Find myself

Call Mom (A song about my mom & I)

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I've been seeing ghosts for so long, I already know
That I've been moving closer to a place she'll never go

Kiremi - OBLIVION

DEADBEAT! (LIVE)

The Rug (in my living room)

GET A JOB! (in my living room)

Blow It (in my living room)

DEADBEAT! (in my living room)

i broke up with my gf at Coachella

Caledonia on my mind

A stripped-down, soul-baring confessional carved from the silence left after love fades. Left Out Loud tells the story of being ghosted by the one who once called you “fiancé,” blending poetic vulnerability with raw acoustic intimacy. It’s a breakup letter turned lullaby for the brokenhearted queer soul — soft piano, whispered pain, and pride in the ache. Shaman Solace stands unmasked in this ballad, where love isn’t erased… just unanswered

“[VERSE 1]
I don’t know what else to say,
Words keep fallin’ the wrong way.
Maybe it’s not fair or true,
But I feel forgotten by you.

[VERSE 2]
Like I’m waitin’ in a room gone cold,
Holdin’ onto what we used to hold.
If I’m wrong, I’ll wear the blame—
But I still ache when you don’t say my name.

[CHORUS]
Left out loud, like a tear on wood,
Tried to speak, but not sure I should.
You called me babe, you joked “fiancé,”
Now I’m the one you pushed away.
If this is love, then I’m still proud—
Even if I’m left out loud.

[VERSE 3]
You said “boyfriend” feels too small,
But you’re the one who built that wall.
Funny, now I see the twist—
You acted more like a boy than this.

[BRIDGE – soft, almost spoken melody]
I never thought you’d walk that line,
Leaving all this heart behind.
But still I wait, without a sound,
Hoping you’ll turn back around.

[CHORUS – repeat gently]
Left out loud, with my truth laid bare,
Reaching out through thinning air.
If I’m a fool, then let me be—
A fool who still believes in “we.”
Come back like you said you would…
Come back and help me like you could.

[OUTRO – soft piano fade]
So here I am, no mask, no crowd…
Still standing,
Left out loud.


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