DEFEAT

Its Getting Late

RUNNING

Pipe Dreams

Outlandish

Get The Potions

I, wake up i smoke on that dope and i think im alive
I, im feeling some type of way so i think suicide 
Fly, fly, fly fly fly up till im dry
Blind, turn the blind eye, wake up im tired
Fire, fire, fire, fire, up in my mind
Try crying, find I'd rather die 
Lying down in my ditch i aint got time
Time i cant determine its size
How long will it keep me alive


Tying these chains  round my neck now when im angry 
Wishing i grew up a Henry
Down to the bottom it sent me
I'm on the journey of many
Think when deppression sink
Take these pills imma throw em up downt he sink
Everything grey but the molly pink
I'm a bastard i worship the devil
I dont make the decisions not when i drink
not the derivative of a bitch

Yeah

not the derivative of a bitch
So fuck it dawg im gone lit it rip
Living like im not the one to miss
Too worried bout making my story drip



I, wake up i smoke on that dope and i think im alive
I, im feeling some type of way so i think suicide 
Fly, fly, fly fly fly up till im dry
Blind, turn the blind eye, wake up im tired
Fire, fire, fire, fire, up in my mind
Try crying, find I'd rather die 
Lying down in my ditch i aint got time
Time i cant determine its size
How long will it keep me alive



Keep me alive
When i come back home ill keep me a nine
MY mental is fried
I've seen the signs
But fuck it come back home ill keep me a nine
To keep from dying
To send myself into the skies
I been living in disguise

BLIND

Wasting my days on the same shit everytime
I just want to make it out and make sure that i get it fine
I dont want to be defined
I dont want to be defined
Ants live within 
Get in line
On my fucking mind

Lately living differently aoh
Need me a pistol ooh
I've been feeling different cause
All the wishes given up
TV diamonds glissen cold
I could make a business of 
misfortune plug deliver oh
Fucking up my mental tho
Side effect of living bold
This is what the teacher told
Back in time when i was slow

But shit my momma caught a yeatr for dope
So fuck this dimension 
Ill hop out with a line of coke
A xanny fill me up
I'm dying tho ill leave a note
These bars the ones relit hope
They like my antidote
i don't know why these fuckers
Need a move from me
I wake up tired of breathing joints
I tie my chains around my neck and then i hang
These people can't bang with a nigga like me
Flow like a river, tho im living lowkey
You can't stop me
I go kamikaze in your party
Starving i rotate
Don't blame my mommy
You know im a maniac OK
I need a therapist I may not seem it not OK
You cant repair this mindstate i been up in
I know it, yeah 

Lately living differently oh
Need me a pistol ooh
I've been feeling different cause
All the wishes given up
TV diamonds glissen cold
I could make a business of 
misfortune plug deliver aoh
Fucking up my mental tho
Side effect of living bold
This is what the teacher told
Back in time when i was slow

LIVING DIFFERENT

Produced by Kenneth English

Nowadays
I got problems in my head
Life is fucking fake
I was running up the bread
Till they caught me straying
Now im running for the meds
Nowhere close is safe
Out my face 
You can't relate

This my world dont you drop it yuh
Keep it closer than my pocket yuh
All that anger build up socking faces
All those pretty faces wanting conversation
Now my world is, yuh, where the bird is
So dont get offended aint no understanding what you saying
Living on high demand
I was on top
thinking cant stop the stance
People want to start shit then im your man
Time going TikTok they made to dance
I just wanna pickpocket on the trams
Just a little missmatch for this dimension
I want 10 hoes that think in same light
Uh
Yeah im shedding light 
Uh

Definitely on a whole other wave
I don't save my receipts cuz i know I'll live great 
In the next couple years
Need a whole other plate
All your hate it will see 
Karma hitting your face
I need a new phase just to get out of the way
No key but a dream, we gone get out with haste
GTA 14 drifting pick up the pace
Give the cops no leads, tho we left with a trace

 Momma said call her that shit aint likely
Anxiety hitting like lightning
Everyone talking they just out to spite me
Bars incite the demon inside me

