DEFEAT

Its Getting Late

RUNNING

Once Upon a Time

Under The Trees

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MacToby - ALIEN (Prod. Jsoul)

More experimentation from the wasted youth


From the bricks, from the projects
People watching me, everybody get it out here
Caught me on a teen, yeah i treat her like an object
Put it in her spleen, if u aint about the mob shit
Get up out my......

Ay, yuh
Who you know do this shit like me
Smoking on the tree has got me on an odyssey
Give me hennessy, everybody gotta see what i mean
Everybody, ye we got, what i need yuh
I been working hard, running like im fucking clean yuh
Ayy, when we out, when we out, get it on
Sipping on all the strong, niggas wanna take my life
Feel it daily, feel it now, feel the night
In the night, can't deny, i feel wrong, 
I feel strong, i feel gone, i go on, i can run
For myself, aint no one come between us
I been running by myself, now i'm on
If u want it, i been running, i dont need no, need no help
Bitch i know it, bitch i know it, bitch i know it, by myself
In my bank account, aint got nothing, aint got nothing it's just zero
All my niggas gone get a deal oh, all my niggas gone get a deal oh,

BY MYSELF

Pour me a round
I been so down
Live like a fiend 
feel like a king 
i live in denial
Pour me a round
Gotta get up
Foreign is all in my cup
Alter my mind what i love
Drugs

Running around  im chasing a buck
Can't get no money, I aint got no trust
Delusional, body gone turn into dust
No spirit, decisions gone make my head bust 
I'm sick of this shit, try to keep up, im deep in the mist
Aint wasting a fuck, world gave me head
ill settle with that
No way to resist, 
no way to exist 
situations got me devestated, out in oslo, not the one to play with
break my team formation, you might get a costly facelift
Information keep me up to date with all the games they playing
How to be the man flip a hundred grams, what they told me, damn
Never been a fan, of this generation, now that easter came year went by in seconds

Moving to japan fuck this dancing with the devil shit
I went to church with just one ambition, only one dimension for the reverend 
Chains around me swaying, fuck all the shit that they saying
There aint no savin him
Imma slave to the grave
No other way paved
No way ill be saved
And that is the reason why i
Pour me a round
I been so down
Live like a fiend 
feel like a king 
i live in denial
Pour me a round
Gotta get up
Foreign is all in my cup
Alter my mind what i love
Drugs

DRUGS

Need some diamonds
Ye im gone need some diamonds on me
Trust they'll kill for diamonds on me
I wont ever slip now
Since a youth i need some guidance 
Im gone always be a problem till i get these diamonds on me
get the diamonds

Yeah I need my diamonds
Ever since the bottom
Lying
Lots of shit was riding on me
Keep that shit concealed
The op was looking out to get my homies


Stay on my line
I could love you to death
Put that shit on my life
And if Im rich
Wouldnt mind any swipe
But im feeling the distance 
It's cruel
Nowadays working so hard
on a mission the squad letting loose

Crack open bottles of goose
We swore we wont lose 
And no we wont settle no shaking of hands aint no truce
There's a big gap between us yeah just like my tooth UH 
Yeah theres a whole scene out here rapping yall should've just stayed in the booth 


Need some diamonds
Ye im gone need some diamonds on me
Trust they'll kill for diamonds on me
I wont ever slip now
Since a youth i need some guidance 
Im gone always be a problem till i get these diamonds on me
get them diamonds yeah

Yeah I need my diamonds
Keeping that shit locked tight in a vault





I know what i need
Keep them drugs packed in
A heavy toll what i need
Yeah its cold
Life is muddy
Wouldn't know what i need
Falling down i cant sleep
Right Now a bowl what i need 
getting cold on my knees

I know im better off dead
thoughts always race through my head
When i lay down in my bed
When at the bottom no feelings are shared
All of the shit that you go through wont get you prepared
I'm tired of waking up scared
And thinking bout hell
I'll jump down the well
I'm making a wish that they cared about me

Nowadays chains i can't leave won't allow it
Every 5 statement you catching me lying
Every 5 hour you catching my flying
Trust me go miles and go miles up above
Kid with flame going deep up inside him
Won't be so wise if you keep on igniting
Feelings might burst this a demonic sighting
I know  i need it, no lust though it's love

I know what i need
Keep them drugs packed in
A heavy toll what i need
Yeah its cold
Life is muddy
Wouldn't know what i need
Falling down i cant sleep
Right Now a bowl what i need 
getting cold on my knees (x2)

