Today

Lyrics:

(I know because you thought that you were okay letting her go but now that she's really gone, it hurts.)

Put my body in decline
recently the curtains close but don't cover up the light
and I guess that's why
I've been cleaning up the words I spilled tonight

Almost broken, feeling stagnant
seldom useful, always honest
well I guess that's why we clicked so well back then

So why don't you Punch my face / break my jaw
maybe then I'll keep my mouth shut
You were all I had back then
So if you're struggling to make a fist
your blood runs cold when you start to remember
all the things that I could never give to you
I could never give to you

My voice was not the only thing I lost this year
I'm losing my grip on what I used to hold closer than anything
Do you remember how we were?
How we used to be?
and how long did it take to forget me?

(So why don't you)
Punch my face / break my jaw
maybe then I'll keep my mouth shut
You were all I had back then
So if you're struggling to make a fist
your blood runs cold when you start to remember
all the things that I could never give to you
I could never give to you
(I could never give to you)

We played on train tracks
so now I'm scared of headlights
On my drives back
passing cars are all too bright
Would you even recognise me
if you passed me on the road
I thought we were getting distant
but we were just getting old

Warm Hands, Cold Heart

Song commissioned by Ellie Velasquez.
 
I don’t wanna speak out of turn
But I’ve been sitting, stifling all my words
I think you finally crossed the line
You fucked with the wrong person this time

You act like you’re nice, when you’re not
The best thing about you is your voice is kinda hot
But even then it doesn’t cover the fact
that everything about you makes me wanna yack 

And I hope this song finds you well
But from the bottom of my heart, I hope you burn in hell 
I hope that whatever you do
You know you made me realise I’m 100x better than you 

You just grind Dodo to pay your debts 
(err, one bullet pizza combo please!)
Driving to the vault to pick up your paycheck 
You get pissed when you wait in line
I can’t believe for a second that I wanted to call you mine

You drive a car that you can’t afford
(it's only 8k a week for the rest of my life)
The voice I once found hot now makes me pretty bored
I should probably seek some help (Ursula Leichenberg hello?)
For all the times you lead me on and just made me feel unwell but

I hope you made the train in okay
But with every atom in my body
I hope you have a shitty day
I guess I should thank you for the fun
But I’m realising now, there was literally none

I’m finally out on the other side
(You're just one big old waste of time)
Feeling the sun on my face, with no mask to hide behind
(it's 2022, who wears a cat mask?!)
I might go to Deans World just for fun, 
I’m better on my own now, thank fuck you weren’t the one

Thank F*ck You Weren’t The One

One bomb found in a meeting
Not sure how it got there
Only takes one cop to defuse it 
something here seems unfair

The Lost are just getting angry
is a gang not much of a threat?
they think maybe the state should go sovereign
and the message they write be in red

One republic for the people of Sandy
gather everyone around for resource
Members friends and the old ladies
peace is all they were asking for

And it's all going down
in a tiny little desert town

Holdens voice echoes through the city
brainwashing anyone he could get
the volunteers are farming potatoes
in exchange for food and drink while theyre there

Suddenly the PD comes looking
but get stopped by a lock on the gate
flyovers get shot down by PRSSM
a truce is already too late

Senator and a president talking
'take the shot' is his command
the bullet missed and Rudi goes running
this whole thing is getting out of hand

And it's all going down
in a tiny little desert town

The lost calls in reinforcements
Vagos, Ballas and Sinister souls
Street Team, BSK HOA and Mayhem
even Hydra Gang got involved

Monday midday the battle begins
PRSSM gives it all that they can
The senate and the PD retreating
seeing their own judges fighting the man

Dawn gets a cop on their own
executes her before she could speak
some people were locked up for treason
a dozen footsoldiers and one EMT

Finally there's a cease fire called upon
isnt all this bloodshed enough?
Enemy of the state and a peoples republic
someone had to call the PD's bluff

And it's all going down
in a tiny little desert town
This is how it went down
In a tiny little desert town

The Lost War Story

Collaboration between Giles Dickinbottom (Down Bad Records) & Jackson Creed (WuChang Records)

Lyrics:
Everything is looking like 
it's finally on the rise
Except there's one little detail 
that brings a tear into my eyes
I've been patient 
but what I really want
You might think I'm crazy
and honey, you're not the only one

A hole in my soul
so much space to be used up
I asked her over text and she just sent back
'What the fuck?!'

It's Monday morning 
and I'm running late for class
Why won't my fucking girlfriend
come and scream into my ass?
I give her everything and 
show her so much love
but there's a significant lack of expletives 
chilling in my butt

(Luke Dimond/Jackson Creed)
And I could say that everything
is fine, but that's a lie
The girl that I love the most
won't scream behind me in my brown eye
and I even washed it 
Yeah I made it nice and clean
and I'm begging you my baby
just give me a butthole scream

A hole in my soul
so much space to be used up
I asked her over text and she just sent back
'What the fuck?!'

It's Monday morning 
and I'm running late for class
Why won't my fucking girlfriend
come and scream into my ass?
I give her everything and 
show her so much love
but there's a significant lack of expletives 
chilling in my butt

Scream in my ass (x6)

It's Monday morning 
and I'm running late for class
Why won't my fucking girlfriend
come and scream into my ass?
I give her everything and 
show her so much love
but there's a significant lack of expletives 
chilling in my butt

Why Won't My Girlfriend Scream Into My Butt?

