Imma make stuff confusing cause my brains in shambles

idk part 4 1/2.

Kevin Walkman's newest single, releasing in early-to-mid august.

The track sings praise to strong friend groups, and how important it is to have a good backbone and good people around you, so you don't fall back to an ex, or someone that treats you poorly.

it's alright :)

lyrics


(verse)
oh really
u think ur indie
i bet u also think those/ur doc martens are trendy
oh really
u wanna kiss me
was that before or after u heard about mickey?

i tried my best
to impress u
wrote every song
i could, about u
even got a
a fucking tattoo
all in the hopes
that you’d love me too

(prehook)
BUT U
DONT DO
ANYTHING IF 
ITS NOT
FOR U

(HOOK)
so play that
WALLOWS SONG AGAIN
i need to hear it back
i’m always too hard on myself
i could’ve written that

WALLOWS SONG I BET
i need to listen back
i’m always too hard on myself
i should’ve written that

WALLOWS SONG
WALLOWS SONG
I’M CRYING AGAIN

WALLOWS SONG
WALLOWS SONG
I’M CRYING AGAIN

(VERSE 2)
dont tease me
& then mislead me
cause i’ll need 13 reasons why
u wanna leave me
stop screaming
the neighbor’s sleeping
i know ur ass just wants to fight

but can that shit wait till tomorrow 
i’ll return everything i borrowed
except i think i’ll keep ur heart though
& all those burnt cd’s of wallows
i’m feeling hollow lately 

(PREHOOK)
BUT U
DONT DO
ANYTHING IF 
ITS NOT
FOR U

(HOOK)
so play that
WALLOWS SONG AGAIN
i need to hear it back
i’m always too hard on myself
i could’ve written that

WALLOWS SONG I BET
i need to listen back
i’m always too hard on myself
i should’ve written that

WALLOWS SONG
WALLOWS SONG
I’M CRYING AGAIN

WALLOWS SONG
WALLOWS SONG
I’M CRYING AGAIN

(BRIDGE)
do u mind if i ask u something?
cause its been tearing me apart all day
be blunt babe, give me all or nothing
cause i’ve been wondering

why can’t u 
stay, stay, stay?
why can’t u
stay always?
why cant u 
stay, stay, stay?
why can’t u
stay always?

(HOOK)
so play that
WALLOWS SONG AGAIN
i need to hear it back
i’m always too hard on myself
i could’ve written that

WALLOWS SONG I BET
i need to listen back
i’m always too hard on myself
i should’ve written that

WALLOWS SONG
WALLOWS SONG
I’M CRYING AGAIN

WALLOWS SONG
WALLOWS SONG
I’M CRYING AGAIN

(OUTRO)
i’ve been thinking about u all night long
i’ve been thinking about that wallows song
i’ve been thinking about u all night long
i’ve been thinking about that wallows song
i’ve been listening to your favorite song
i’ve been listening to that wallows song
i’ve been thinking about u all night long
i’ve been thinking about that wallows song

THE END

Mickey Darling - wallows song

Mako

MAKO

LYRICS

(VERSE)
sold my soul, just for some fucking streams
somehow i feel even more empty
dressed up as my dad for halloween
just to tell me, that i’m proud of me

scared to get cancelled, i dont know why
i dont even have anything to hide
& okay, i know, maybe thats a lie
but some stuff should just never see the light


(HOOK)
vroom vroom
i’m in me moms car
i’m on my way to break your heart
cause breaking you’s my favorite part
yeah breaking you’s my favorite part

vroom vroom
skirt across your yard
i hope you like my tire marks
& plz give your dad my regards
it’s not his fault you have no heart


(VERSE 2) 
have you told your therapist about me
or are you still crying bout that last dweeb?
i know you said he was your everything
but when do you start crying about me?

i think my dad hates me, i dont know why
its probably cause he found out i’m bi
dad, i’m not gay, i just like kissing guys
it all tastes the same, when you close your eyes


(HOOK)
vroom vroom
i’m in me moms car
i’m on my way to break your heart
cause breaking you’s my favorite part
yeah breaking you’s my favorite part

vroom vroom
skirt across ur yard
i hope you like my tire marks
plz give your dad my regards
it’s not his fault you have no heart


(BRIDGE)
are all these people here for me?
or only for the songs i sing?
cause frankly, its fucking draining
trying to please, all of your needs

am i even someone to you?
or just the soundtrack to your youth?
i get it, i’ll always feel used
guess i just expected, more from you


(HOOK)
vroom vroom
i’m in me moms car
i’m on my way to break your heart
cause breaking you’s my favorite part
yeah breaking you’s my favorite part

vroom vroom
skirt across your yard
i hope you like my tire marks
plz give your dad my regards
it’s not his fault you have no heart

