Lyrics-

And I guess in the end we fly…but  I hope it won’t take that, I’ve tried to escape these feelings I have that always came right back. Still trying to see what am although-I-can’t- remember what I’ve been through.(see)  I-might-‘of-died a million times, just take a look in my eyes and understand what I can’t prove. …and that’s-about-the-time that I get amped up, they always tell you to keep pushing when you know that that’s how the secret stays wrapped up, shit I’ve had enough, I need to see what I am, past all the drama need to feel who I am, but even when I’m feelin like I’m on a different plane I feel these heat seeking demons just scream through my land…  so still-I choose to let go> and still-I choose to not know, knowing fully the faster I look for answers is  the slower that I’ll grow, …but even when I’m on different level thinkin that I’m seeing heaven I can’t escape> the pressure of depression in the back of my head >telling me that I might just be..wrong. So…Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If God is truly is a part of me then how could I ever be weak. …mind suspended I push forward, yearning for heaven the pain>you’ll get more of…cause even when I’m believing up in the ultimate reason I’m still feening for the meaning, scheming, I’m bleeding now. Never-to-rest, I’m stressed, but so blessed, best believe your faith will be tested, it’s like no the power of your conviction you’ll always stay finding something that’ll-be-pushin your limits and know time, in reality, is all non-existent, simply of the product of this life that we’re living, although we stay perceiving present and the future can we really ever really prove that it ever even existed. …So go and take your time but don’t rush, the caddillac the benz all that stuff, was never really the goal, nice to have but-I-know-that all shit is simply gonna leave you…lost up in the road, all non-sensecal, boy do whatcha told, fine, cause-in-a-minute I cannot control, sick of the stoppin-n-goin I’m-a-bout to lose my mind…cause it seems everything I see, a complete paradox making-it hard to breathe, but at that exact point when I reach that peak--- I’ma  be hittin n killin and they be feelin a little different from-the-way that they just thought things were, like the abominable, stoppin droppin they conscience I’m knocking down all they options feelin-a-little absuuuurd. They say were all made of that fire, like we’re genetically made reach higher, so even when I keep losin>the movement makes it so foolish that I could ever be controlled by desire. So I stay livin n wishin that maybe one day they will get it ‘til that day man I have to be patient, because no matter the race or the face of-the-prophet you’ll never escape the lesson feelin-the-race-will-be never ending it’s perpetual-critical, philisophical but invisble surrounding-the-room-like-a-figment__a-limit-diminished__a-scrimmage-blemished__n-sick-with-the-credits__I’m-sinkin-n-thinkin-I’m-dreamin__but-scheming__in-search-of-meaning__feeling-I’m-leaving this place_but-I-finally-seeing-now………(so) man I guess I’m in love with-it, thought I would fail then had fun with it, it’s not what you think- This is not a gimmick- it’s all perception there’s no limit- I had the sadness I had the vision I stopped the feeling of down, (and) although was anxious I had_to_thank_God_for_the_gifts_that_he_had_me_surround, (and that now I’m) seeing clearly I’m appreciating all the times that-have-broken that sound,(the silence) (‘cause) no_matter_what_I’m_feeling_I_know_that_it’s_for_a_reason_in_the_times_that_I_was_weakened_it_simply_was_just_a_season_of_this_dream that I’m having, man-i-swear-i-tried-to-escape this madness, but-to-do-it-had-to-front face my failures and dig> deep inside of my subconscious (see my) conscious mind could never even just fathom, the shit that I would see diving deeper into a drug that reminded me why somehow I stay always clinging to luck and believing always in love and foreseeing what no one saw....so my faith in you> I can’t fake that and that weakness > I-see-it-in-your-heart but please believe that I’ve felt that, the paradox of the highs and the lows, we never get far….but the next time you’re searching for God, understand what you are....   *….the angels and the demons all one, no matter the repercussions I’m on, it’s like automatically we won so I just gotta prove it till we’re done, guess its all part of fun,and even when the doubt reaches my mind, I still reside infinity devils leading my mind> and angels right by my side, so never have fear- let it ride. (x2)

