I began working on this song after moving in November 2022. Maybe it's not something to talk about right now, but as the name implies and with the samples taken from the infinitely cult game Half-Life, I decided to immerse myself in the world of the past, not verbally (and certainly not intentionally). It was during the pandemic, and I discovered this game quite late, but it immediately captured my soul.

Black Mesa

This is my debut album as an electronic musician titled "The Cave," which emerged after my relocation to Kazakhstan. I felt the power within my music and realized that I couldn't keep it to myself anymore. It might not be immediately apparent, but the album is filled with various emotions and reflections about the experience of moving, the lack of understanding of where you are and what you'll be doing. It embodies a sense of boundless freedom, yet at the same time, I convey to my listeners that I'm still in the dark, as if I can't emerge into the light from my own cave because of fear, fear of spreading my wings and following my own path. However, the way out is right in front of you; all that's left is to take a step into the unknown. Recently, I took that step by deciding to share my music with you. Yes, it's instrumental music, and yes, it may not be perfect, but every sample you hear was an attempt to express myself. It doesn't have the elements to grab your attention, nor does it carry a sense of cheerfulness. Instead, it possesses something profound that I myself cannot articulate. I present this music to your judgment. If it inspires someone, I would be immensely happy. And please don't hesitate to reach out to me; I'm open to communication. Because I'm stepping out of my cave. But I will always preserve it in my memory, leaving it as a musical album. Forever.

Cave (Intro)

Ideas

Wrong Number

The Cave

Fleur

My second single is dedicated to the film "Lilya 4-ever" by Swedish director Lukas Moodysson. This film captivates with its heavy atmosphere and scenes depicting Russian provincial life. It doesn't leave any hopes for something bright, but in my track, I aim to push aside the layers of depression and preserve a significant part. One of the most important messages in this film is that life is all you have.

Lilya 4-ever

Only soundcloud. Just a track from my library..

Mindscape

The Labyrinth

Black Mesa (slowed)

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