THE END

Mickey Darling - VROOM VROOM

(verse)
U moved on fast
& I just couldn’t keep up
I wiped my ass
With every ounce of ur love
Yeah you’re in my past
But i’m still bringing u up
Cause I finish fast
But clearly not fast 
Enough enough
I’ve got enough heartbreak to
Survive, off of
I think i’m gonna be okay
My love
I fucking better be okay
But if i’m not
That's fine

(prehook)
Do u wanna know a secret
That I never told u
Probably won’t believe it
But

(hook)
I could move on too
If I want to
But I dont want to
Look for someone new
But i’m not like u
Do what u want to
Go fuck ur new dude
& i cant blame u cause
I WOULD MOVE ON TOO
IF I WAS U
I’m happy for u
Jealous a bit too
I wanted more u
I used to hate u
But now I thank u
For all the fucked up
SHIT U PUT ME THROUGH

(verse)
I made history
U made babies
I act on tv
U act crazy
I regret leaving
Can u blame me
Just maybe
I love the heartbreak cause it’s
Nonstop nonstop
I’m sick of u I need a
Cough drop cough drop
I think i’m gonna be okay
My love
I fucking better be okay
But if i’m not
That's fine

(prehook)
Do u wanna know a secret
That I never told u
Probably won’t believe it
But

(hook)
I could move on too
If I want to
But I dont want to
Look for someone new
But i’m not like u
Do what u want to
Go fuck ur new dude
& i cant blame u cause
I WOULD MOVE ON TOO
IF I WAS U
I’m happy for u
Jealous a bit too
I wanted more u
I used to hate u
But now I thank u
For all the fucked up
SHIT U PUT ME THROUGH

(bridge)
U changed ur hair
I changed my name
We grew apart
Oh what a shame

Wasn’t prepared
For this heartbreak
It's been 3 years
Still not okay

U moved on fast
I can't be mad
I’d leave me too
If I had the chance

U miss my jokes
I miss ur laugh
Plz understand

(hook)
I could move on too
If I want to
But I dont want to
Look for someone new
But i’m not like u
Do what u want to
Go fuck ur new dude
& i cant blame u cause
I WOULD MOVE ON TOO
IF I WAS U
I’m happy for u
Jealous a bit too
I wanted more u
I used to hate u
But now I thank u
For all the fucked up
SHIT U PUT ME THROUGH

Mickey Darling - MOVE ON TOO

HIDE

LYRICS:

VERSE 1

i said i loved u, but u didnt say it back

dont be so anal,
know u like it up the aaaaaaa

-ctually, on 2nd thought,
i better take that back

just in case, one day
u decide to take me baaaaa(ck)


oh my my
u kind of resemble
someone i
used to think was gentle
wonder why
i would always settle
every time
(cause) loving u was mental



PREHOOK

if u want me to
oh i'll say it
oh i'll say it

i'll say it for u
gladly baby
gladly


HOOK

cause baby u were 
ri-i-ight when u left
& baby u were 
wi i ise to do that
& maybe u were right
& maybe it was wise

cause i dont think that
i i i would’ve left



VERSE 2


i wrote some songs about u,
guess that made u mad

u got pissed off at me & said i'm such an aaaa

aaaafter everything, i still wish you would take me back

even after u let my friends take u to fraaaaaaa(nce)


oh my my
u kinda look just like
someone i
used to fucking cry for
every night
i still wanna die but 
not tonight
cause leaving u is mental



PREHOOK

if u want me to
oh i'll say it
oh i'll say it

i'll say it for u
gladly baby
gladly



HOOK

cause baby u were 
ri-i-ight when u left
& baby u were 
wi i ise to do that
& maybe u were right
& maybe it was wise

cause i dont think that
i i i would’ve left

& baby u were 
ri-i-ight when u left
& baby u were 
wi i ise to do that
& baby u were right
& baby it was wise

cause i dont think that
i i i would’ve left



BRIDGE

i feel
17
once again
breaking another heart
for the fuck of it
how could anyone love
such a piece of shit?

its all,
my fault

that i feel
17,
once again
lying right through my teeth
like a fucking kid
saying i didn't cheat
when i know i did

it's not
ur fault



HOOK

cause baby u were ri-i-ight when u left

cause baby u were 
ri-i-ight when u left
& baby u were 
wi i ise to do that
& maybe u were right
& maybe it was wise

cause i dont think that
i i i would’ve left

& baby u were 
ri-i-ight when u left
& baby u were 
wi i ise to do that
& baby u were right
& baby it was wise

cause i dont think that
i i i would’ve left

Mickey Darling - RIGHT WHEN YOU LEFT

Blunders

lyrics



VERSE 1

U LEFT ME IN THE WORST KIND OF WAY
STILL THINKING THAT ONE DAY U MIGHT COME BACK
BUT THESE DAYS I’M FINALLY THINKING STRAIGHT
& THAT'S THE STRAIGHTEST THOUGHT I’VE EVER HAD

HEY NECROPHILIAC 
WHAT ARE U DOING
I SAID
WHY U TRYNA FUCK ME IF
I’M DEAD TO U?