Voices

Lyrics-

So give me that minute to be free, look at the sunshine that surrounds me, all of the times when I didn’t believe, put that aside turn on the TV, hits-n-hits now is all that I can see, I guess life just changed up, steady waiting on that minute I could stay up, …like I needed to be something > other than what I am > but still I know it’s all love.  Cause sometimes I feel deranged man, go and do something beautiful on the one hand, on the other hand it’s back jill >it’s back to thrills, back to adolescence it kills but still I’m moving and doing swear I got so sick of losin feeling like ruins I’ve ruined any-where-that-I-can feel like a tool and I swear I chased after winnin’, livin’, sinnin’ to feel that love and feel different, all the while knowing the prize >was never off in the distance >still I’m waitin so patient never flinchin’ because I made this > though my mind keeps on buzzing I’m understanding I can’t fake it, this feeling I’m feelin got me dealing different I’m-lookin-around for a brother but they’re all off in distance I had to get away, to that place that lies within me, let my mind lay back and just breath, silence those who reside around me, all of the one’s who can’t admit they believe, …because we’re all part of plan man, though some of us feel we been dealt a bad hand…but shit even with half a deck I’ll be 80 ridin that hoveround throwing my cards like Gambit, I planned_this I knew as long as I waited I’d make it if I didn’t see it now then life would show me that patience was the makeup and the essense of this living that I’ve created to-eventually see that we are not just creation but the creator now I’m faded off that mix and I’m breathing my mind is seamin’ just to share something I fully believe in because I’m seeing the reasons creeping me into this treason that had me leavin the heathens breathing that fire when-its-never-really-gonna-run-the-shit-that-I-be-breathing-so-just-give-me-that-reason………..So how can I maintain this life that I been givin’, I tried pay it forward but-I-guess…I was just sinning yea I’m living in this mental maze that got me stayin drivin but was willing to push it to side in side in search of that vision that words could never explain so music take me away….But sort of like waterfall screaming I could never hold the bleeding of the emotions I aint talking Niagara I’m talking meaning I’m talking ‘bout leaving a-life_that-could-never-see-through the immediate, lookin-at-the-wolf_or-the-one_feeding it, I’ma get it in the badder I’ma get to dreaming it- that’s my soul….…So fly away, hop off in this beautiful whip, and ride away no fear today…my mind’s under control, no need to be shy today…searching for a gift that could never go away, getaway…and girl I’ve been meaning to say I’m lovin-the-way it feels you’re always next to me and although the time separates we could be next to be> I know you get down on yourself thinking I hardly see, the gift that we’ve been given that I swear I need, (I know that) heaven ain’t a place that we can hardly reach, I see it all around me every time I breath, (and-we-got-that) feeling so pure that no drug ever replace, the joy that’s inside we’ll find it in this place, let’s getaway….

Getaway

Lyrics-

Finally seeing now, hold a match to my world illuminate the sound, …paranoid of the darkness  but what is there fear in reality when you’re heaven-bound, …but heaven is now so I guess we’re surrounded by angels and this one that’s by my side>caught the best of me, so have faith baby getaway with me…..Let the sun rain down, these beautiful beaches are one hell  a distraction, I’m askin, you baby if this’ll last forever and we can avoid the storm, the rain and the shitty weather it’ll let up, …I guess somehow I planned you in my mind (like), law of attraction, everything in time, beautiful to me but where you got me was your mind> and I wasn’t even searching name a better way to ……Paradise, I can see it in my mind’s eye, warm breeze on the island feelin just right, eye’s low maybe this’ll last a lifetime, put away your fears baby we can make the dark shine…know you’re searchin for somethin different the partyin and the drama is different than whatcha into I respect the way your actions always seem to reflect you so just hop into the ‘maro and we’ll be down to Kailua for now I’m waitin on that minute that we can just fly away, everything in front of me still> I’m tryin to stay, (high), searching for a way to relax> n let it play,…heaven on my mind> know this hell will never stay.  …but that aint the way you’ve been livin I see the military drama seem to have you committed but see within these circumstances is the reason we met and I’m thinkin if goes the distance then we’ll see that it was worth it....Even though you’re far, look up to the stars, let go of the fear, gotta know by now I’m always in your heart…high above the sky, truly we reside, life is but a dream, don’t forget that you’re an angel sent from god.  ….so you can never doubt this, steady waitin for someone to come and get you out this, it’s obvious> that we can see limits all around us >but look a little further see how paradise_found us, …at that point, the limits on your mind become a figment in sky> an imaginary reminder, …this all a beautiful  dance, so come-and-just-take-my-hand-and we can vibe if you’re down with it.....I can feel the rain coming down> it wont stop> girl it’s different on this side of the island  …situation is temporary the sun you can’t block>no need to be looking down…focus on the top, this love will give you all you ever need> to be breakin down your wants n all your needs n all your fears so you can see, the road to paradise is never far, the destination lies within thee….so we >gotta-just-keep it movin trustin that the plan unfolding molding us into what  eventually we’ll become while concurrently understanding the situation at present is fully complete and always was at any given moment so just let-me-right-into-your-heart> no matter-the-day-I’ll-be-there-when-it’s-hard> been-there-from-the-start> n that’s the truth> so it’s kinda hard to lose> still I’m waitin on the day that I can be next_to you, from my heart>you will never move…..far in space-  never in the heart baby

Paradise

This song is created in memory of my close friend, Baron Kuehlewind.

LYRICS

Hold on, to me...

(BKool! Let’s go!)
Time to rock and roll this,
Life flies past that’s one hell of a moment,
Moving with a heart so heavy they won't control it,
Never ever gone we’ll always keep unfolding.

So put the fear to rest right now, 
This dude was the illest he’s chillin within infinity- 
Stickin with me it's clear our life is blessed right now,
And you can find him in the center your heart, just movin slowly


Let it fly away let it fly away, 
Pain is only love it’ll balance out all the way-
And though knowingly hard to see it’ll never lead you astray
We’ll find a way just hold on, watch close
As I mix and match it so gone-
No man can define it this life it has been drawn
Nobody is an island the interconnection oh don’t deny it!
 

