what I want

Whatcha gonna do REMASTER

SPECIAL SOMEONE

GENTLY DROPPING YOU WITH HONEY.DEMO. HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.

HONEY.DEMO

For What It's Worth DEMO

Years ago

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oh my god
i can't shake it
this awful feeling
awful feeling
im losing myself
on a daily basis/basis
pills on the counter
thousand blunts
fetanyl's in the couch
20 thousand pills
in a beautiful pink cup full of butterflies 
.
im not high or happy about this
these were my toys
when i was just a little boy
a little toy
broken joints
can't feel joy
(thank u/thank u/thank u/thank u)
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BROKEN TOY MP3

produced by me , southside and pvlace

mixed by djnausea

sadclubsummer prod me , southside n pvlace

This is probably my most personal song yet and I do wanna preface that with a trigger warning for the following:

- Grooming
- Sexual assault

With that said, if you aren't comfortable with songs that are about this kind of topic, please do not listen to this song. To those who choose to listen and to those who don't, thank you regardless for everything.

Track 18 from The Dancing Plague.
Track 4 from Before The Dance.
Produced by myssbeats on Instagram.
Mixed, mastered, written, recorded, arranged and released by Funeral Fantasy.

Before The Dance - A 4 track EP out August 1st.
The Dancing Plague out October 10th.

lyrics:

I miss you
I miss me too

Bonds of filth in the hands of swine
Curse upon my way again this time
I still did not forget it

Piggies wearing business suits 
Govern all that comes to mind
Break the spirit of current youth
This is what growing up is like
Bend and claw from tooth to nail
Consensual acts of a twisted mind
Scarring still for abuse prevails
My innocence paid a hefty price

Bonds of filth in the hands of swine
Forged to be corrupted on that day
As you make a pact to perish blind
You pretend not to see my body shake
Stripped and torn from head to toe
I was a child ‘til you broke me slow
This is what growing up is like
Never forgetting what wasn’t told

I still did not forget it
I just had to swallow my tongue
For I could only be as good as no one was
But all I was is broken 
For all I bleed ‘til the day I’m choking

Piggies wearing business suits 
Govern all that comes to mind
Break the spirit of current youth
This is what growing up is like
Bend and claw from tooth to nail
Consensual acts of a twisted mind
Scarring still for abuse prevails
My innocence paid a hefty price

In ruin’s sights
Dancing on thinner ice
Ballet home pretending I was alright
Far in the distant I saw the surreal
There was a horse in the field
Eating at grass while enjoying the breeze
Oh it reminds me of what I used to be

I still did not forget it
I just had to swallow my tongue
For I could only be as good as no one was
But all I am is broken 
All I was is lost
‘til the day I’m choking all I was is gone
A paranormal mimic is all that I can be 
Introverted burden and the one to blame is me

Piggies wearing business suits 
Governed all that came to mind
Break the spirit of our youth
This shouldn’t be what growing up was like
Bend and claw from tooth to nail
You ravaged me as you liked
Scarring still for abuse prevails
My innocence paid the heftiest price

There was a horse in the field

socials

There Was a Horse in the Field (prod. MYSS)

I Raised My Hands to the Sky

a three sided record telling the story of a man driven to madness as he navigates a temporal loop of cosmic proportions

C6. Memory of a cold winter

zeK (prod. Skelter)

feels - Running Back Home

GUITAR PLAYED BY ME AKA $ANCTUARY

(CHORUS)
RID ME OF THE CIGGARETTE.
RID ME OF THIS PAIN OF DEBT
COCAINE MIXED WITH CIGGARETTES

IM SMOKING PAIN 
WITHIN THESE 
LITTLE THREADS

(VERSE)
IM RIDING DOWN 
HERE IN A PETERBILT
TRUCK DRIVING TO CITY GIRL
GOTTA LOVE ME COCAINA WORLD

CAN YOU HOLD MY HAND IM SORRY
OH WAIT YOU, PASS IM SORRY
DONT KNO IF YOU UNDERSTAND IM FAR IN 

IM RIDING DOWN 
HERE IN A PETERBILT
TRUCK DRIVING TO CITY GIRL

(CHORUS)
RID ME OF THE CIGGARETTE.
RID ME OF THIS PAIN OF DEBT
COCAINE MIXED WITH CIGGARETTES

IM SMOKING PAIN 
WITHIN THESE 
LITTLE THREADS

(END)
MY BITCH LOVE THE SMOKE SHE INHALED
THATS THA GAME OF THE LIFE THAT WE BUILT 
SHES GONE WITH THE HAND THAT SHE DEALT
STICK TO US LIKE PILLS WHILE WE SOAR

(FADES OUT SLOWLY)

NOBODYS SORRY PROD $ANCTUARY (OUTRO)

Incision

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Fading Away snippet (528hz) prod.farber

The City's Dry

hi! My name is Jacob. I am a producer/composer. If you enjoy and want to support me, you can donate to my paypal in the link below. Thanks for listening! 
#SPOTTS

Years ago

Jacob Spotts

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