Written between Summer 2018 and now, the state of things represents some very hard emotional and mental work for me as a musician, and as a person. But it also represents how some things about myself and the world will never change. 
I'm very proud of this piece, and I mixed and mastered it myself.

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A MIDI mockup of my piece Frustration in 4 Movements.

Frustration - Movt4 - Midi - Mockup

Frustration - Movt3 - Midi - Mockup

Frustration - Movt2 - Midi - Mockup

Frustration - Movt1 - Midi - Mockup

Haven't released anything in such a long time because I've been feeling so fucked about making music. What's the point? I can reduce almost any song I hear now to how it's been made, what went into it, the production techniques, and I just don't care about what most people have to say (who aren't my friends). They're probably talking about some issue I don't care about or can't relate to, or they're probably just owned by labels and being told what to release and told what to sound like. Thinking like this all the time has made me feel really depressed about making music. It's too reductionist and makes music lose all the magic it has. I haven't wanted to quit making music in a long while but it's been rough lately.
I'm realizing sometimes it's just a matter of shitting something out. Sat in my pajamas and did this because I liked it. It's pretty repetitive and it's a raw recording, doesn't matter how I made it, but I think it sounds really good. Maybe you'll like it too! 
I have an unlimited upload license on Soundcloud and I think I should use it more, if only to get out of my head. 
Thanks for reading :)

Jack Impink