written 2013, recorded circa 2014.
produced by KIN (formerly Kip).
mixed by Beaturn.

MAD BEAT (as JKB, prod. by KIN)

[contains sexually explicit lyrics]
old song written and recorded in 2017.
produced by CLYAD and TheBeatPlug.
watermark: @luminance000

miss memories (2017 session - rough mix, prod. by CLYAD & TheBeatPlug)

written and recorded 2016.
produced by CLYAD.
watermark: @luminance000

lyrics:
my bed ain’t comfy to me anymore,
‘cause all i do is lay here thinking ‘til my head is sore.
why can’t i find a cure that makes this fade to black?
why can’t i fall asleep? why won’t you text me back?
i’d never text you that, to try and start a fight.
i’ll just think back to last time that we kissed and say goodnight.
goodnight just to myself, because i’m all alone.
pop open this bottle just to swallow down the trazodone.

(chorus)
i'm spending all my nights inside this lonely room,
i’m lying here alone in supine solitude.
i wonder if you ever think about me too,
‘cause all that keeps me company's the thought of you.
(x2)

no matter what i do, or how hard i try,
i can’t get the thought of you out of my mind, ‘cause
i replay the thought of that day every time i think about
the best day of my life, and now
all of my best days pass by,
in a blur, and i don’t have the time
to sit back, breathe... and take 5, from all the bullshit
to do what i like.
but i don’t know what i like anymore,
except that i know that i really like you.
and the funny thing about this whole fucking thing is
i know that you like me too.
but still i end up screwed, 
‘cause you just don’t think that it’s right.
that’s why you don’t text me back. that’s why i can’t sleep at night.

(chorus)(2x)

just remember that it’s not your fault, so don’t feel bad.
in fact, you’re still one of the better friends i even have.
i could use a laugh, but i guess that’s life.
anxiety all fucking day only gets worse at night.
depressed insomniac, that’s me, and i don’t try to fight back,
‘cause i know in the end, that we’re all gonna die
and it don’t matter, so that’s that.
and i know that it’s sad, and it’s kinda fucked up that i find comfort in the fact,
that death’ll be the cure, six feet under the ground,
it all finally fades to black.

(chorus)(3x)

supine solitude (prod. by CLYAD)

written and recorded 2021.
produced by BMTJ

water (prod. by BMTJ)

written and recorded 2021.
produced by Caveman

life (prod. by Caveman)

26 y/o (born 1997) rapper and songwriter.
on hiatus.

jacob roller