Name: Suicidal Ideation by Jacob Fucking Thacker
Duration: 1 min 44 s
Description: For everyone who has went through hardships

For everyone who has went through hardships

Suicidal Ideation

same guy

Frestyle 1-12-25

weeping willow.

lyrics:

When time has beaten me
The wind will pick me up
And force me to the flame
To thaw this bitter cold
When time has done to me
What gale has done to stone
I will crack and u will see
The light of human soul
If night falls
Can you hold urself
When the Chains lay broken
And the beasts have climbed out
Our foot falls
Can be heard and we are smelt
Though the sky spans open
We are shackled to the ground

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

In turn
The trees will drink the blood
In thirst
And keep to growing up

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

taegen (prodryankelly)

lyrics:

Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
Ok swap the phones lets see how sad u get
I take my shit home first then get it off my chest
Its too much stress
Im inside my head just trying to fight my chest
83 floors up these worries hurt me less
On rainy nights I take my deepest breaths
This is the last time that I call u back
Oh u know Its nothing but land mines in this thread of texts
She tell me she promise ill get mine but what’s left to get
Im beaten down to fine pulp and its nothing left
But once again its all my fault and I sweep the mess
On late nights I could feel time stall as I roll this blunt
I take this puff and sit to watch night fall as I slowly numb
All this pain I feel tell me that im the only one who feel it
Im always the highest in the room tonight im highest in the building
Still I couldnt feel it I need something that just might kill me
Its hot in here too hot I dont get how the walls aint peeling
I look up from my phone expecting mist to line the ceiling
Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
I stopped with tolerance breaks and started thinking less
Cause These drugs will line my feelings like a teflon vest
I got some years left in me before it can catch up yet
So what’s next
Im just a walking shell I work and I do my best
You finally here zombieland well more or less
We all lost the shine we had some years ago we just exist
Pattern work has overcome everything that I used to know
The cloud is hugged like a wedding ring to my daily rows
My voice is killed as its leaving me and im overlooked
It would take the ear of a diety to be understood
This one page of many im not going anywhere
U could hear my voice get carried swiftly thru the air
My reeboks got sewage on em this the second pair
And id try to ask for help but I dont like the way they stare

swap the phones (jabarionthebeat x kuji)

Jake's Music Hole - Cigarettes And Long Car Drives

FGB BigE - Go Get It

i need you to stop the pain


sitting back wondering why the fuck you're with him
ripping my limbs and tearing my skin
i'm a fish tryna stay afloat without fins
let me tell you about what insanity is
watching my love with someone else
while i break down, i've gone to hell
say i'm okay but i'm not doing well
probably didn't have to say a thing for you to tell
it's impossible to love me 
i'm fucked up and i'm ugly
i ain't got a shit load of money
all the gifts i buy are fucking crumby
all my efforts are pitiful
i disappoint, that's typical
stuck in bed feeling miserable
problem after problem i'm additional

i'm a mess
without you
i need you to
stop the pain
i need you to 
stop the pain
waiting by the phone
for that call
when you say you're 
coming back
waiting by the phone
for that call

haven't slept in so long
now my eyes
hardly get heavy
anymore

what do i do
when i miss you
but you're asleep
what do i do
when i miss you
but you're asleep

audio of a broken heart

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LYRICS

[Bobby Raps]
I was going back and forth today
Take my time choosing what to say
Now I'm getting thrown like a tantrum
Waiting for these drugs to kick in like a bass drum
Now I'm finding it hard to breathe

[Terror Reid]
If you bumping this track then I'm sure ya wanna know
The absolute easiest way to stack dough
You probably working day jobs and cleaning someone else's mess
So much stress you got a pain in ya chest
Well sit and take notes I got knowledge to throw
The only way to get by is stealing from the rich folk
They got the nice cars and ice they pay the highest price just to gloat
Don't feel bad, they got a boat
First thing ya wanna do is find a balling ass crib
Ya gotta lot of options, take ya time, get it in
Ya betta do some diggin'
And try to find a spot that's not hot
With limited security and what not
Find out when they leave and when they come back
Rich fucks always got a tight schedule and all that
Now jack a cheap ass car that you can use for the boost
Better yet a set of stolen plates will do
Head to the gun shop and use all the cash ya got
Once you got the heat, stash it under the seat
To be sure they ain't home, give the front door a knock
It's a rich dude's spot, so ya can't pick the lock
Instead of that, head to the back and find a window
Now put ya gloves on and punch it out like a trick hoe
Next thing ya know ya on the inside
But ya gotta be quick, so set a timer for 5 and look alive

[Bobby Raps]
I was going back and forth today
Take my time choosing what to say
Now I'm getting thrown like a tantrum
Waiting for these drugs to kick in like a bass drum
Now I'm finding it hard to breathe

[Terror Reid]
Now scope out the first floor, look for nice shit
Wallets, keys, a watch anything you can get
Check the house for false floors, cameras and trap doors
Everything you see here tonight is now yours
Find out where they sleep, and check the sheets and flip the bed
Check the closets anywhere you think they keep bread
But keep ya hand on the heat in case they come back
Don't be afraid to blast 'em or stab 'em in the back
'Cause the only thing standing between you and the cash is a bitch ass rat who can't even act
Eventually you'll find more cheese than you can spend
Escape the way you came in and watch the robbery end
Now ya gotta act quick, and ditch the evidence
Dispose of all ya clothes and shit and blow up the whip
Figure out an alibi, maybe you was with a bitch
And she sucked ya dick so good you passed out and didn't do shit
Or maybe you was driving down the street and fell asleep
Cause ya dickhead boss make you work all week
Whatever it is, stick with that shit 'til it ends
And don't tell anybody, not even ya closest friends
You'd be surprised how quick ya homies hang ya out to dry
They lie, cause they ain't get they piece of the pie
Well fuck all that, you earned every cent in the sac
Just go home and count your stacks and never look back
It's Reid

[Bobby Raps]
I was going back and forth today
Take my time choosing what to say
Now I'm getting thrown like a tantrum
Waiting for these drugs to kick in like a bass drum
Now I'm finding it hard to breathe


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