the full song of the demo i released back then, this is dedicated to my grandmother who passed away last November of 2019 and it was the worst time: basically mourned alone, i couldn't study well, friends didn't understand my grief and pretty much lost them (i don't blame them for it)

this isn't even the final mix so basically it's still a demo HAHA

(BbAbDbGbBbEb)

love you nanay vicky, i miss you a lot

petalgaze: victoria (demo)

Duyan

Nasa duyan nakaupo
Nagpapalipas ng oras 
Kinalimutan na mga problema
Meron pa naman akong bukas

Sana ganito lang lagi
Kasama ang kape at hangin

Lagi nang nahuhumaling 
Sa nawawalang mga minuto
Hinahabol ang mga pangarap
Ngayon tuloy ay hinahapo

Gan’to na lang ba tayo lagi
Inuubos ang ating sarili

Oh, duyan pagod ko sana’y iyong pawiin
Tangayin kasabay ng mga butil ng buhangin
Bilang ang oras na ika’y aking makakasama
Huminga, umiyak
Kahit sandali lamang
Sa aking duyan

Sasabak nanaman sa laban
Pwede bang huminay muna
Ipahinga naman paminsan-minsan
Ang isip na naaabala

Matagal ka nang namimighati
Pagbigyan mo ang iyong sarili

Oh, duyan pagod ko sana’y iyong pawiin
Tangayin kasabay ng mga butil ng buhangin
Bilang ang oras na ika’y aking makakasama
Huminga, umiyak
Kahit sandali lamang
Sa aking duyan

Bilang ang oras ko,
Nandito lang ako

Oh, duyan pagod ko sana’y iyong pawiin
Tangayin kasabay ng mga butil ng buhangin
Bilang ang oras na ika’y aking makakasama
Ito na ang wakas
Paalam na muna
Oh, aking duyan

Duyan (Original)

Afternoon Walks

yakap

Hi! 
Ito nga po pala ang una kong nagawang kanta.

Ang kantang ito ay tungkol sa mga taong nawawalan ng pag-asa sa pag-ibig.wag malungkot at wag mawalan ng pag asa dahil dadating ang panahon na matatagpuan natin ang tao itinakda para sa ating.

Sorry sa mga errors like
- Nawawala sa Tempo(Hindi kasi aku gumamit ng metronome. XD)
- sa High note na pilet Haha. (Sorry, Gusto ko lang mag explore ng mga melodies.  :) )

Feel free to send feedback 

Thank you! Labyu!  :)

Kailan

“Aporia”

Verse:                                                                                                  
Bat tumahimik ang lahat                                             
Unti-unting namumulat
Damdaming dapat iwasan
Bago lamunin ng nakaraan

Pre-Chorus:
Hindi natatapos
Kelan matatapos
Kamay nakagapos
Sa lamig
Ng iyong haplos

Chorus:
Kailan
Hindi ko kaya ang habang buhay
Oh kailan
Hindi ko kaya ang habang buhay
Kailan, Kailan
Kailangan

Verse 2:
Bat tumahimik ang lahat
Nanginginig ang balat
Isa-isang kakalimutan
Paro-parong nasa tyan

Pre-Chorus:
Hindi natatapos
Kelan matatapos
Kamay nakagapos
Sa lamig
Ng iyong haplos

Chorus:
Kailan
Hindi ko kaya ang habang buhay
Oh kailan
Hindi ko kaya ang habang buhay
Kailan, Kailan
Kailangan

Bridge:
Pano ka
Pano siya
Sa gabi ng dalita

Chorus:
Kailan
Hindi ko kaya ang habang buhay
Oh kailan
Hindi ko kaya ang habang buhay
Kailan, Kailan
Kailangan
Kailangan

Aporia

Composed by Lanz Olives
Instruments by Lanz Olives
Vocals by Kryle Marxel Molina
Bass intro idea by AJ Abad

Intro

Refrain:
Oscillate your feelings from me
'coz I'm suffocating
You're always stalking me
You're always watching meeee

Verse 1:
Mula nung unang magkakilala
Araw araw na lang magkausap
Telepono, personal at lahat ng app
Kaya ako ngayon ay sawang sawa (sawang sawa)

(Bass Riff)

Verse 2:
Isang araw naging tayo na pala
Kahit ayoko na sa'yo talaga
Wala na akong magawa
Sa patibong ako ay nahulog na (sawang sawa)

Bridge:
There's nowhere to go (x4)

Repeat Refrain:
Oscillate your feelings from me
'coz I'm suffocating
You're always stalking me
You're always watching meeee

Verse 3:
Unti unti akong nasakal
Huwad na pag-ibig iyong dala
Kailangan kong huminga
Bawat oras na nandyan ka

(Bass Riff)

"Bawal dito, bawal dyan pumunta"
Iyan ang madalas mong mga kataga
Nakakabaliw ang iyong ganda
Kaya siguro, ako'y nandito pa...