BLOOD AND DIAMONDS

Let me be alone for this ride yeah

Waking up one time I felt the pressure on my right side
I been on some bullshit ever since my granny died
When a motherfucker look me in my eyes  
I'll seal the pain
I aint seen nobody
Aint on time, yeah i keep smoking strange
Floating bed,can't keep my head
I need the maze I live for it
Oh how they run through them blocks
For our dope
Now my momma in chains 
No more meals for me
I need it potent
Need to keep pouring
It hit me
It hit me so good
Came out the bottom im safe from my hood
No problems, we get it
Yo it's understood
You've misunderstood
The actions
My angles
You know im gone get it
The angels is gunning for me
All of these demons  they all in my brain
It keep killing me
Telling me evil thingss

I cannot sit back
I cannot relax
And my heart it keep pounding 
 Like i need to breathe
I aint got time for these hoes
Yeah they holding me down
They act like they  want me
But I know they plotting on diamonds

Know i stay plotting on how im gone get to the top of the hierarchy
It's some pretty bitches out here vibing for me
I can't vibe if not E
I'm out here learning
I'm trying to be 
The greatest man
 Seen the possibilities 
What we need to be
I keep on lighting tree

Why you lie to me
Why would you lie to me
If I had a gun - I'd let it decide for me
Better go back to the place that you came from
Lil bitch you can't stop me aint safe from me
Now why'd you play with me
Why you playing with me
I'm a young boy living out my dream
I'm a fiend for that mofucking drug
Need a mofcuking plug
I aint ever had a drug like this

 Okay
Okay-Okay-Okay-Okay-Okay
Okaaaay
Okay-Okay-Okay lets ride
Okaaay
Aint no way back (no)


Imma keep all them stacks
Nigga OKAY

Oh Yeah

Yeah Yeah I love myself on you

OKAY OKAY

Wasting my days on the same shit everytime
I just want to make it out and make sure that i get it fine
I dont want to be defined
I dont want to be defined
Ants live within 
Get in line
On my fucking mind

Lately living differently aoh
Need me a pistol ooh
I've been feeling different cause
All the wishes given up
TV diamonds glissen cold
I could make a business of 
misfortune plug deliver oh
Fucking up my mental tho
Side effect of living bold
This is what the teacher told
Back in time when i was slow

But shit my momma caught a yeatr for dope
So fuck this dimension 
Ill hop out with a line of coke
A xanny fill me up
I'm dying tho ill leave a note
These bars the ones relit hope
They like my antidote
i don't know why these fuckers
Need a move from me
I wake up tired of breathing joints
I tie my chains around my neck and then i hang
These people can't bang with a nigga like me
Flow like a river, tho im living lowkey
You can't stop me
I go kamikaze in your party
Starving i rotate
Don't blame my mommy
You know im a maniac OK
I need a therapist I may not seem it not OK
You cant repair this mindstate i been up in
I know it, yeah 

Lately living differently oh
Need me a pistol ooh
I've been feeling different cause
All the wishes given up
TV diamonds glissen cold
I could make a business of 
misfortune plug deliver aoh
Fucking up my mental tho
Side effect of living bold
This is what the teacher told
Back in time when i was slow

LIVING DIFFERENT

Produced by Kenneth English

Nowadays
I got problems in my head
Life is fucking fake
I was running up the bread
Till they caught me straying
Now im running for the meds
Nowhere close is safe
Out my face 
You can't relate

This my world dont you drop it yuh
Keep it closer than my pocket yuh
All that anger build up socking faces
All those pretty faces wanting conversation
Now my world is, yuh, where the bird is
So dont get offended aint no understanding what you saying
Living on high demand
I was on top
thinking cant stop the stance
People want to start shit then im your man
Time going TikTok they made to dance
I just wanna pickpocket on the trams
Just a little missmatch for this dimension
I want 10 hoes that think in same light
Uh
Yeah im shedding light 
Uh

Definitely on a whole other wave
I don't save my receipts cuz i know I'll live great 
In the next couple years
Need a whole other plate
All your hate it will see 
Karma hitting your face
I need a new phase just to get out of the way
No key but a dream, we gone get out with haste
GTA 14 drifting pick up the pace
Give the cops no leads, tho we left with a trace

 Momma said call her that shit aint likely
Anxiety hitting like lightning
Everyone talking they just out to spite me
Bars incite the demon inside me

Nowadays
I got problems in my head
Life is fucking fake
I was running up the bread
Till they caught me straying
Now im running for the meds
Nowhere close is safe
Out my face 
You can't relate

NOWADAYS

Ayo

I aint tryna be locked in with yall
I aint tryna be locked in with you


System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Why cant i ever make decisions
Distance
I Moved aint felt the same way since then

