Years ago

a lack of color.

Lyrics :
I search for your eyes in the dark
my source of warmth
If you want me, it’s forever
But I need proof
When I smoke, I’m absent
my mind is somewhere else
It’s no longer enough
I need to raise the dose
Now you are here
But I feel something’s missing
God, I leave it to you
I want to go back to grandma
Everything so normal
But I don’t feel normal

Never been regular
I walk between dreams and memories
I need to uninstall
Some memories you can’t erase
I got lost in the void
inside your eyes
With the night I dance a slow dance
That’s how I remember you

You are inside my head
like an important date
I don’t want expensive clothes
I don’t want a thousand looks on me
Your presence is so pure
You healed all my pain
A thousand memories in a backup
Now they don’t hurt anymore

I look for answers at night

all music recorded and played by Jacob Spotts 9.11.25 in milwaukee, WI. 

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This one got mr. brightside vibes. give me a like and a follow if you agree.

~~You know me

I drop a line

Standin alone

In 

The photobooth


Y'know me

Standing in line

In my morning clothes

Jacket ready for /school 


I'm too young,

Yet I'm too old

Driving down a road

That I can't see


If you were here

When I was done

If I went blind

When I still was young


I'm gettin older, I'm gettin older

Time rolls on, time rolls on

I'm gettin older, I'm gettin older

Time moves on, time moves on.~~

Girl.

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an dreamy, indie folk mixtape. for you. Jacob Spotts 2025. All music recorded, preformed, mixed and mastered by Jacob Spotts.

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Years ago

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