This haunting melody makes my heart ache, Jack Dylan, your voice is so raw and pure.

This time I’m out 
There’s nothing left to care about
Took a while for it to hit 
That you’re loaded full of shit 
And this is it
Knew I had to split 
But I didn’t know how 
And I’m drowning now 
But you’re here with me
You’re here with me 
And I hope that I die 
I hope that I die 
Can’t keep getting fooled by 
The depth of your eyes 
Why do I seem to 
Need you? 
Why do I seem to 
Need you? 
Wish I had the strength to see 
That you never needed me 
That you never needed me 
That you never needed me 
But you’re on my mind  
Most of the time 
But you’re tearing me apart 
I feel it deep in my heart 
Deep in my heart 
Deep in my heart
Deep in my heart
Deep in my heart
Deep in my heart
And we’re drifting apart
We’re drifting apart 
Perhaps we always were 
We always were 
We always were
We always were

I Was Never Really Here

Jack's Lament/Clementine's Theme

Jack’s Lament/Clementine’s Theme

In the still air tonight
I heard two hounds fight 
Haven’t seen you in years
The thought still brings me to tears 
Never been good at saying goodbye 
How the hell can I say goodbye? 

Oh, Dad don’t leave me like this
I’ll be pissed that you’re missed 
Cause you’ll have time to go
And you won’t ever know
How it is I really feel 
You don’t know how I feel 

Oh, man I can’t do this without you 
You think I can do this without you? 
Purple nights in the air 
Turning red, this isn’t fair 
When you left, you took a part of me
When you left, you took a part of me

When You Left You Took A Part Of Me

when you left you took a part of me

jack's lament/clementine's theme

reprise

Were you ever really there? 
Or have I always been alone here? 
Oh, I’m swimming through cracked glass and crushed veneer
Oh, were you ever really here? 

I wouldn’t have minded the pain 
Or walking home alone in the rain 
But now you’re gone again 
You’re gone again 

But go ahead and push me away 
Go run, have it your way 
I won’t tell you what to do or say 
It’s not like we did much talking anyway 

I know I didn’t always have the right words to say 
And I know admitting that won’t change anything anyway 
But maybe we’ll meet in another life, another day 
Maybe we’ll do this the right way 

Maybe in another life, another day 
Maybe we’ll figure it out and find a way 
Maybe I’ll have the right words to say 
In another life, another day 


another life (another day)

Baby, I’m still lost in Angeles
And heading straight for Hell
I’m aware you don’t really care 
But I need to know you’re doing well 

The city lights don’t fade onto me
Now they just blur right into my eyes
Every street brings me back to you
And I never seem to question why

And I’m still lost in Angeles
Driving down these roads I know 
And I still hear the ghost of your voice
Blasting through the radio

And only you know that I’m a ghost
So, you hate the sound of my name
But I just love the way you say it
I just want to hear you say it again 

But I’m still lost in Angeles
I just want to find my way home
Half expecting that you’ll be there
But I always find myself alone 

But only you could light a fire
That I’m scared one day will burn out
I hate that I’m still stuck with all 
These things I can’t forget about 

I’m still lost in Angeles
I wish you were lost with me too
But I’m just lost in Angeles
I’m lost and without you
Lost in Angeles
I’m lost in Angeles
Lost in Angeles
I’m lost in Angeles

lost in angeles

Baby, won’t you take away my gun?
And make me, make me just like everyone
Or am I crazy? Am I crazy once again?
Let me jeopardize this pain I’m in

And please help me, help me find my way
I seem to have lost it the other day
And please hold me, hold me just for today
So all this pain, all this pain can fade away
Fade away, fade away
Fade away, fade away

Into dirt, into dust
Into nothing and what was
Into silence, into ashes
Into sorrow, into rust

And all these feelings, babe it’s not your fault
I’m just a wound been rubbed with salt
I can’t help the way I am 
Take the gun, take the gun, take the gun from out of my hands 

Just carve away all those parts of me
That you always say you hate
Cause I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I’ve been trying to all day 

To turn into nothing, into shadow
Into hatred, and what was
Into never, into dusk
Into love, into us

But if I close, if I close my eyes
I’ll keep on reaching for the other side
And if I believe all these fucked up lies
Maybe I, Maybe I can have a good life

One with you, one with us
Without echoes and mistrust
Without anger, without fuss
Without dirt, without dust
Without nothing, without dusk
Without distance left in us
Without hunger, without lust
Without feelings left to crush
Without fractures left in us
One with you, without rust

without rust

without rust [peeled back]

Sometimes I still hear your voice 
And my head starts to pound again
You came to me in a dream, babe 
But you still won’t let me in 
But if I sit and wait so quietly
Maybe I could change your mind 
And make you come back again
And stop wasting all my precious time 

I wish I knew some prettier words 
Could come up with better things to say 
I wish I believed you when you said 
Everything that you said yesterday
It all just sounds like noise to me now 
It all just fills up my fucking head
But I wish I could still hear you now 
Maybe I’m just better off dead 
I'll get it through my head
Maybe I’m just better off dead 

I could sing to you in a stupid voice 
If it’ll just make you smile for me again
Say things that don’t quite make sense 
If it meant that you’d just let me in 
But instead I’ll burn all your letters 
To silence all of these painful sounds 
But every memory still hits me pretty hard 
And I end up six feet underground 
And now I’m just talking straight to myself 
Hoping you’d say that you’d say something back 
But I already know 
You ain’t saying it back
You ain’t saying it back
You ain’t saying it back

clementine, sometimes

found this on my computer from years back. she deserves her moment

Jack’s Lament/Clementine’s Theme

Jack Dylan

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