System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Keep to my head cause life is fiction
Visions
Grow like a tumor making tension

Lost it taking pills at night as a meal
Tossed it i saw more to life had to feel
Force shit, i took my fate in the palm of my hand
Fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up, 
fuck it I'll do it again, I'll do it again
Reluctant sinner on the wake
Yall niggas still not on page
Spit dribblin down their sleeping faces
If god exist then he prolly racist
On god i see it take it
any size aint doing seconds
(Never)
No key no CC TV just some young dumb luck
I see u sad
I see u bragging bout what shit u had
Money is tasty
Dont listen do bad

Listen, no no no dont turn your back


I face my evil with nothing but nothing
I paid the casinos just bluffing and bluffing
I see no routine cuz im puffing and puffing
I see all the wolves ye they huffing and puffing

System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Why cant i ever make decisions
Distance
I Moved aint felt the same way since then
System system
Why u never ever listen, listen
Keep to my head cause life is fiction
Visions
Grow like a tumor making tension
(All right)
I never, i never, i never, i never, i never fall for nobody
money is coming in money is coming in
Getting it far from my hobby
I was in the basement sitting on the top an oddyssey
Im a seed for that greed and everything thats inbetween

And everything is what i need, and everything is what i've seen
And everything is what they got, and everything is what they know about

System

Produced by P.K - https://www.youtube.com/user/pkempire1

Lyrics:

something went wrong when i came out the womb
sun wont hit the sky my spirit gone too soon
Smoking down to the bone
Cant pick up calling no phone
Tar fill up my lung
Hitting shit and it stung
Rolling loud dog i run
Can't take a joke aint feeling no puns
I get my inspiration from the real ye just like pun
I try to sleep i see the void im waking up from the drums
The louder the silence the louder depression tears

My life and the sum of living like a bum all anxiety fears
When my momma caught the case down domino it all spreads
When my poppa drifted off a memory n   r  o more tears
When my partner treat me like a son how could i see anymore
any problems, from another block we could handle anything fuck society 
wary of said institutions that wants me in sobriety
Holy ghost aquire me pls
tired of lies and deceit
Ill wear my heart on me sleeve
You gots to know
You gots to know
You gots to know know know know
Know
I'm Low

Shining diamonds around my neck oh
Yeah i gotta keep a patek close
Trust my word i need me a check now
Instead i got these chains 
Im tryna break em with these melodies
Pushing the commandments i could never follow ten of these
I got ton of enemies
Locked up in my brain
Locked up in my brain
How I go insane

Its how my voices talk
And it drains
Feeling like they silencing my name
Drifting out and in the cage

And this is why i cannot be a saint
And this is why i cannot be tamed
Thinking that i cannot be in pain anymore
And im feeling like i couldnt switch the lane
When it pours

open the door
follow the sun
trapped in the floor
stay for once
psyche go
we gone get it done

I just want to make a lot of money for my family
I aint ever seen a lot of money need a grammy
I seen rich on television
But i knew i'd never be the man
When i saw no greatness in the mirror

The fuck am i sposed to do
What the fuck are you really bout
What's your fate
What are you rly bout

I was looking at the top of rap stars
And im thinking imma be what they bout
But recently im in my own cloud
Ye im gone need me some clout
Foreign and bean by default
Young man
Coming at the ceiling
Im a fiend not a man huh
 Seizing my position take me over with a xan ah
Everyday im counting my steps
Im counting my steps
The rope to the echelon next
To forming my bliss
I need some voltage pressed on my chest
A pawn stuck in chess
I need to get this off of my chest
To forming my bliss
Wanted a pistol
I live like a pest, its all for the best
Im on for a month, and im off for the rest
You know
Im tryna make it out the dogpound 
with a lil bitty ass bitch on my dick now
Whats the real shit
Whats some real shit that they been bout
I been on a plane 
ticket take me to the penthouse
Tik tok time go bye bye
You see me go high high
You see we gone ride ride
to the sky till we die die


Real niggas dont they just multiply
Real niggas throw dice, they don't multiply
Huh
Put that lil shit to the side 
I done seen the signs to the business 
crazy how it even got into my time

Skies
Sky feels so great with you right by my side
Oh its OK with you right bt my side
Just dont leave that tune straight thru time

HOLY GHOST

Okay okay when i wake up im gone me a new day
Okay okay when we scale up i dont need it to be safe
Okay old me had some problems with my fate i could not stay
Okay demons ill obey because im hearing what they say
okay finally i found my peace ill speak my piece for days
Often hitting my rock bottom so im feeling like a waste
Pay attention to the negative the plus has to be fake
Oh my god it has no voice unless its saying i get paid