Roll in your mind, oh never stoppin, 
Live without fear, what’s a goon to a goblin-
Mixed with hard liquor a star-studded encounter-
The stars they stay livin’ a minute is like an hour… 
(this way, that way, take hits) not sorry!
Living on a mission his intention art with a direction -
An expression of a true connected heart I know you felt it.  
Bkool we live, forever...

Hold on hold on to me (x3)

Moving at a hundred thousand miles an hour- 
Arm inside the windows I’ma take you on journey
Oh so highly decorated learning as you’re- 
Tearing down the freeway not a worry (not a worry?) 
This the life you lead, you cannot proceed
Further see your vision it’ll start to get blurry 
You just gotta be grateful, let the beauty chase you
Enjoy the ride, no hurries man.

See I remember the days 
Late nights with boys, gentlemen to the strays
We had fun tho, roll in the Fiero smoke billowing 
No particular worry just livin inside that feeling and
Whoever thought that same dude throwin’ fools down- 
In high school football, could be leavin’ us so soon (nah) 
Goes to prove you can’t predict the plan
We’re here and gone so go appreciate it while you can (and just-)
Hold on- cause one day you’ll leave here in silence
Onto the other side never to fear just be silent
The beauty and pain is a precondition like I said it’ll balance 
no fear just stay knowing in private-
In public they won’t discuss it
Preoccupied with the politics-
Always distracting from where that true value is,
My boy Baron he drew that analysis upon that canvas 
Deep, like- oh damn! Show me planets!
The way that we’re livin got em-
Thinkin we’re fading off into the blackness
Hold onto my hand moving fast kid, 
Never could stop this feeling  
Let me just go i’m ‘bout to land this in the-
Back of the mind with a rhythm-
I’m signin away what i held up inside, right?  
Spit an anomaly knowin-
I gotta escape into heaven in time, right? 
Takin it minute by minute-
Believe in the gift I been given and take flight, 
Never could ever go fear the potential-
Don’t hide it just do it in plain sight!  

Back with the phantom like a cage fight,
Balance all the good with the evil it’s shinin’ so bright, 
Thank god, this doubt, this evil we need it say that you believe it-
Man you’ll see that in the end it’s all complete (so) 
Follow it knowin’ that you will never go off track and, 
Cherish the love, though lost, we’ll get it back and,
Upon this path yearning to believe,
Hold on, hold on to me

Hold On (BKool)

LYRICS

Oh, come find me
Mixed up inside a whirlwind- 
Pedalin’ but I can't seem to leave it all behind me
So here is goes regardless
I lose hope but never scared 
No I can't leave, was never here
Nevermind the fear (illusory)
Caught up in a dream that I'm living in
No more, I’m giving in

Stay with me 
Pedal to the floor doin ‘bout a buck fifty 
Nada on the mind, I’m feelin upon a mystery-
A city in the mind with the world upon the fingertip- 
But never missin all been the same, since the beginning
I stay, to get up in it it's all, within anatomy
They speakin fallacy with the fear as their intention
But love is the direction
It's all part of perfection

Go with the rhythm the gift you been given is hidden-
Right past the negativism, the pain- a virtue
Beautiful synonyms n’ elegance present appearing desolate 
Ooh we on the precipice
But all day, we’ll stay upon the infinite 
Beautiful as it gonna get, never lacking but lovin’ it
Leavin into this whirlwind- I think I will discover it
Never mind all rushin, we’re all a bunch of Russians (ah!)

I cant control it stop drop it and- 
Roll it up into a fattie then blow it!  
Mama she told me stay knowin-
It’s all just  a motion and I don’t control it!
Focus, stay humble it’s all misdirection they speakin
They’re locking and loadin
Movin it steady forever ready 
Slow it down, let go in this beautiful moment

[Interlude]

Follow me into it steady moving deliberate-
Lettin go until I’m movin unstable
Try to envision a level of livin where- 
Sinnin ain't an option, and doubt- a fable
Still they chasin an image of happiness (shallow)
Missin’ all the meaning n’ inspiration available 
Focused upon themself and not utilizing a gift they been given 
Ooh we change this world if they’d let up

Go prove it, really just gotta move it to the rhythm of the soul
It’s a flow, it’ll glisten when you put aside anger n’ the-
Wantin n wishin and see the beauty within him-
You would never go back to fakeness
Life is subliminal fine print
Short cues that’ll prove where time is best spent
Waiting on that day we can see what life is
But don’t look out, just turn your gaze...in  

Backtrack right into a whole ‘nother problem-
That’s how they envision this
They fear lookin’ inside they consciousness-
Oh god forbid you might see where the problem is
Point the finger atcha brother hatred comes natural-
that’s what your momma said?! 
House made of glass with a handful of stones
You’re a burden, the weakest link...is

At the same take a step back and notice
That every journey has some negativity associated 
Never let it damage your vision-
Oh dont focus on this, that’ll pass
Never this, never that 
Just a long day in a long phase, won't last
Gotta trust there is more to this life than a glance
It’ll open up your eyes when the storm has...past

