuff

you’re the baddest
you’re the hottest
no one can fuck it up like you do

they’re just jealous
they’re so malicious
because they don’t look like you do

chinchilla: i don’t like it when you cry
you need love and lullabies
you’re so pretty, can i wipe your eyes?
i wonder why, angels cry

he likes girls with perfect lives
perfect thighs, trophy wife
pretty things that have loose strings
perfect thighs, trophy wife

jaci: they don’t know shit
you can handle it
you don’t give a fuck
you gonna strut your stuff

you’re the baddest
you’re the hottest
no one can fuck it up like you do

they’re just jealous
they’re so malicious
because they don’t look like you do

wish there were girls out there that looked like me
but all i see on the timeline are girls with hot bodies
makes me feel not good enough and so ugly
social media should celebrate natural beauty 

you’re the baddest
you’re the hottest
no one can fuck it up like you do

they’re just jealous
they’re so malicious
because they don’t look like you do

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

fxck society's beauty standards (feat. chinchilla)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & cjsalinasmusic 
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @jacimp3 , cjsalinasmusic & aendru calogero

~ lyrics ~
sometimes I don’t know myself
and i pretend to be anyone else
it’s just easier to do so than
dealing with the hurt on my own

before you tell me that’s wrong
i know but hiding is all i’ve ever known
need to remind myself that everybody’s different 
would be nice if others weren’t so ignorant

i feel spirited away
i am so spirited away
i am ~ 

gotta toughen up, gotta cut ‘em off
give them no love, they’re undeserving
put the mask away, don’t pick it up again
ignore what they say, you know you’ll be okay

nothing is worse than not feeling like you
no one else can do the things that you do
know there’s others out there feeling like this too
i really hope knowing this comforts you

i feel spirited away
i am so spirited away
i am ~ 

i feel spirited away
i am so spirited away

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

spirited away

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @user-717214661
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @user-717214661

~ lyrics ~
constantly feelin’ like i don’t even matter
always depressed in all kinds of weather
my tempter stay hot like i’m in the nether
voices so loud they break the measure

struggling everyday to keep it together
teach me how to be fine, please professor
deep in the sea but there’s no treasure
running out of time, feelin’ very pressured

i know it’s all up to me
i know i can only help me
i just need a little company
stay around to support me

i shouldn’t rely on you or anyone else
i know, i know, i know, ah
please wise one show me some guidance
help me, help me, help me

constantly feelin’ like i don’t even matter
always depressed in all kinds of weather
my tempter stay hot like i’m in the nether
voices so loud they break the measure

struggling everyday to keep it together
teach me how to be fine, please professor
deep in the sea but there’s no treasure
running out of time, feelin’ very pressured

making music to heal my soul
only way to make me feel whole
my mind is dark like charcoal
mental health always take a toll

it’s real hard out here
find it rough to get somewhere
no dreams, only nightmares
now tell me, do you still care?

constantly feelin’ like i don’t even matter
always depressed in all kinds of weather
my tempter stay hot like i’m in the nether
voices so loud they break the measure

struggling everyday to keep it together
teach me how to be fine, please professor
deep in the sea but there’s no treasure
running out of time, feelin’ very pressured

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

stuck in limbo - Single

stuck in limbo

stuck in limbo (prod. fuzion tony)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3 & @sunnydaydream
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
sample - japanese translation 
“you’re just you, no matter what”

jaci: i promise it’s all love (not an insult)
you’re amazing the way you are (lemme tell you)
you’ve been through a lot, i know
you’ve held on tight for so long
you’re strong, you tell me i’m wrong
but you’ve gotten this far on your own

love that

you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

sunny: yeah, i wanna be stable, i wanna be beautiful
i want people to say my name, for all the right reasons
but in the real world there’s real evil
'cause some people aren’t capable of love
the way that you are, the way you are, like you are
protect your peace 'cause you are love

jaci: you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

you’re just, you’re just, you’re just you
you’re just, you’re just, you’re just you

you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

you’re just you, you’re just you
no matter what, no matter what
let me tell you, let me show you
you are, you are, you are

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

you (feat. sunny daydream) - Single

you (feat. sunny daydream)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remonieni
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @weareapartment9
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @weareapartment9 & jvsper

~ lyrics ~
i struggle with eye contact
others think i’m rude for that
sorry, it makes me uncomfortable
i thought that’d be understandable

but i guess not, i’m not, normal to you
that’s fine, it’s fine, i’m so, used to it

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

i can’t read the room
no, i don’t wanna talk to you
i’m not tryna be rude
i just don’t know how to

sometimes i say things i don’t mean to say
sometimes the words come out in a different way
sometimes i wish i didn’t have my brain
but then i don’t wanna be the same

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

neurodivergent (prod. apartment9 & jvsper)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
feel like i can't do shit, yeah
feel like i can't do it, yeah
i wanna get out, mm
but i cant get up and about

without these monsters
hurting me, scaring me
without these monsters
hating me, killing me 

without these monsters
hurting me, scaring me
without these monsters
hating me, killing me 

got these voices in my head
and these monsters under my bed
don't make a sound, don't make a move
or these monsters come and get you

or these monsters come and get you

feel like i can't move here
feel like i'm pinned down, yeah
i wanna scream and shout
but i don't want them to hear

because these monsters
hurting me, scaring me
because these monsters
hating me, killing me

got these voices in my head
and these monsters under my bed
don't make a sound, don't make a move
or these monsters come and get you

got these voices in my head
and these monsters under my bed
don't make a sound, don't make a move
or these monsters come and get you

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

monsters under my bed - Single

monsters under my bed

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @jacimp3

~ lyrics ~
i’m losing faith in humanity
this is all insanity
we’re losing touch with our reality
we owe the world an apology 

i'm i'm sorry
i'm i'm sorry
i'm i'm sorry

this world needs a little more loving, not this trashing, you can help it now
this world needs a little more loving, not this trashing, you can help it now

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

we owe the world an apology / save our planet

we owe the world an apology

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @lharvester
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced / composed by @lharvester

~ lyrics ~
i like to chill with the lights out
makes me really think about
how the world is really fucked up
how the hell did we mess it up?
so bad, so bad

if we don't clean our act up
the planet will fucking blow up
we’ll be covered in cuts

no chillin’ in the bathtub
this planet is so fucked
we might as well give up

there's nothing that can save this
i can hear the ocean hiss out loud at us all

out loud, out loud, out loud

if we don't clean our act up
the planet will fucking blow up
we’ll be covered in cuts

no chillin’ in the bathtub
this planet is so fucked
we might as well give up

there's nothing that can save this
i can hear the ocean hiss out loud at us all

out loud, out loud

how the world is really fucked up
how the hell did we mess it up?
so bad, so bad

there's nothing that can save this
i can hear the ocean hiss out loud at us all

out loud, out loud, out loud, out loud

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save our planet (prod. lucas harvey)

she/they ✨ producer, songwriter & singer

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