Nowadays
I got problems in my head
Life is fucking fake
I was running up the bread
Till they caught me straying
Now im running for the meds
Nowhere close is safe
Out my face 
You can't relate

NOWADAYS

Ye... Yee

I just wanna go make money
I dont wanna be about it
Tho im sittin at the bottom
It's rotten I gotta go and get me a pound
Yee...
I been a problem for so long
I aint got a time for this used soul
Gotta make time for the new dose


Driving right back to the ocean
Yee....
I just been hoping for better days
In the betting lane
Need to be OK
Need to get the cake like HOV
Be the man
Live a fantasy
Wish i knew when i had no hope

Dark i need me some rope
Need me some hoes thats fulfilling their role
Business is booming
Get it for the low
I been on my own for so so long
But i dont know how im gone get back up
Yeee

World gone to shit
But a nigga'll cut a foot to live yee
But im  getting so lit so
Fuck all that shit that we talking about
 Give me the drugs get the right amount
Right amount when i can't count
 Aint satisfied witha buzz
Thats why i dont dtrink from the cup
I need me the love
Ye im gone need some love
The feelings keep drifting on her
I know that that shit is gone hurt
This is the hub for all of the 
Lonely, misfortune is
Slowly defeating me
Unfortunately got to my headz
Under a month and i've spent up my bread
Stay in my head
I'm serious
I'm sick i wont kneel
I'm spending up all that i care bout

That's the motto need a model
No never gone switch it up
Never gone switch it up on em
I just wanna make me some money, smoke me some trees  
nigga gone get to belize yeah r 
How they deceive
Could you belive the way i've been getting it on
Searching for meaning searching for some
Someone assessing my soul

Practicing live on my own
Look
dance with the devil its nighttime
Can't be a king i got no crowns
But when the plug hitting my line yeah

Always on the road tho im living risky
Couldn't fit the pieces in
Now i got  a mission
To define my own life
And people listen
No they wont ever listen
Cuz i need me a new admission
Yeah i need me an admission to the game
Society keeping my pain locked
Up in my mofucking brain keep
Me on a motherfucking chain keep
Shit on my mofucking brain like
Everytime I'm around
Dozing my head 
Sickened off of the meds
Yeah
I been high 
I been low 
Same time 
There before
I've been there so many times
People thinking i aint still alive 
Like ooo-ooooh

USED SOUL

Ayo

I aint tryna be locked in with yall
I aint tryna be locked in with you


System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Why cant i ever make decisions
Distance
I Moved aint felt the same way since then

System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Keep to my head cause life is fiction
Visions
Grow like a tumor making tension

Lost it taking pills at night as a meal
Tossed it i saw more to life had to feel
Force shit, i took my fate in the palm of my hand
Fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up, 
fuck it I'll do it again, I'll do it again
Reluctant sinner on the wake
Yall niggas still not on page
Spit dribblin down their sleeping faces
If god exist then he prolly racist
On god i see it take it
any size aint doing seconds
(Never)
No key no CC TV just some young dumb luck
I see u sad
I see u bragging bout what shit u had
Money is tasty
Dont listen do bad

Listen, no no no dont turn your back


I face my evil with nothing but nothing
I paid the casinos just bluffing and bluffing
I see no routine cuz im puffing and puffing
I see all the wolves ye they huffing and puffing

System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Why cant i ever make decisions
Distance
I Moved aint felt the same way since then
System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Keep to my head cause life is fiction
Visions
Grow like a tumor making tension
(All right)
I never, i never, i never, i never, i never fall for nobody
money is coming in money is coming in
Getting it far from my hobby
I was in the basement sitting on the top an oddyssey
Im a seed for that greed and everything thats inbetween

And everything is what i need, and everything is what i've seen
And everything is what they got, and everything is what they know about

System

Produced by P.K - https://www.youtube.com/user/pkempire1

Lyrics:

something went wrong when i came out the womb
sun wont hit the sky my spirit gone too soon
Smoking down to the bone
Cant pick up calling no phone
Tar fill up my lung
Hitting shit and it stung
Rolling loud dog i run
Can't take a joke aint feeling no puns
I get my inspiration from the real ye just like pun
I try to sleep i see the void im waking up from the drums
The louder the silence the louder depression tears