Last Refrain:
Oscillate your feelings from me
'coz I'm suffocating
You're always stalking me
You're always watching meeee

Oscillate Feat. Marx

Hotel 404 is a story about contrast. Hotels are known to house busy lobbies and travelers having the time of their lives, but it also gives off the feeling of gloom as people return to the empty, quiet rented spaces to end the day. From the world's vibrance to the silence enclosed by the walls of the hotel rooms, the contrast almost feels like an error in reality and you begin to lose yourself along the way.

This is a final project submission for the Write Now Workshop by TJ De Ocampo. Drop by @WSongwriting for more details!

Lyrics:

I opened the door
To see what’s in store
Too many people, queueing in prequel
To let them in the hotel, oh well

Receptionist told me
Proceed to Room Twenty-Three
The room felt so empty
Is this how’s it gonna be

There must be an error, you see..

Hotel 404
You’re out of control
Your beauty is just
Sadness in disguise

Hotel 404
I used to adore
It feels as if 
I am stuck in reprise

I opened the door
To see what’s in store
Too many places, different faces
The world is just so spacious, oh yes

Receptionist sees me
Return, I still feel at sea
I reached my room quickly
And I’m back to being lonely

There must be an error, you see..

Hotel 404
You’re out of control
Your beauty is just
Sadness in disguise

Hotel 404
I used to adore
It feels as if 
I’m still stuck in reprise

The contrast in this place is
Beyond what I imagined 
The contrast in this place is
Beyond what I imagined

Your beauty is just
Sadness in disguise

Hotel 404
I’m bound to explore
Keep searching for
Something that can restore
(You're out of control)

Hotel 404
You’re out of control
Your beauty is just
Sadness in disguise
(Am I out of control)

Hotel 404
Still out of control
I’m leavin’ and
I’m not coming back for more

Hotel 404 (Demo)

Goldilocks Syndrome [demo]

I wake to a war-torn morning
My bed is a battlefield
And I’ve never paused from mourning
But today I am far from healed

So maybe I’ll go to the catacombs 
Entomb all the hope I’ll never become
And mourn every somber soul
That I have become

‘Cause I’ve been running, I am worn
Oh, used up all my past and future lives
To get up from my bed 
And cast a single demon in my head away 
But why does it have to win every day?

I wake to the sound of sirens 
The barracks are crumbling down
My mind’s never sat in silence
But today all the wailing drowns

It’s heavy to bear, would anyone care 
To run a gentle hand through my hair
Oh, no one would dare to feel
One of the dead

‘Cause I’d been running, I am worn
Oh, used up all my past and future lives
To get up from my bed 
And cast a single demon in my head away 
Though I’d never, ever win anyway

Then my dog nudges me with her paws
Just to see if I’ll last the night, 
She cries a little
Then she burrows her head in my chest 
Like she’s trying to save the world,
She dies a little
But she finds me singing
Right in the middle of my heart

I wake to another morning
The demons surrender arms
My mind’s never sat in silence
But today there’s a steady calm

And I’ve been running, I am worn
Oh, used up all my past and future lives
But I’ll get up from my bed
And fold my blankets, toast some bread
Like every day, I’ll keep humming every day, 
I’ll keep humming now

Three Days In Bed (Original)

Dapitan

Sa daan taong gusali
Ikaw at ako nagkatagpo
Sa pagitan ng mga katha
Malaya sa takbo ng panahon

Dapitan lagi ang hantungan
Magkakasalubong sa Laon Laan

Hindi lang ikaw ang tula
Ikaw na ay himig sa aking pandinig
Hindi lang ikaw ang sagot
Ikaw ang pangarap na aking minimithi-mithi

Mga bulo ng bulaklak
Dahan-dahang bumabagsak
Kalma ng hangin ang dumadala
Sa aking pag-abang ng iyong araw

Dapitan lagi ang hantungan
Aabot pa ba sa Laon Laan

Hindi lang ikaw ang tula
Ikaw na ay himig sa aking pandinig
Hindi lang ikaw ang sagot
Ikaw ang pangarap na aking minimithi-mithi

Nawala ka man sa abot-tanaw
Ikaw pa rin lamang ang nakikita

Kung makita muli kita
Maunawa mo na kaya
Na ang pag-ibig ay ‘di lang
Tinatapon ng walang alang-alang

Duyan (Original)

Jackie Dimalanta

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