I'M SCREAMING
HEY NECROPHILIAC 
WHAT'S WRONG WRONG WITH U?
I DONT KNOW
WHY YOU'D WANNA FUCK ME IF
IM DEAD TO U?


PREHOOK 1

U ALWAYS SAY
UR OVER ME BUT THAT'S FUCKING


HOOK 1

BULLSHIT
I KNOW, U MISS ME
SAY IT
SAY THAT U MISS ME NOW
WON'T QUIT
UNTIL U MISS ME
PROVE IT
SAY THAT SHIT, AGAIN 
AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN
I WANT IT STUCK IN MY HEAD
IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD
PLZ SAY THAT SHIT AGAIN


VERSE 2

I SAID, "U BROKE, MY HEART", U SAID
"boo hoo"
I SAID, "IM GONNA, LEAVE", U SAID
"please do"
I SAID, "I HATED U", U SAID
"me too"
WHAT I'M SAYING is
DON'T COME CRAWLING BACK TO ME
when u
REALIZE THAT EVERYONE WILL SEE
right through
ALL OF THE FUCKING BULLSHIT THINGS
u do
CAUSE THERE'S NOBODY ELSE LIKE ME
for u
cause there's nobody else like me

PREHOOK 2

U ALWAYS SAY
UR OVER ME BUT THAT'S FUCKING


HOOK 2

BULLSHIT
I KNOW, U MISS ME
SAY IT
SAY THAT U MISS ME NOW
WON'T QUIT
UNTIL U MISS ME
PROVE IT
SAY THAT SHIT, AGAIN 
AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN
I NEED IT STUCK IN MY HEAD
IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD
PLZ SAY THAT SHIT AGAIN


BRIDGE
IM NEVER GONNA BE, 
ANYBODY'S SOMETHING
UNTIL I CAN FINALLY
GET THE FUCK OVER U

IT'S HARDER THAN U THINK
FINDING SOMEONE FOR ME
THAT COULD EVER COMPETE
WITH SOMEBODY LIKE U

I CANT HELP THAT I HATE
EVERY FUCKING GIRL I DATE
CAUSE IT ALWAYS FEELS THE SAME
LIKE IM CHEATING ON U

HATE THAT I HAVE TO SAY
BABE, I MADE A MISTAKE
THINKING ANYBODY
COULD HAVE EVER BEEN U
they'll never be u



BREAK AFTER BRIDGE

U KNOW I HATE TO SAY, BABE
BUT I THINK,
I MADE A BIG MISTAKE, LETTING U LEAVE


HOOK 3

BULLSHIT
I KNOW, U MISS ME
SAY IT
SAY THAT U MISS ME NOW
WON'T QUIT
UNTIL U MISS ME
PROVE IT
SAY THAT SHIT, AGAIN 
(need to hear it, again)
AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN
I WANT/need IT STUCK IN MY HEAD
IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD
PLZ SAY THAT SHIT AGAIN

THE END

Mickey Darling - SAY THAT YOU MISS ME

"I'm Not Crazy" is loosely based on the hit Netflix TV show "Heartstopper", specifically aiming to portray Charlie's point of view. The song is bright and upbeat, and uses a pulsing baseline and synths to tell the story of a boy crushing on a boy, without knowing if they share the same sexuality. The song stays lighthearted until the end, where you get a bigger dive into what your mind goes through when you're constantly falling for straight men.

I'm Not Crazy

"Proud" tells the story of a much-too-dramatic young Kevin Walkman, swooming over someone that was barely interested. Walkman creates this outside vision that everything is fine with him mentally as he hangs out with mutual friends of the person that shot him down, while on the inside he struggles to understand it all.

Proud

lyrics



VERSE:
who is she with
why isn’t it me?
i’m the best choice 
it’s easy to see
call me darling when she wants mickey
she wants mickey
when she wants some

fucked for three years
she never knew me
now she texts back
immediately
luckily these days
i’m too busy
i’m too busy
leave a message

PREHOOK:
HEY!
can we talk about it?
i’m going in-
SANE!
can’t live without it…
& now, i'm begging

CHORUS:
don’t call 
don’t talk to me now
i’ll fall right back in you now
i know i’ll live with or without it
but i want i want i want 

VERSE 2:
who’s in your room
why isn’t it me?
stealing your time
& spilling my tea
have you told them
i cum easily?
cum easily
when u touch me

how did you leave me
so easily?
didn’t cry once	
then got over me
i only cried every night 
this week
-vry night this week
leave a message