My life and the sum of living like a bum all anxiety fears
When my momma caught the case down domino it all spreads
When my poppa drifted off a memory n   r  o more tears
When my partner treat me like a son how could i see anymore
any problems, from another block we could handle anything fuck society 
wary of said institutions that wants me in sobriety
Holy ghost aquire me pls
tired of lies and deceit
Ill wear my heart on me sleeve
You gots to know
You gots to know
You gots to know know know know
Know
I'm Low

Shining diamonds around my neck oh
Yeah i gotta keep a patek close
Trust my word i need me a check now
Instead i got these chains 
Im tryna break em with these melodies
Pushing the commandments i could never follow ten of these
I got ton of enemies
Locked up in my brain
Locked up in my brain
How I go insane

Its how my voices talk
And it drains
Feeling like they silencing my name
Drifting out and in the cage

And this is why i cannot be a saint
And this is why i cannot be tamed
Thinking that i cannot be in pain anymore
And im feeling like i couldnt switch the lane
When it pours

open the door
follow the sun
trapped in the floor
stay for once
psyche go
we gone get it done

I just want to make a lot of money for my family
I aint ever seen a lot of money need a grammy
I seen rich on television
But i knew i'd never be the man
When i saw no greatness in the mirror

The fuck am i sposed to do
What the fuck are you really bout
What's your fate
What are you rly bout

I was looking at the top of rap stars
And im thinking imma be what they bout
But recently im in my own cloud
Ye im gone need me some clout
Foreign and bean by default
Young man
Coming at the ceiling
Im a fiend not a man huh
 Seizing my position take me over with a xan ah
Everyday im counting my steps
Im counting my steps
The rope to the echelon next
To forming my bliss
I need some voltage pressed on my chest
A pawn stuck in chess
I need to get this off of my chest
To forming my bliss
Wanted a pistol
I live like a pest, its all for the best
Im on for a month, and im off for the rest
You know
Im tryna make it out the dogpound 
with a lil bitty ass bitch on my dick now
Whats the real shit
Whats some real shit that they been bout
I been on a plane 
ticket take me to the penthouse
Tik tok time go bye bye
You see me go high high
You see we gone ride ride
to the sky till we die die


Real niggas dont they just multiply
Real niggas throw dice, they don't multiply
Huh
Put that lil shit to the side 
I done seen the signs to the business 
crazy how it even got into my time

Skies
Sky feels so great with you right by my side
Oh its OK with you right bt my side
Just dont leave that tune straight thru time

HOLY GHOST

Okay okay when i wake up im gone me a new day
Okay okay when we scale up i dont need it to be safe
Okay old me had some problems with my fate i could not stay
Okay demons ill obey because im hearing what they say
okay finally i found my peace ill speak my piece for days
Often hitting my rock bottom so im feeling like a waste
Pay attention to the negative the plus has to be fake
Oh my god it has no voice unless its saying i get paid

Paving the way to the grave
Im pouring the drink to my face
They prolly gone say its a phase
I dont need no more psychologists
It's taking my blessings away
Often thoughts coming out on delay
Whats the meaning of this life i live
Im wishing the angels would do more than stare

I dont get my lies right
I dont use my time right
Always on the blind side
Looking back in hindsight
I aint have my mind right
Always on the blind side
Always on the blind side
Call me when i might die


Yeah
Now i woke up with some bad intentions
Somewhere low
I dont know who is kin and who are foes
I have made bad depictions of the folk
Now they got ten editions for your nose
Only need to type 8 digits for the dose
Too many senses for the holy ghost
Now im feeling my spirit dripping through the hose

Bent off the magic water now im soaked
Gotta move catious stepping on my toes
What do you know bout cracking in your bones
Steady on edge cause sharks around my boat
It's getting hard keep telling me  to float
I was down on my ass denying that im low
Watching Montana writing  in my notes
And im telling these people that they dont need to know


