prod https://soundcloud.com/reesoo x https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael
cover pic by backlight noah https://twitter.com/noahselllers

And I don’t know why I try
I decided it was time
And I don’t know why I try
I decided it was time

I don’t know why you’re playing, I could change your life
You did him wrong, he did you wrong
But I could do you right
You can tell me all your problem, push that shit aside
I could take away your pain, even for the night

And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side

And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side

I’m on your side with it
Couldn't rely with it
So I decided it was time
I went on a straight decline
Hoped everything stayed in line
But my wardrobe full of lying woah
This ain't new to me
Don't fall for the foolery 
I know now, who not to call in a emergency 
All I wanted was a fucking sense of urgency
But its hurting me, oh its hurting me
I never once tried to give up no hope
Now i'm crying all on the floor
Break down cause I can't reload
But thank god I let you go
Road block, But I aint on no road
No effort and no control
I can't handle no more
I can't handle these lows

And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side

And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side

And I don’t know why I try
I decided it was time
And I don’t know why I try
I decided it was time

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why i try (reesoo x michael warren)

ty val for choosing the cover art ❤️

(@daycares)

bitch i might go and then shoot it
rifle bein blowin like brain
it be stupid
fuckin so many hoes
red light district
dick on this rifle
come here and then kiss it
all these pussies are lame
and im winnin
got me the guap
know i be spending
breakin bad 
with the muhfuckin methods
fucked my teacher 
that’s my afterschool lesson

arp’s got a green tip
like the grinch dick
light em up 
like a muhfuckin candle wick
shoot his legs
get a muthafuckin walking stick
walk to the bank
i got money to thumb
ringin my phone
she want me to pound her
count so much bread
like a quarter pounder
seein this glock
it’s your last encounter 
money john rogan
pop me a downer 

ha
ha
swerve in a hell cat
like i am weiland
give me the pole
promise i’m wylin
chopped in a bag
is what they are findin
ha
ha
hahahahahahahaha

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Lyrics
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Every single little thing seem to change (seem to change yeah)
Every time I look around these days
I thought all I'd ever know is pain, pain, pain
But I kinda turned out okay

And it won't ever be the same

I was so shy and quiet in high school
Now I'm only tryna make it on my way
But I keep losing track of all the days
Waking up late in the afternoon
And every time I'm saying it's a shame
When I hear a little bit of bad news

Oh where the

I don't know where the fuck I am anymore
I've been running in circles tryna stop this revolving door
Got a blunt up in my right hand and more by my core
Baby when I'm dying you need me no more
I've been

I've been focused on getting my shit together, I better
I plan my life in my head I'm off by a feather
'Cause lady luck keep me tethered
But baby why would I let her
As I lay in this bed like my head had been severed
September passed 'till December
I went on all of my benders
In city centers and tenners
Were spent on pints and my friends
Tryna stoke all those embers but it won't happen again
Half it I don't remember but I guess that's how it ends

Should I keep going, man I guess it depends
I'm so used to playing pretend
Barely hearing what you said
But when I reach my best
I bet you'll see me then

I don't know where the fuck I am anymore
I've been running in circles tryna stop this revolving door
Got a blunt up in my right hand and more by my core
Baby when I'm dying you need me no, need me no more
I don't know where the fuck I am anymore
I've been running in circles tryna stop this revolving door
Got a blunt up in my right hand and more by my, more by my
Baby when I'm dying you need me no more
I've been

I put somethin' inside my cup, now I'm tweakin'
They can tell that I've been tilted 'cause I'm leanin'
I split this dutch, like it's dutch with my team
I've been geekin' every single weekend

21 [Prod. Cian]

nuts prod tenoji

boats n hoes (cashwaysantana, eyeoffate)

brrr [pk + sabrr]

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied

lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home
but in silence
a whisper found its way
a gentle that led her astray
she found solace in his eyes
a beacon in her darkest hours
she saw the beauty in the flowers
he saw the beauty in her eyes
she tried to build a wall between them
the pain she carries inside
with every word he chipped away everyones lies

in his embrace she found her face
no longer silenced by the noise
he held her heart through every storm
no matter what came at them
they would always get through it
and thats the story once told 

(she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied
lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home)

(piano/violin solo)

burden

prod evan sasha and me

bad times need better people
i’ll guess we’ll wait until we die
can no one fucking help me

i ran straight to your front door 
begged you for hands you gave me eyes
now no where’s safe

you breath you live, but barely human
how you decide the world i live in
never asked to be born at all
what did i do to deserve it all

oh god my god please can you listen
please take my death and bring him with me
show me his face

and that’s all you’ll get from me
and that’s all for you
but that’s all you’ll ever see
and that’s all on you

cower

i spoke through my teeth and now im sad to death
i thought it'd be easy to watch you forget
now i lost time in my room, my only thoughts are of you
im sick of every fuckin moment comin back to this
well won't you tell me you're done, you take the u out of fun
and im so sick of it
flood my blood with sedatives
trapped in the moment, i wish that death could control it
you got a heart made of snow and you're probably better alone

im fed up with this, but you said you're better now
oh let that girl breathe but you better hold her tight
several degrees under babe it's a perfect night
every dream of you it's a perfect life

im sick more than death
don't wanna leave you i'm next
oh i'm fucked in the head
don't wanna breathe 'less it's lead
oh i'm in love with your body
you know when i'm not that sorry
i'll hold you tight round your chest
til you cannot breathe but just hardly

i spoke through my teeth and now im sad to death
i thought it'd be easy to watch you forget
now i lost time in my room, my only thoughts are of you
im sick of every fuckin moment comin back to this
well won't you tell me you're done, you take the u out of fun
and im so sick of it
flood my blood with sedatives
trapped in the moment, i wish that death could control it
you got a heart made of snow and you're probably better alone

SOUL EATER +pyuku (p*drmabeats)

ca$h cat 33

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