Lyrics:

Would you believe me if I said
I've been lying to you since we first met?
I wish I had the guts to tell you sooner
but my stomach hasn't settled yet.

Can the fluid in my lungs
quench the thirst for respiration? 
'cuz I just want to give you my last breath
Will the apologies you made
ease you through the gates of heaven?
That's the only thing more permanent than death

I tried to be a man of faith
now I'm starting to rethink my younger ways
"Carve your story out in stained glass
make sure you follow the right path" X2
I never thought of it like that

(Does it get easier?
No.)

How could you be so selfish
to leave me so young?
In a room full of grimace
you were the first smile I found
Things were better with you around
Your face is a ghost, your name is a relic
your laugh is a waveform I wish I'd written down
You were the silver lining to every cloud

Younger Ways

A lovely song sung and lyrically written by Lulu and produced by Tee. The amazing artwork is also done by Lulu.

Thanks for listening!

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Lulu x Tee - The Music In Your Soul

LYRICS
Where's the fucking rain?

It's been 3 hours of sitting on my ass in the mud
but not a single drop of rain, i'm not asking for a flood
Just a bit of precipitation, and you'll see my elation
im sick of my crops dying, can you see my frustration
If I could get some rain, maybe I won't go insane

'cus water is all i need for me and my crops
I'm not asking for much, just a couple hundred drops
'Cus i love farming and I don't wanna stop

This is my rain song
I'm just begging to be rained on
'cus my garlic's going off, I'm about to throw a strop
this is the worst drought i've ever seen yet, I just wanna get wet
I just wanna get wet

It's been 7 days, still not a single drop of rain
There ain't no clouds in Los Santos, just one fogging up my brain
I've gone through too many watering cans, ah you've got to be kidding man!
just an itty bitty dripping on the city, i'm sick of this t-shirt tan
Just a little bit of rain, would really make my fucking day

Water is all i need for me and my crops
I'm not asking for much, just a couple hundred drops
'Cus i love farming and I dont wanna stop
and when the rain comes

This is my rain song
Im just begging to be rained on
My garlic's going off, I'm about to throw a strop
this is the worst drought i've ever seen yet, i just wanna get wet

I just wanna get wet x3

I just want it tae fuckin' rain

The Rain Song (feat. Maggie Gunn)

Lyrics:
Black hair black lipstick she cut through Me like a knife
Why do these girls always seem to ruin my life
Tattoos and chokers, with an attitude to match
Feel like my heart is made of glass

How do I
Talk to her without fumbling all my words
My chest starts to hurt
What should I say first 
Something like “hey we should hang out”
Or that’s what I want to say but what falls out of my mouth is something like 

Step on me, step on me

Step on me step on me
Goth mommy
The second you walked in was like a slap across the face 
I just want a hot goth girlfriend to put me in my place
In my place

Oh my god, there she is, here she comes, I should talk to her

(Q):
It’s like 99 per cent of people are falling in love With me, 
stop calling me Mommy (it’s weird)
I see you looking at me from way across the room
You seem pretty cute, I think I wanna talk to you 
And then you say:

(Giles):
Step on me step on me
Goth mommy
It would make my day, if you picked me up by the waist
I just want a hot goth girlfriend to put me in my place
In my place

(Q) and Giles:
Is it a step too far? If I told you it was you I wanted to break my heart
You gotta change your tone, you can’t call people Mommy; you’ll just end up alone
Like I’ve even got a chance with you, I’m sorry for being so rude
Don’t be so in your head, that type of shit ain’t gonna get you in someone’s bed

I’m just trying to be stood on, respectfully 
I’m sorry, Goth Mommy

Goth Girls Are Ruining My Life (ft. Q)

I have loved you, in a non platonic way
Since the day, my aunt and uncle brought you over
I’m just trying to say, I really wish we dated
It’s a crying shame that we are related 

Our family tree straight line, but I really really wanna make you mine 

You say, you say my name, Ive never felt this way
Outside at the ranch, you’ve got your hand in my pants
You said, you said you were coming over, and my blood was rushing 
My name is Willy Heart and I’m in love with my cousin 

I fucking love your face, in a loving cousin way
Come what May, I know our parents hate it
It’s just you and Winshield Willy when, we’re walking with our hands
Intertwined, shall we cross the line tonight? 

Does the bachelor remind you of our family reunion 
I better see you at holy communion (you’ve got to be there)

You say, you say my name, Ive never felt this way
Outside at the ranch, you’ve got your hand in my pants
You said you were coming over, and my blood was rushing 
My name is Willy Heart and I’m in love with my cousin 

DESH:
I know it’s not right, but I can’t leave here without you tonight
I know i should feel bad, but you could be the best I’ve ever had 

(I love you, but I’m related to you) 

It’ll tear apart the family, but I think they’ll manage 
If I was any more inbred I’d be a sandwich
You said you were coming over, and my blood was rushing 
My name is Willy heart and I’m in love with my cousin

Family Comes First (ft. DESH)

"Veiled Scars" is a hymn to human resilience and the belief in the possibility of finding light even in the darkest moments, culminating in a crescendo of emotions.

Veiled Scars

Originals, song commissions and jingles.
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Goth Girls Are Ruining My Life (ft. Q)

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