Whirlwind

LYRICS

Welcome ladies and gentlemen, ooh much like Thomas Edison 
I’ma get you higher than you ever been! 
Got no time for their talking 
Slick with their words but they heartless 
So I hit em back to back so face the fact I made this track
To remind em where it started. 
Froze in the middle never with a heart cold in the middle
I’ma blow this riddle, lyrical TNT
I’m stepping back the plan is set and I let it go like 
Feel the beast in the sound, 
It’s raging I feel it escapin my body right now,  
I can’t help but murder the beat man 
I’m 007 my GoldenEye won’t let me down
Follow me into it got the flow to make em-
Push up the ceiling I’m better than willing to- 
Hit em and get em and damage feelings-
Double the rhythm I said I’m sorry- 
Harakiri I can’t help it think it’s killin me dude!  
Anyone, everyone can get it 
Somehow we planned it nuh uh ain’t a random experience 
Stuck in a fire burning furious 
No more darkness
I’m seeing this light 

[Chorus]
Feelin it all my life
Ain’t no way to turn it down
I been waitin on the time
No could never stop it now
Eyes up on the prize 
Spread my wing and let it fly
Watch it as it all align
Let it go like

[Dee Allen]
In the beginning there was the Lyric
And that Lyric was within the One who written-
It was when the Lyricist began to spit it
That it went from Lyricism into existence 

This is my existential Deposition
Left my crew sufficient mental liberation
To break from the shackles
I selah'd and died as Jacob
Gave me this ladder

This is the dawn of man again
Embarking uncharted planets
Man, I was a manic mannequin
Now a man that can walk through the sky
Like I'm Anikan

Dark (in)Vader, sparking flames
Charged, with illuminated bars
To prepare you for this lyrical parable
But a shift in the paradigm is imperative
Because you can't get the picture
Unless you develop the negative

And this was the message of Edison
A lesson from the metamorphosis 
Of Marcus Aurelius
I flow with the stoicism
Through a holy prism
With the Vishuddha of Buddha
Spitting the Truth that Jehovah written
(But #iAm of no religion)

This is the end of the intermission
Of my inner mission
Had to sit and listen
Put ego aside
Then I focused my energy inward
And woke up my
Inner G-O-Dee Allen

[Jacob Didas]
Dee just cut the intermission i’m feelin it's time-
To go bring it full circle man im Lost up in the feelin 
This spiritual penicillin 
Turn negative into seeing 
This infinite is a being
The meaning you feelin it screamin out

Reckless, heartless, often lawless
Negativity’s abound you gotta focus the pattern 
We gettin blind by the fear, rise in a year
Mind now is clear, no more darkness

[Repeat Chorus]

March, marchin it forward, movin it slowly
Hold me in infinite swinging of pendulums-
Singing the song that she told me
Closin my eyes, steppin in boldly, watchin it mold me- 
(oh me oh my> you steppin in blind?
Darkness is fillin’ the sky!)
That’s what i keep hearing outside, 
But when Im looking inside i keep seeing this light

This Light (feat. Dee Allen)

LYRICS

Restless in the day and night, 
hopin on a way to get this off my mind, 
battling my feelings I ‘aint feelin right, 
waitin for the future all my waking life
(x2)

I can make the ground shake when I’m at this,
slow movin but know i’m provin what 
lies beyond all that wackness and that fake-
lemme at this, sat quietly up in the back  
studying up on their gimmicks illusory in their vision
and ooo it’s got me livid I’m findin I’m on a mission (break)
Heavily armored unit is inbound 
runnin and gunnin duckin the fire that we sent down
skippin the formality got em turnin they back round
fully focused hearin em comin you feel that beast sound 
Negativity never seemin to matter stuck up in the illusion 
little focus upon the masses, 
but the fact is it’s all symptomatic 
I’m in a restless mind, just waitin for it back down

Restless in the day and night, yea i’m on a mission 
trying to get this wreck up off my mind, battlin my feelings 
safe to say that I ain’t livin right, feelin like I’m stuck here 
I been waitin patient all my life,
Hit em all off with the coffin, I been, shaken, thinkin way too much
stuck up here so often, sinkin, fakin, drinkin way too much
wakin up regardless the hollowness follows 
safe to say that I’m off in illusion, lost in a thought loop
So what? am I lost or improving? (But still im...) 

Stuck up in a maze it aint amazing! 
masochistic, i’m a sucker for the hazing,
follow me into it get lost in the phrasing
head down forward in this path that I’m blazing
Don’t ever equate truth with their praising 
all they can see is their own their own box of beliefs when they gaze in
clingin to falsehood in a basement, shaken…

Basically we follow perceptions 
can you blame us how we make sense of this
a narrow procession of these misdirections keep taking us
away from away the truth, our own distorted reality 
clingin to what we thought it was oooh its such a tragedy
But it had to be this way, try the separate the dark from the light
the day from the night see it-ain’t black and white 
so the coldness it never stays, but cycles, 
necessary recycling between the highs and these lows, 
pillars that hold up the spiral (hold on) 
So everything that I hate and despise as a part of my life
is linked up into a higher dimension of things that 
occur just beyond my sight? (that can’t be right)
(yeah I hear what they’re saying, talking like…)
“I’m a distinct individual, disconnected from deeper quanta, 
no atoms here i’m simply made of cinnabuns and fanta 
man i walk around this world waste deep up in my problems” 
But consider just for a second these woes are destined to blossom.

