caught under pressure

falling from the sky

on my own

prod. michael rose
mixed by clover
cover by lil knockstar

spaceboy

saint laurent boots (ft. koi)

life never felt so far away

halfheart

esoteric towers

out in the snow

goodbye

did it matter at all?

me4me

espada en mi corazón

picking flowers

one step from heaven

when the clouds go grey i know that life gets hard

i miss your touch on nights when i’m alone

i wish tonight that i was there to


hold you

baby i know it gets lonely in your cold room

but somethin really calls me to this microphone

i’d really like to know

if you’d still kick it with me

even after time is gone

baby would you slide for me

would you still ride for me

fuck it, i would die for you

i watched you give it all to me

i’d lay down my life for my mother too

father and my brother too

love my family, do my best to show em gratitude

don’t mind me, i’m just passin through

i think everything in life’s about an attitude

showin a peace sign to everything thats bad to you

only when you’re pressed about it

life will get the best of you

i’m tryna focus on my attitude

baby i ain’t mad at you

when it all gets bad

make the best of that then watch the best come back to you

soon the clouds will disappear to show you that the sky is blue

dont forget the sun will rise again, so let it shine on you


let the sun shine

even if its only for the last time

open up your eyes

focus on the rays of the sunshine


shawty focus on that attitude

i aint even mad at u

time will find a way to get you through whatevers bad to you

put some focus on your energy

less on all your enemys

put that on to better things

find the best in everything

if nothin else, you owe it to yourself

dont let perception leave you trapped in hell

babe i know that you aint doin’ too well

did you notice i could tell

finding peace within myself is difficult for me as well

make it all look fine on the outside

i see her falling into pieces on the inside

love it when you tell me bout your dreams

shawty focus on the attitude

i aint even mad at you

time will find a way to get you through whatevers bad to you

put some focus on your energy

less on all your enemies

put that on the better things

tryna find the best in everything

sunshine

beyond the ice (ft. sadeyes)

where's jackson?

all my angels

(way up in the clouds)

(never comin down)

moonlight

on my white skin

in the dead of night

coolin with the stars again

when all of a sudden

i hear the angels singin

lift me up to heaven

someone pinch me if i’m dreamin

then i played a concert in the clouds

all my angels sing along with me

i’m never comin down

they dont focus on the wrong in me

i see demons in the crowd

vibin to the sound

concert in the clouds

all my demons singin loud

i get lonely in my head

i dont feel like i belong

i keep tossin in my bed

i’m still haunted by the monsters

my life has been long search

i dont wanna cause hurt

why do i feel hollow if i’m livin life on gods earth

life is like a cemetary

people waste away at home

no way it’s hereditary 

livin life inside a phone

kids committin suicide

everybody wanna die

prayin for another life

we all need some peace tonight

lonely road to home when ur walkin all alone

prayin for the change in life but never seems to come

i know u loosin hope & i know u feel alone

sing it with me baby, call on all the angels up above

play a concert in the clouds

all my angels sing along with me

i’m never comin down

they dont focus on the wrong in me

i see demons in the crowd

vibin to the sound

concert in the clouds

all my demons singin loud

got these voices in my head

screamin at me loud

its like theyre only gettin louder, more i try to drown em out

all the lyin isnt fair

tryna live my life, aware

just another dreamer boy

existing in a nightmare

yeah.

concert in the clouds

here i am standin in the dark and i’m askin

is this where my life ends?

have i amounted to the purpose of the person i’ve been livin to be?

(i feel like im losing myself)

‘cause it all weighs down like an anvil on me

the rain thats pouring keeps on falling down

(will i ever get out?)

more than blessed to have a family
that loves me 

but they wont ever know

just how low i get when the clouds fade gray

how out of control i get when im not okay

how back in the zone i get when it blows up in my face

(right in my face)

still i feel no hate for the world that hurts me

singin bout the life im livin’ even if it irks me

all i do is work, you’d think inside i feel deserving

(as bad as it sound)

baby let me tell ya

i can feel the tears fall down
when ur heart beats true

though i’m stuck inside this labyrinth
at least i’m here with you

im always rooting for ya

in your corner

helping you find truth & baby 

i adore ya

my señora

hope you find whats true for you

in the big cold world

where truth runs thin

you choose to be my girl

even when i’m lost, lookin’ for myself,
girl you make it better

i’ma talk to ya

even if its straight from heaven

i’ll make sure you get the message

‘cause once i go, i dont believe that we’ll get easy check-ins

but i’d apologize for all the times i acted wreckless

i should have never said or mentioned what i did, when i handed you the tinker bell necklace

(i still regret it)


~ soloinforever ~


tell my why

tell me why I wanna stay inside 

I hate the outside

cuz I grew up on my own

yea, but now I’m used to be alone
 
I’ve had enough, so I had to go and find some help

but nothing seems to help

I tried to love myself

but nothing seems to help

yea, I’m writing a letter for myself to get better

but nothing seems to help

but nothing seems to help

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i’m afraid i’m lost on the road

and i’m walkin all alone

i miss the way i made you smile when i tease you like the bros

we moved on, we’re doing better than we ever did before

don’t forget i always wanted you most

baby i’m afraid i’m all alone

aint nobody answer the phone

don’t bother callin back

i hope you leave it all at the tone

and if i’m still here

i’ll be livin’ life on my own

maybe you should let me go

far away from home i miss you more than you could ever know

i don’t plan on comin’ back, it’s all too much, thought i should let you know

if i leave im gone for good

colder than a coat of snow

i’ve been prayin for a place that i can call my home

still searching for a feeling that i long for

still bleeding for the people i believe in

cutting ties with my regret

maybe this how it’s supposed to end.

jackson vogel

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