Man its getting hot
I've had my time on the stove
Keep saying im fine
Lost track of who i do this for
Never been on time so i keep fleeing
And all these cuts they got me bleeding

I dont get my lies right
I dont use my time right
Always on the blind side
Looking back in hindsight
I aint have my mind right
Always on the blind side
Always on the blind side
Call me when i might die

Blindside

Lacking aint the option
I aint ever gone stop
Smoking on blocks
They gone see us on fox
Everytime gold
Tryna live like im PAC
Now im peeping out the window
tryna look out for the cops
What the fuck is really going on these days
We got riots in these streets
Niggas cannot catch a break
Hunting for the top
Really running for the plate
If you talking bout some head
You know you aint getting saved

Swear to god
People always on my wrong side
I’ve been smoking dope
Figure i’ve been living wrong life
Gotta tighten up
I’ve been trying every day now
I got lies now
Time to get 
Diving deep down
I’m alive now

Everybody looking thru my eyes
I can see them 
I can’t feel them
And it sound like
A building
Like a building
Going down
Like a building
aint going down when it explode


I aint got no time for these niggas
do me wrong
Loyalty is everything i got, no luck
So hard to stay sad
Cause im always on my toes
I got cement 
round my body
I cant start
And the tar in my lungs
Money far
Lack a target
they rob for their car
Yeah they do what they like
Hit my mark
I been lost so
motherfucking long
I dont know 
what to do with my life
These days now








I swear to god
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad
I swear to god
I thought i was going hard
Back then doing drugs
Everyday was on a charge
I know i got it all wrong

Yeah im smokin on dope
With my niggas
Soul in it
So finished
No hope for these bitches
Go nigga
So nigga
Dont fold nigga
Throw a toast
For my liver living
Imma go till i cant go 
Know that i cant feel em like a 4 man
Like a 4
People know im sinning
Like a boat man 
Imma float 
Nowadays im feeling lack of focus

I swear to god
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad



They wont like this

They wont like this.....

Squad

Still on the….
Still on the ground
We on the ground
Still on the ground
im
Still on the ground
Beautiful ground

I been grinding i been hustling for the better things
I wont lie i dont see us with a wedding ring
Cut my time cut a deal with the medicine
Can’t be sad gotta feel all the better things
Can’t decide won’t depend on some evidence
Money low call the plug he wont say a thing
Minimal, me my eyes gone see better things
We’ll see better things, praying i see better things


Taking a timeout, all about timing
Smoking till i float
Dreaming i’m pilot
Flying in silence
Going from coast to coast
All about mileage, hope you don’t mind that
there’s no antidote
Stuck on this ride between the pines
on drugs i can’t promote
Boy i need balance, boy i need guidance
boy i need some hope
Teeth i grind em
Stress is wildin
On my fucking soul
We all science
But its hard to crack the fucking code
Keep me shaking
Burning hatred from my head to toe

Better Things

I aint waiting
My time aint patient
I’m wide awake
I’m stuck with hate 
for my second family miles away
I know they wanted the best for me
So its stressing me
How it all ended with wishing he had a vasectomy
Trust me i love my sister
I’m just caught up in feelings how he never could check for me
Or how he’d never gracefully
Told me just how it’s meant to be 
Sleeping pills to the nose
falling over basically
Wonder how long it take for me




Heart is cold
My feelings fickle like dominoes
Hard to fold these hands covered in lots of gold
The stories told never false got a code
And they coming out in rows uncovered like some house mold


You see im pretty far gone
Yeah im sick, killing shit
This a crime of passion
Imma meet don, travis scott,
J cole, k dot, 21, at the ritz, and london
Already treat em like my peers
I’ll be great like young thug
I just wanna have fun
I just wanna have fun

And I know now how I’ll treat my son in the future

Talk to him like Martin Luther King Junior
Soul

I just wanna see you grow, up up
I wanna see you grow
Grow grow

I just wanna see you grow
Grow, grow up

Family Affairs

I ask the plug if he could lower the price
I fear for my life
Vodka cola  handful of ice
Its hard to do right
When you live in a wrong
State of mind
Shit
I’m talking crazy again