Paving the way to the grave
Im pouring the drink to my face
They prolly gone say its a phase
I dont need no more psychologists
It's taking my blessings away
Often thoughts coming out on delay
Whats the meaning of this life i live
Im wishing the angels would do more than stare

I dont get my lies right
I dont use my time right
Always on the blind side
Looking back in hindsight
I aint have my mind right
Always on the blind side
Always on the blind side
Call me when i might die


Yeah
Now i woke up with some bad intentions
Somewhere low
I dont know who is kin and who are foes
I have made bad depictions of the folk
Now they got ten editions for your nose
Only need to type 8 digits for the dose
Too many senses for the holy ghost
Now im feeling my spirit dripping through the hose

Bent off the magic water now im soaked
Gotta move catious stepping on my toes
What do you know bout cracking in your bones
Steady on edge cause sharks around my boat
It's getting hard keep telling me  to float
I was down on my ass denying that im low
Watching Montana writing  in my notes
And im telling these people that they dont need to know


Man its getting hot
I've had my time on the stove
Keep saying im fine
Lost track of who i do this for
Never been on time so i keep fleeing
And all these cuts they got me bleeding

I dont get my lies right
I dont use my time right
Always on the blind side
Looking back in hindsight
I aint have my mind right
Always on the blind side
Always on the blind side
Call me when i might die

Blindside

Lacking aint the option
I aint ever gone stop
Smoking on blocks
They gone see us on fox
Everytime gold
Tryna live like im PAC
Now im peeping out the window
tryna look out for the cops
What the fuck is really going on these days
We got riots in these streets
Niggas cannot catch a break
Hunting for the top
Really running for the plate
If you talking bout some head
You know you aint getting saved

Swear to god
People always on my wrong side
I’ve been smoking dope
Figure i’ve been living wrong life
Gotta tighten up
I’ve been trying every day now
I got lies now
Time to get 
Diving deep down
I’m alive now

Everybody looking thru my eyes
I can see them 
I can’t feel them
And it sound like
A building
Like a building
Going down
Like a building
aint going down when it explode


I aint got no time for these niggas
do me wrong
Loyalty is everything i got, no luck
So hard to stay sad
Cause im always on my toes
I got cement 
round my body
I cant start
And the tar in my lungs
Money far
Lack a target
they rob for their car
Yeah they do what they like
Hit my mark
I been lost so
motherfucking long
I dont know 
what to do with my life
These days now








I swear to god
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad
I swear to god
I thought i was going hard
Back then doing drugs
Everyday was on a charge
I know i got it all wrong

Yeah im smokin on dope
With my niggas
Soul in it
So finished
No hope for these bitches
Go nigga
So nigga
Dont fold nigga
Throw a toast
For my liver living
Imma go till i cant go 
Know that i cant feel em like a 4 man
Like a 4
People know im sinning
Like a boat man 
Imma float 
Nowadays im feeling lack of focus

I swear to god
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad
This aint the life i envisioned for my squad



They wont like this

They wont like this.....

Squad

Still on the….
Still on the ground
We on the ground
Still on the ground
im
Still on the ground
Beautiful ground

I been grinding i been hustling for the better things
I wont lie i dont see us with a wedding ring
Cut my time cut a deal with the medicine
Can’t be sad gotta feel all the better things
Can’t decide won’t depend on some evidence
Money low call the plug he wont say a thing
Minimal, me my eyes gone see better things
We’ll see better things, praying i see better things


Taking a timeout, all about timing
Smoking till i float
Dreaming i’m pilot
Flying in silence
Going from coast to coast
All about mileage, hope you don’t mind that
there’s no antidote
Stuck on this ride between the pines
on drugs i can’t promote
Boy i need balance, boy i need guidance
boy i need some hope
Teeth i grind em
Stress is wildin
On my fucking soul
We all science
But its hard to crack the fucking code
Keep me shaking
Burning hatred from my head to toe

Better Things

I aint waiting
My time aint patient
I’m wide awake
I’m stuck with hate 
for my second family miles away
I know they wanted the best for me
So its stressing me
How it all ended with wishing he had a vasectomy
Trust me i love my sister
I’m just caught up in feelings how he never could check for me
Or how he’d never gracefully
Told me just how it’s meant to be 
Sleeping pills to the nose
falling over basically
Wonder how long it take for me




Heart is cold
My feelings fickle like dominoes
Hard to fold these hands covered in lots of gold
The stories told never false got a code
And they coming out in rows uncovered like some house mold


