i keep it to myself sometimes

@jacjst @nnyli @1134bart

trapped inside my mind
i dont know what i should think
and the sky is full of clouds
its so rainy i cant swim
and the drugs they callin me
makin it so i cant think
its so dark and im so cold
close my eyes for once again
i need that love
i need that trust
but when you vanished it just got me fucked up
now im so done
im so done
gave you all my love nd you never showed it back
ya remember all those nights, when i had your fuckin back
now im stuck all by myself
memories i cant get back
like what the fuck is wrong with me
now my hearts under attack
crying to me
lying to me
buy into me
i gave you everything i had
you took it from me
now you're lying to my face like its a fuckin movie..

I can't thinkk (nyli + 1134bart)

catch me pls (cyberia)

@jacjst ... :)
Left me unsettled, with no connection
Feeling like I've been disrespected
Do you really care if this hurts me?
And I want to know, am I done for?
And I want to know, am I done for?
How about these last months?
Eating me like cancer
Trying to heal but everyone's angry
I'm the victim pinned on walls of your memories
I've been fucked up, but its starting to not phase me
Everywhere I go, i just start to feel worthless
Everything I get I think that I don't deserve it 
I'm just sitting here, tryna die on my own now
pissed off, sad, and I really don't know now..

i keep it to myself sometimes

jacobjester