Rolling, rolling through my landscape, 
confusion turns to wisdom turns to vision in the right place,
At the right time, turn the lights on,
 see the shadow fall into the background
It’s a new day, with a new sound, 
see the past pain sorta came back around 

And oooh they told me this would happen,
clearly more to life now that limits are hard to fathom 
I been stuck inside my head for so long forgot reality 
I’m here to live, all these lows, 
watch em pass right through when you just... 

Open up the window let it all fall out, 
open up your eyes and watch it all rain down,
open up your mind and see its obvious we’re not on our own, 
Not on your own, (yea) 
(x4)

Opened up my heart I'm seeing clearly now I'm not my own, 
Not my own...

Restless

LYRICS

Okay, I run in
Then she run in
What we done did-
Is something costly
Cannot fight it regardless
Had in my heart for a long ways
God knows, them long days
Cost me, also got this started, right?

Let that seed, move a mountain
Negative thinkin this illusion lost-
Never found it
I got around it,it went around and around
Shit I broke it down
Then I felt that clock countin down quick

Let me get it I’m takin back
Loving the way that I’m feelin the rhythm
I never could stop it like- 
I’m stuck up on this path
Never to switch it back
Left it in past
But the past, it’s alive and stashed
Way up in this vast-
Avalanche, frozen when I cash
Out into my plans
Overcast, when the weather’s bad
Know it is part of the plan
Sittin back, get em flabbergasted
As I outlast em
Could not forecast this
I don’t exist, hold fast baby

Steadily runnin i’m stuck in a moment-
I never could stop it we’re told
Don’t mean to repeat it until they- 
Believe it I’m gonna repeat it bold
Takin a minute to push into limits-
I could never see I’m cold
So I let the spirit warm
Watch it unfold

He’s in the basement, have patience
Pinnacle or the bottom it’s all greatness
Even when you’re thinkin you flatlined
Spirit’ll come through you out of nowhere 
Lightning like…(urrrrrrrrgh)

Welcome all to that true feelin
That’s true livin
That true religion
All I’m seein is eyes on the wall-
I said that was a lucid vision
Not aloof, just given an opportunity-
To see how I can run up in this place- 
And make you change your feelings
I’ll bang, and steal it
The same way that I came to feel it
The soul was healing
See how could I control this feeling

An enigma to bring you to bridges 
That break down the barriers
Send in the chariots
I see no limits but infinite minutes
To dream and then bury it
Got sick of tearing through all of the
Negative feelings they can’t-
Hold me down man I swear it 
So no more despairin 
I put it all up in a prayer
Open your eyes and prepare

Metaphysical healing see don’t-
Get it twisted
It ‘aint just a physical feelin
It came from the pain you’re concealing
Now blow it on out through the ceiling 

This ain’t gonna be another page
Running through another day
The moments that pass-
Never run astray
Never gone but alive
So loud in this moment

All Things Considered (EP)

Loud

LYRICS

Hold on, I’m
Not wastin away
I follow my
Heart
Follow my heart
I'm runnin away
I’m stuck in this place, no more  

So just lay down, lay down
If the world falls around
I’m holdin, on to
Everything love showed me
Darlin we came from the stars.

Yup, hello darlin
Been mixed up 28 ways
But I’m better darlin
Safe to say that I’m just getting started
Felt low for a while then I blacked out, 
Now I’m back out, again

Steady pushin so hard up into it man
I dream so big, forgive me-
Sometimes, I’m lost in it
Authentic, takin away what they said was off-limits
So, never mind those who won’t vibe, no!
Just a dream, that I’ve seen before
All these faces, I’ve seen before
In the stars, we’ll all be back home

And that’s what they fail to see 
Live in a dream it’s a relative
All gonna be what’s it gotta be
Came to break up the monotony 
Safe to say this ‘aint a lottery, nope

Falling
So patient
These moments fly past me 
Won’t chase them
I close my eyes
I’m lettin it go
It’s up to the stars

So lay down, lay down
If the world falls around-
It’s- just a dream, I’m still the one
I watch it fall, then pick it up
And knock it down 
It’s all been done

That is beauty that’s what I came from
Infinite magic no man describe where they came from
I could never write it in words, never ashamed cause-
I only find it in love, it’s leaving language undone

Finally when I get glimpses inside of me
I see it’s all just inside of me
Guess I’ve been stripped of my modesty 
All in the plan
So I guess I’m just here for the novelty possibly

Or maybe I’m here cause I gotta be
Really I see no dichotomy, Only this perfect geometry,
I know these stars are a part of me

Part of me yeah, pardon me dear
I do what I can  
The feelings I feel, the way I am
It’s all in the plan
I’m not wasting, away
I never came here, to stay
Oh no we fall, then rise
And wash away, the pain we hold
Up to the skies, I watch em all flying away