You see im pretty far gone
Yeah im sick, killing shit
This a crime of passion
Imma meet don, travis scott,
J cole, k dot, 21, at the ritz, and london
Already treat em like my peers
I’ll be great like young thug
I just wanna have fun
I just wanna have fun

And I know now how I’ll treat my son in the future

Talk to him like Martin Luther King Junior
Soul

I just wanna see you grow, up up
I wanna see you grow
Grow grow

I just wanna see you grow
Grow, grow up

Family Affairs

I ask the plug if he could lower the price
I fear for my life
Vodka cola  handful of ice
Its hard to do right
When you live in a wrong
State of mind
Shit
I’m talking crazy again

I hope you’re all right
I’m hoping that you look at your life and see worth in it
You my sister
When we first met
Feelings multiplied by millions
We look familiar
Matter fact gotta be by billions
You like a mirror
And when I came back home
It was much clearer
When I think bout how it left off
Can’t help but shiver
So I been counting on these drugs
Here to remove the triggers
Drownin in whatever i can take
To feel like a winner


Shit I’m living crazy again
I know the words im spouting out
Ain’t making no sense
Where could I begin
Got two new siblings that i aint met
This start to feel like a trend now
Got no angels to help me to put this drink down
Life a bitch and it been going thru the menstrual
Voices say I’ll be forgotten
I won’t ever reach the fans
Yeah they everything i can’t doubt

Go
Go, go
Just go
Go
Go

Coming up, gotta run
Can’t forget
 All the times
That i’ve spent in a box
All the mess that I’ve made
Common sense
Not a trait
Personality washed away
Lot of lows
Fixed with highs
Gotta run
(Gotta run)

I remember that day i thought that i made no sound
Uncle gave you that money to pay the impound
Next day you hate him cuz he got money how fake it gets
I almost killed myself man how could I forget
You called me out, I told a lie to put that shit to rest
People love to hate me but i still wish em all the best
Give the best of me
Can’t relive the history
Staying out the industry
Cause it will only ever bring me stress


Go go go go
Slow slow slow slow
No this life aint
no joke

Coming back
Just a drag
Just a drag



Go go go 
Go slow
Go go go 
Go slow
No mistakes
No restraints
Stay awake
Keep me on
Like a race
Taking place
Life of grace
For first place

Mmm

I don’t see a way we coming out of it
I can’t even fill this place with drought
Just make it slow
I wont even take a break from nonsense
Slow
Take it slow
There’s no height you can’t fall from

GO SLOW

Switch up my lifestyle
Money ain’t everything
Used to want my lights out
Now i just want the prices down
Death not enough to cry about
Waking up was another fear
I just want my high now
Now now now now


I used to wanna rap
I used to wanna flatline
That’s right
No attention jumping off the backside
That time
I was going places
I held on too long
Only foreign faces
Had me guessing wrong
No dad
And my momma only on the phone
Auntie wanna meet me
She was put in stone

Winter always coming
Norway always cold
Homicidal feelings
Finger show the bone
God just lack forgiveness
I just lack the hope

Wish I could go back to days when I was a mistake
Wish I could go back to days when I was never late
Cuz nowadays it feels like im a fucking fake
My cuts just don’t bleed right
Putting more at stake

Switch up my lifestyle
Money ain’t everything
Used to want my lights out
Now i just want the prices down
Death not enough to cry about
Waking up was another fear
I just want my high now
Now now now now

money ain't everything

Tell me how you doin
Teach me how to weave through this lane that im pursuing
Got my feet in movement
I ain’t seen you must’ve been a year
I been high on love reaching thru the ceiling

That ain’t a common feelin
Met when I was tearing
Filled me with security
Before I didn’t know there could be two of me
Breaking the connection was the plane that took me overseas
I’m overly damaged
Now it ain’t so hard to see
How poorly I’ve managed
This life, it gets so hard to breathe
These demons pushing me down
Blocking what I really mean
Hiding what I really need
Life is really just a dream
Playing on an empty screen

Momma call like where you been
Blowing on some heavy green
She was scared for me
She see me fallin in the same scene
Me and my homies
Had no control
We was really fiends
But we aint lonely
To other people it might actually seem
Like we dying slowly
But, um

Tell me how you doin
Turn it up it’s maury
Put our people in a story
Where’s the glory in that
It’s more gorey than that
Kids with dracos
Shooting spells
Putting families through hell
Putting flame to a match
We on top of the stats
Livin equal, but oh wait there’s a catch
Boys in blue with a badge

Tellmehowudoin

WASTED YOUTH
NORWAY / MARYLAND

contact: jacobdoeshunt@gmail.com

Jacob Hunt

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