PREHOOK:
HEY!
can we talk about it?
i’m going in
SANE!
can’t live without it…

CHORUS:
don’t call 
don’t talk to me now
i’ll fall right back in you now
i know i’ll live with or without it
but i want i want i want 

don’t call 
don’t talk to me now
i’ll fall right back in you now
i know i’ll live with or without it
but i want i want i want 

BRIDGE:
kissing my neck in ur bedroom
make it fast mom's getting home soon
u don’t need much once i touch u
once i touch u

fooling around all afternoon
keep it down, dad's in the next room
i don’t miss much, but i miss u

CHORUS:
don’t call 
don’t talk to me now
i’ll fall right back in you now
i know i’ll live with or without it
but i want i want i want 

don’t call 
don’t talk to me now
i’ll fall right back in you now
i know i’ll live with or without it
but i want i want i want

Mickey Darling - I WANT I WANT I WANT

A song about school.

Lyrics:
Shoot for the moon, dear.
Straight-placed, stay grounded.
Be unique, though you’re the same here
Speak cise’ but sounded.
 
You, you shouldn’t stare at the light that’s where you’re going to
Just keep moving and grooving to the sound of the beat
You’ll get there in time unless you stop your feet.
 
Do smile and dry those eyes. So, all the girls and bad boys made you cry?
Well you know, those were the best tears of your life (of your life).
Look cute in leather boots and if make-up brings you down just buy a noose
So at least you’ll keep your head held way up high.

Have some reserves kid,
Don’t waste potential. 
Try your best just like your father did
Success is mental.

Please, show us and tell, how your life’s not going straight to Hell
All those Jeepers and creepers wanna sit in your head
But fall out of line and you’ll be shot and dead.

Learn to smile as every good day goes on by.

Concentrate

Best Tears

lyrics

(verse)
& i’ve been saving up my tears, so
casually
& you’ve been practicing your deep throat,
tragedy,
& i keep staring at the mirror, oh
vanity
& i eat any girl that’s near, no
cavity

(pre chorus)
i hurt u,
for selfish reasons
u are all, 
i ever needed, needed, needed

(hook)
no i don’t love u, i just love the things u say
FEED MY EGO
keep telling me all the ways that u think i’m great
FEED MY EGO

(verse)
u would be so good without me, happily,
nobody could ever be as, sad as me,
all i need is compliments please, constantly,
i make people think i’m happy, comedy

(pre chorus)
i use u, 
for selfish reasons,
u are all,
i ever needed, needed, needed

(hook)
no i don’t love u, i just love the things u say
FEED MY EGO
keep telling me all the ways that u think i’m great
FEED MY EGO

(bridge)
(i’m not scared of u)
it’s not a crime, 
if i use u
(i’m not scared of u)
it’s not a crime,
to use me too
(i’m not scared of u)
it’s not a crime,
to not love u
(i’m not scared of u)
it’s not a crime, 
to love me too

(hook)
no i don’t love u, i just love the things u say
FEED MY EGO
keep telling me all the ways that u think i’m great
FEED MY EGO
no i don’t love u, i just love the things u say
FEED MY EGO
i’ll never love u, it’s just in my DNA

(end)

Mickey Darling - feed my ego

*lyrics*

(verse)

please don’t leave i’m begging
i cannot be by myself 

can i go to heaven?
even though i put you through
HELL, HELL

i think i might be too drunk to 
TELL, TELL

if i wanna live or kill my
SELF, SELF
(self, self, selllllllffff!!!!!!)


(hook)
I LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I CAN TAKE IT

DON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE I KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT
THAT U MADE A MISTAKE


(verse)

i remember when u kissed me
we were listening to ultralight beam

& we thought that it would be so easy
BUT CHANCE’S VERSE ENDS SO QUICKLY
HEY, HEY

after loving u i’m kinda 
DRAINED, DRAINED

wonder if i’l ever be the 
SAME, SAME
(same, same, saaammmeeeee!!!!!!)


(hook)
I LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I CAN TAKE IT

DON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE I KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT
THAT U MADE A MISTAKE


(bridge)

BIG SAD
FOR U,

CAN’T BELIEVE I’M
BIG SAD
FOR U,

CAN’T BELIEVE I’M
BIG SAD
FOR U,

CAN’T BELIEVE I’M
BIG SAD
FOR UUUUUUUUU



(hook)
I LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I CAN TAKE IT

DON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE I KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT THAT…

U LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I’LL KEEP CHASING

WON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE U KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT THAT
U MADE A MISTAKE

Mickey Darling - big sad

NOTHING HAS CHANGED

3:30am

beat produced by Sunday Club

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this is a nonprofit song

No Love (boywitharose X Zach Kiekhaefer) (prod. Sunday Club)

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idk part 4 1/2.

Jacob :0