Love (feat. Victoria Campbell)

LYRICS
Nice guys finish last I'll be in the back, bitch
Never did I want the ball, you can have it back kid

Fuck sports, fake smiles, no goals, all season, I'm fine
Freezie pops, half time, I know, your mom's supplying,  

I'm the nicest guy
Better step back or I'm gonna fight you guy
I gotcha grandma talkin’ like my, my, my
If it was back in my day we'd go on all night
So keep that in mind when you 
See me help her with the groceries 
I got ulterior motives I been watching oldjes 
So know that I'm cocked and I'm loaded 
There will be explosions

Promise I'll be polite
Nice guy so I'm thinking I'll roll the dice
No fighting, I'd rather go love tonight
How 'bout a hug tonight
Oh what a lovely night!

But your boy wanna fight me tho
Yeah well, that boy had troubled life
Face facts, he ain't gonna fight me
If I drop my drawers and yell
I'm gonna love you right!

I'm gonna love you right
Yeah I’m gonna love you right
You know that I love you right
And I’m hoping to spend the night

Now you lookin’ at me screwed up
You were thinking we were gonna fight
But I can tell you had a bad day
And I'm nice...

Me and my new friend sitting in a tree
Smokin’ on the stickiest that you have ever seen
First comes love never rush into marriage
Have less children ‘cause our planet's on fire

I'm the nicest guy
Step back I ain't tryin’ to fight you guy
Rather have a long chat, tell me 'bout your life
We can share life lessons and I might cry
Or would that be too real for you?
Gotta give credit where credit is due
Man I feel for you 
I see real you
Seeking approval that none of 
Your friends wanna give to you
Fuck ‘em I think I believe in you
Let's blow this spot and then
We should get matching tattoos
Like a heart that is split into two
Your initials in mine and then 
Mine can be inside of you
Wait, No! 
You misheard me that’s not what I’m into 
Man you got no reason to worry
It's strictly platonic 
I've not met your parents 
We're not in a hurry
So you should not really be concerned

You should just do it
This world just ain’t like it used to be 
You ain't a friend to me
I offered friendship with all the amenities 
Hell or high water and now you dead to me
This is how men can be
Afraid of some contact
Like I’m defense and I’m guarding hard
And you got the balls so I’m guardin’ harder
Don’t get me started
People always expecting the worst of me
Like I’m maliciously holding this door for your family 
I ‘aint just plannin’ to slam it
As soon your grandma leaves
Said I got what your grandma needs
Let me give you my gameplan
I’m gonna run around town doin’ thangs man
Real bad, forty percent tip make ‘em real mad

I’m the nicest guy
Ten percent chance that I’m into guys 
I like long walks don’t talk please be silent
Like maintenance this caulk needs to dry, man
And that was not sexual 
I’m talking ‘bout building relationships
Working on patience, developing empathy 
I feel the real you
This an inception and now I’m inside of you 

Now I’m inside of you
Now I’m inside of your mind
And now that I’m inside your mind
I’ll offer you mine
The moments split up into time
I’m feeling ‘em flying
Like Cirque du Soleil I been tryin’
Been jumpin’ in rings lit on fire
To penetrate minds
So make sure you never forget
You're messing with the nicest guy

Nicest Guy

LYRICS
Fully loaded watch it flowin’ as the seasons change
Oh man, this ‘aint the first time around
You know you’ve been here before right?  
Separate lanes, different faces but always the same thing
Everyone saying they're sick of the lows
So how ‘bout we rise

I feel it in my body, my bones
Chasin’ away the demons as I enter the zone
Honey I’m home
Come to realize I’ll never be lost
Only I roam 
Looking back, know it’s under control right?

Come and show me your fear, I see love
See pain, find god under all the above
We all came for this madness
Fast like dang nabbit 
Moves like ooh damnit
Move, let me at em!

I see her wiggly workin’ 
I’m gonna run it for certain 
I gotta pull up the curtain 
I gotta call up your momma 
And tell her where you been workin’ 
Girl if that booty was hiring 
You know that I’d be the first in 

Switch paces, schizophrenic of latest
Patient, make ‘em wonder ‘bout the true motivation
Complacent, ‘aint a chance
Put that shit in a basement
Aces, I’m holdin, fold ‘em, I’m waitin’

And I’m faded
Hand to the sky, that realness, stop fakin
Word to wise you’re inside my mind
You'll find out in time
We can’t slow me down no!  
So it’s happy belated
So glad you came in
Shit I been waitin’, I’m pacin’
I heard you got a bad reputation but face it
I gotta run this nation

And we gon’ drop like this
I got ‘em sayin out
How you get so hot like this 
It’s been a long time comin’ shit was not like this
I had to wait until my time
Then I flipped that script, man
I came here just to rock like this
Yeah I see you got the rhythm but it’s not like this
Oh you can feel it in your body 
When that bass drum kick
Washing away the pain
Let’s rise in this bitch