I hope you’re all right
I’m hoping that you look at your life and see worth in it
You my sister
When we first met
Feelings multiplied by millions
We look familiar
Matter fact gotta be by billions
You like a mirror
And when I came back home
It was much clearer
When I think bout how it left off
Can’t help but shiver
So I been counting on these drugs
Here to remove the triggers
Drownin in whatever i can take
To feel like a winner


Shit I’m living crazy again
I know the words im spouting out
Ain’t making no sense
Where could I begin
Got two new siblings that i aint met
This start to feel like a trend now
Got no angels to help me to put this drink down
Life a bitch and it been going thru the menstrual
Voices say I’ll be forgotten
I won’t ever reach the fans
Yeah they everything i can’t doubt

Go
Go, go
Just go
Go
Go

Coming up, gotta run
Can’t forget
 All the times
That i’ve spent in a box
All the mess that I’ve made
Common sense
Not a trait
Personality washed away
Lot of lows
Fixed with highs
Gotta run
(Gotta run)

I remember that day i thought that i made no sound
Uncle gave you that money to pay the impound
Next day you hate him cuz he got money how fake it gets
I almost killed myself man how could I forget
You called me out, I told a lie to put that shit to rest
People love to hate me but i still wish em all the best
Give the best of me
Can’t relive the history
Staying out the industry
Cause it will only ever bring me stress


Go go go go
Slow slow slow slow
No this life aint
no joke

Coming back
Just a drag
Just a drag



Go go go 
Go slow
Go go go 
Go slow
No mistakes
No restraints
Stay awake
Keep me on
Like a race
Taking place
Life of grace
For first place

Mmm

I don’t see a way we coming out of it
I can’t even fill this place with drought
Just make it slow
I wont even take a break from nonsense
Slow
Take it slow
There’s no height you can’t fall from

GO SLOW

Switch up my lifestyle
Money ain’t everything
Used to want my lights out
Now i just want the prices down
Death not enough to cry about
Waking up was another fear
I just want my high now
Now now now now


I used to wanna rap
I used to wanna flatline
That’s right
No attention jumping off the backside
That time
I was going places
I held on too long
Only foreign faces
Had me guessing wrong
No dad
And my momma only on the phone
Auntie wanna meet me
She was put in stone

Winter always coming
Norway always cold
Homicidal feelings
Finger show the bone
God just lack forgiveness
I just lack the hope

Wish I could go back to days when I was a mistake
Wish I could go back to days when I was never late
Cuz nowadays it feels like im a fucking fake
My cuts just don’t bleed right
Putting more at stake

Switch up my lifestyle
Money ain’t everything
Used to want my lights out
Now i just want the prices down
Death not enough to cry about
Waking up was another fear
I just want my high now
Now now now now

money ain't everything

Tell me how you doin
Teach me how to weave through this lane that im pursuing
Got my feet in movement
I ain’t seen you must’ve been a year
I been high on love reaching thru the ceiling

That ain’t a common feelin
Met when I was tearing
Filled me with security
Before I didn’t know there could be two of me
Breaking the connection was the plane that took me overseas
I’m overly damaged
Now it ain’t so hard to see
How poorly I’ve managed
This life, it gets so hard to breathe
These demons pushing me down
Blocking what I really mean
Hiding what I really need
Life is really just a dream
Playing on an empty screen

Momma call like where you been
Blowing on some heavy green
She was scared for me
She see me fallin in the same scene
Me and my homies
Had no control
We was really fiends
But we aint lonely
To other people it might actually seem
Like we dying slowly
But, um

Tell me how you doin
Turn it up it’s maury
Put our people in a story
Where’s the glory in that
It’s more gorey than that
Kids with dracos
Shooting spells
Putting families through hell
Putting flame to a match
We on top of the stats
Livin equal, but oh wait there’s a catch
Boys in blue with a badge

Tellmehowudoin

WASTED YOUTH
NORWAY / MARYLAND

contact: jacobdoeshunt@gmail.com

Jacob Hunt

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