fruit bats in my pantry

My first original track <3

It’s ironic how fast time goes by yet it can seem like nothing has happened. No progression. You’re still waking up every morning feeling anxious and alone. Perhaps you wake up with the guilt of wasting your 20’s. You had a family member pass away recently or you can't find a stable place to live. Whatever it is, it’s pain. We are all going thorough something. We ask ourselves “when will this ever end?” This winter has been especially hard on me and it seems like it’s been tough for other people in my life too. I’ve had to let go of people I’ve loved. Living alone, I’ve had a lot of opportunities to reflect on myself and talk down on myself. I’ve wanted to die. I’ve had that feeling; it scares me every time. That existential dread that memes attempt to portray on a daily basis, but never make you feel any better about it. I know I’m not alone in this. There’s always someone to talk to. There’s always a friend who will be willing to lend an ear. My first release is about this pain. Whatever your pain is whether it be physical, emotional, spiritual; you’re not alone. Don’t give up. We have to rise up and push harder. 
This song is free and downloadable. Please share this with whoever you want, but perhaps especially with somebody who is going through something painful right now. Share music with them, laugh, eat pie. Nothing lasts forever and anything is possible. For god's sake man, keep it real!

fruit bats in my pantry

Jacob Clay