And he got all the models
Not me but you, all we got is bottles
Posted up lookin like some alcoholics
Half the party drunk other half retarded, I’m sorry
Now I’m finna’ stand over here
Like I'm throwin’ out the vibe 
Until you stand over here 
Pretty awkward so I gotta down these shots
But now I’m slurring all my words
And I forget you’re even here

What are you doing? 
I told you slow down, it wasn't a race
Why does your friend keep on drooling
I think that you’re lame
I think you should really just 
Save it lady
The room’s spinning and you can’t save me lady
Self control lacking the same shit lately 
More shots lined up I don’t who’s paying
So it’s round two baby 

Stumblin’ fumblin’
Head to the back of the VIP section 
I wasn’t invited, It’s highly unlikely
But oh they might like me
They definitely don’t like me (fight)
But yeah I trained for this
I’m ten shots deep
Might’ve had some angel dust
But these dudes lookin’ fresh out the pen, so buff
Even their girls lookin’ at me 
Like they gon’ do something, oh!
Fuck that man Im out the exit
Back into the bar with the mass of peasants
I had luxury ‘till they had to act unpleasant
They didn’t like my dancing
Bet it was too progressive, huh? 
Some people they ‘aint ready for that
A bit of two steppin’ plus a bit of acrobats
The last thing I recall till it fade to black
Four stars on Yelp said I might go back

Might go back?
Yea I might go back.
Four stars on Yelp said that I'd be back
Stay out the back?  
Fuck it I’ll go back
New faces, bet they fancy acrobats
Unless they're wack too
What’s the chance of that? 
I’ll take my chance, man I fancy that!  
This a fancy rap
‘Cause I’m a fancy rapper
Rise then fall I prefer the latter

Rise & Fall

LYRICS
Stuck in a maze
You want stress or the riches 
I’m lookin like what do I say?
All the striving for freedom
Allowed me to open this cage
I’m finding my way
Like I’m ridin’ a wave
This game that we play
Follow it into me, you can see
I’ve been runnin away
Yeah, mostly from me
But when I look back I can see it now
I believe it now
Until we quit searchin’ we’ll never be free

And that’s a precondition
We work hard just to build an image 
Of who we can be
Which is fine and dandy
But who you think is behind the curtain 
Pullin’ the strings, just so you keep on
Thinkin’ that you’re Jack or Mandy
Ron or Callie
Fractions of what you can see
When you know
You’re not a random piece of the puzzle 
You’re the puzzle you see in pieces
Full completion, yeah!

It goes on and on and on
And on and on and on
On and on and on
On and on and on
It goes on and on and on
And on and on and on
On and on and on
On and on and on

And boy they gon find out
All that pushin’ and pullin’ 
This workin’ and growin’ 
To where are we goin’ 
It’s like we’ll be there any time now
But they’ll find out
It’s all been a maze
Don’t fret the decision you make
It will never lead you astray
We search for a meaning 
But I mean this you’re inside 
A game that you built
G.O.D. destination’s today

So what are we to do now
Eternal life you will never lose now!
All that's left if to watch it play out
As we move to the sound that goes 
On and on and on

On, on, on
It’s goin’ on like
It’s goin’ on like
It’s goin’ on like oh!
It’s goin’ on like
On, on, on
It’s goin’ on like
It’s goin’ on like
It’s goin’ on like oh!

It goes on and on and on
And on and on and on
On and on and on
On and on and on
It goes on and on and on
And on and on and on
On and on and on
On and on and on
It goes on and on and on
And on and on and on
On and on and on
On and on and on
It goes on and on and on
And on and on and on
On and on and on
On and on and on

It goes on
I'm movin’ sideways
Im flowin’ my way
I did it my way
And it goes on
I been up flying
So when you doubt it
Just know it's love

On And On

LYRICS

Slow motion
So potent chop it and roll it
Loaded, time frozen
Mind racin’ somehow I’m focused 
As I’m watchin
From a tall tree
Take a quick peak
Through the green leaves
Into your room
You don’t see me
It’s been eight hours
I’m stuck please help me

What had happened was
I’d been thinkin’ of 
Existential love
My solution was
I’ma get high in a high place
Mindin’ my business
Lord as my witness

Drove around until I’d found the highest tree
I’d ever seen
Scaled it and lit my greens, carefully
Thinkin ‘bout 2 or 3 hours
I’d get back down easily

I ‘aint ever get back down easily
Broke one branch could’ve dropped immediately 
I’m forty feet up, look around, only one house
Nobody’s home, shit’s empty, I’m freaked out
You out of town? 
You should get back home!
Man I’m lonely, I figured I could do this alone
No drinks, no food, as if I could’ve known
I’d be trapped in a willow with no f*****g phone!

Time is movin’ slowly
Wish someone would hold me
Spirits drifting low, and lower
Still I got this chronic
That medicinal tonic
Plaguing me like bubonic 
Let's spark it

Drifiting off into millenia
Mind blown out
Hello schizophrenia

Hi there James
What brings you to Narnia?
Last I checked you were livin’ in Armenia
Slovenia, one of the two
Regardless, thank God that I got you
I thought I might’ve gone crazy
But I’ll pull through
‘Cause people said you weren’t real
Whom I talking to?

