waeh

Lyrics:

I thought i told you what i need

Forever yours what's wrong with me

Losing myself why can't you see

I’m begging for you to hear me

I’m begging for you to hear me

I'm giving up on you and me

Just like a bird with broken wings

Im good as dead i'll never be

The one for you why can't i see

Im begging for you to love me

Im begging for you to love me


prod. grayskies

unknown feelings

Lyrics:

I can see you

I can feel you're alone

It’s sad to see you

Act like you love him no

That I can't tell you

How I feel for you 

The ways i'd treat you

I’ll be the one for you no

A girl with a golden heart

A boys gonna tear it apart

The boys a gun and now

The girls his target

I hear her calling

I’ll save her but not until

I hear him crying

To spare his life but still

I can see in your eyes you want love too

I can see through your lies you want something new

That shit is not a surprise the way he treats you

You need somebody new, you know what's good for you

You need somebody new, you know what's good for you

You need somebody new, you know what's good for you

eternal life

entry four

VOL. 1

savior

delay was a stylistic decision either u like it or u hate it

its whatever i got an alcohol method on doordash so i get drunk everyday

OG mix of https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/i-got-molested-by-a-baddie

wifiskeleton - every one knows that

bloomcr4zy - fall in drugs [instrumental] slowed

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

waeh

jacob navarro