Jokes on you
A beautiful mind’s around
James and Jacob
Fun and good times abound
F**k yo click
We in the deciduous now!
Top of the world
You’re hearin’ the freakiest sound
100 degrees
Not a breeze,I figured it out
Clothes optional
Mine belong on the ground
I see God, he’s a bird, I figured it out
He said great job
Tell em all when you get down

So basically, you know
That’s why I made this song
God is a pigeon, obviously

What’s that?!
It’s a bird it’s a plane
Nuh uh it’s grown naked man stuck up high in tree
You shouldn’t’ve got high in that tree
But that’s what you get when you aim for the stars
Butt naked indeed
Not my fault I just wanted to see
Unravel the mystery of me
But now I believe if you wade into waters uncarefully 
That shit is bound to get deep

Aw dammit, I did it
Lookin’ for a little bit of a new state mind 
But I find no matter when I’m on a new planet
I’ll jam it up with a little bit of this that chronic
Got me sayin nothing probably
So hello molly
Feelin love inside my body
I’m everybody
And then I disembody
Oh what a hobby
I had to drop it down 
‘Cause I’m forty feet up in a tall tree

Still I’m lookin’ for anybody 
I’ll take a buddy that can show me 
Why I been hiding
When they gonna find ‘em
Heart like a lion
The pride can’t guide ‘em

Nevermind it, it’s all timing
I am what I seek out blindly
I’ll get down from this tree in time see 
I do not need your weed or molly
My eyes closed
Watch it find me

Way Up

LYRICS
Because my mind’s steady changin’
Need a moment, need a break from it all
I can’t slow it I just watch it run away
Think it’s playin’ with me life is just a game
And I just want it all

I’m feelin’ like you got a problem with me
Or maybe I just got a problem with me
It’s complicated this I know
And at this point I understand it’s out of my control

So hold on

I thought I knew what life was for, 
Being good, think clean
‘Till you knock on heaven’s door
No more
Guess an angel broke me out the mold
Knowin’ all that we can see is what we see until we’re told
Until you know
That you're the wave and you're the ocean
I'm the ship you're approaching, and our
Fate is sealed this I know
Control is an illusion
And I can’t stop a thing 
Still you’re holdin’ onto me, knowin’
We’re goin’ down

Where we goin’ now?
Where we goin’ now?
Give it away, give it away
Give it away now
Give it away, give it away
Give it away now
Just give it away now
Yeah, here we go now

That’s the rhythm I like
That’s the shit that I like
Speed it right up if you’d like
I’ma get ‘em ‘till they focus on the 
Rhythm of the way that I’ma write
Can’t define my life
I admit that I paid the price of my sanity
Plan to be, everything I had to be
Slow it down when I had to see
There was a reason I’ma hit these walls
Step back and breathe
Fall back, believe
All that I need to let this unwind

Is a moment to lock and lock it
Then I’m focused my vision
It won't be confined
So allow me to find it
Better yet know it’ll find you
Sit back and let it remind you, man
And mind your manners
Thinkin’ it’s out to get you
It’s all part of the master plan

Ooh damn with it, speakin’ of a plan
In a minute I’ma hop into a moving van
When I flee the scene, when my time is past
And it fade to black

I’ll look back and see
The necessity of my pain
It’s been a part of the game
Still, the struggle remains
And so I complain of a mind
That’s steady changin’

I just, know I need a break from it all
I can’t slow it I just watch it run away
I feel its playin’ it with me I know it’s a game
And I’ma win it all, win it all yeah

So even if I got a problem I see
It’s all illusive ‘aint no problems I see
It’s complicated this I know
And at this point it’s obvious it’s out of my control
Still you’re holdin’ onto me, knowin’
We’re goin’ down, down, down
Holdin’ onto me, knowin
We’re goin’ down

Move, move step out the way
Lettin’ me out of my cage
I move in slow motion like a delayed opening
Now I’m gonna spit it ‘till I’m ‘bout to go insane
Speed it up into my brain
‘Aint a damn thing sane  
Never to mind, never to change
I’m gonna stay, I’m gonna rock with it

I’m not worried ‘bout the competition
‘Aint a competition when you know it’s authentic 
And your thoughts wicked
And you’re all in it
That ego fades, and you’re gone

Ooh boy that’s enticing 
And speak of enlightenment
Gotta to dip into that zone
I had to go home
To realize even when lonely
Fearful, all hope is gone
It was all just a scene inside
A universal movie that you wrote
And now you’re the star, homey 

I said it, it’s all about you
You’re everything, all of it’s you
Even the music that’s hitting your eardrums
The vibration, watch as it moves you
You’re an extension of me
And I’m an extension of you
It’s like a harmonious tune
So when you hate or hurt another
You can just be confident that it was you, right?
.
See our vision is limited
All that you see is a gimmick
Keep thinkin’ that you can envision it
All the complexity way up above
And beyond what you feel it is

So no need to worry
Just go with whatever you feel is
You are the wave, you are the ocean
Feel you approachin’
And this ship is goin’ down, down, down

Down

Producer & recording artist originally from Buffalo, NY

Jacob Didas

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