stick by em (jayysoul)

3 stories

Not my proudest work, but work that is important to me.

Border of cover by @ 100x100x6

Lanterns:
When it's right in front of you
But the barricade is too strong
Nothing's like the way you are in my arms
One day is forever with you
One way for us but it's not an issue
When you start to break I'll be there
No matter what know I'll be right here
Right here beside you
And when the night's clear
You make it light up
Let's run away from this place no one could find us
Rain in the moonlight
Keep it all behind us

Beauty & Nature:
Wind blowing across our sheets
Your skin covered in sun
And everything I saw was perfect for once
Never thought someone could be so beautiful
Naked laying alone
With your lips right by my bones
No one but you makes me feel safe here
No one had the claws to pick me up
You took my hand as we walked that path the thousandth time
And our last words were "I love you"
Wind blowing across our sheets
Your skin covered in sun
But the moon started to fall soon as I was happy for once
I regret leaving you alone or hanging up the phone at night
Now the park we talked about dying at is going with us too

Fairies Dawn:
Wake up in a field, you're dreaming again
With someone's hands around my head
Fairies and butterflies will lead me somewhere
Somewhere where I can breathe and see the purity and honey leaves
And the trails of betrayal gone
The thought of us in heaven
Delicate so we'll be spending time we didn't get to see
Now I see what you really thought of me
So drown my plans and let them sink
They were never ours
Heaven's gates closed way too soon
I never thought I'd be losing you
Cross the line of death and absence

Lanterns / Beauty & Nature / Fairies Dawn (Love's Last Words)

i want to distort reality~~ (-_- )

01. somewhere u canttt be ~ v.02 [w/ @vileaf]
02. wonderful everydayy [w/ @vileaf]
03. recordzz of time.. [w/ @rewind214]
04. powdered sugar !! ~ v.02 [w/ @rewind214]
05. mayori tone~
06. mmachine transit
07. witheringg_flesh
08. paranormasight77
09. selective pallet >.<
10. stolen  red crest..
11. pyramid mazes ! 0_0
12. what i wanna sayy to uuu <3
13. fallen marinaa !!~~~?
14. only uu on my minddd u_u
15. why do leaves fall in springg ? ? ?

ty for listening :D

novel_melodies~~clips (꒪ཀ꒪) @hatsuu7 @rewind214

@1akura @prod_dxvi
I guess you called it, just say you told me so 
You can’t be honest, keep hitting newer lows
I’m still falling, I just wanted you to know
that you can call me, you can call me
I guess you called it, I can’t leave the thought alone 
don’t know if I want this, these feelings I don’t even know 
there’s no resolving, I’m losing all my fucking hope
You ran right past me, you ran right past me 
I gave my all and you shunned me 
I-I fall don’t call you don’t love me
I used to think your words were touching 
now I know they mean nothing

i keep on falling faster to no point in return
u know its all a disaster
no feelings left me hurt
i have no light to guide me when the world turns dark
i shoulda knew from the beginning that you had no heart
no i dont wanna hear ur voice ever again
u cant ever take back the words that u said
they're cutting through my heart like a blade so deep
cutting through my heart with the words u speak

just so u know w/ akura (dxvi)

@akasukii x @glogirls x @remiliaxd x @clay0127
@yuikase

blessing

prod. @1ddvaa + @vtq
w/ @ilyst4y

@heyvilse
(i-i-i forgot my soul, i guess Philly's where i left it
i get high to forget about an ex bitch)

yeah, i tried to tell you but you didn't get the message
eugh, bitch i'm home but i don't feel like it at present
i forgot my soul, i guess Philly's where i left it
yeah, i-i get high to forget about an ex bitch

way too-way too many thoughts
yeah, li-living like i do is risking way too many odds
it's a wonder i ain't gone
plea-please don't talk to me bout what i did or what i'm on
feel like this is what you want
feel like this is what you want

@heyvilse
yeah, i'm getting homesick
i did too much i think that i'll be getting home sick
yeah, i can't handle it, i need a lower dosis
eh, i need help, before i start overdosing

yeh, i got 2 i think i might put em both in
if i keep on getting high it's gon fuck w my emotions
##GG getting gloothed till the cloud look like an ocean
uh, bitch i'm fucked up out my mind how you ain't notice?

@heyvilse
yeah, i tried to tell you but you didn't get the message
eugh, bitch i'm home but i don't feel like it at present
i forgot my soul, i guess Philly's where i left it
yeah, i-i get high to forget about an ex bitch

way too-way too many thoughts
yeah, li-living like i do is risking way too many odds
it's a wonder i ain't gone
plea-please don't talk to me bout what i did or what i'm on
feel like this is what you want
feel like this is what you want

@ilyst4y
swear i called you but you never really listen
2 pills got me up but then i sink like quicksand
homesick, in my room but home is where the high is
lost friends, finding family, that’s what the cost is

take so many pills my blood is caustic
new bitch telling me come over i ignore it
love sick
i been in my mind so much i lost it
i’m sick
told you but you didn’t get the message

@heyvilse
i tried to tell you but you didn't get the message
eugh, bitch i'm home but i don't feel like it at present
i forgot my soul, i guess Philly's where i left it
yeah, i-i get high to forget about an ex bitch

way too-way too many thoughts
yeah, li-living like i do is risking way too many odds
it's a wonder i ain't gone
plea-please don't talk to me bout what i did or what i'm on
feel like this is what you want
feel like this is what you want

homesick +stay! (lifess + lovebites)

soundcloud.com/akasukii x soundcloud.com/clay0127
soundcloud.com/xternalz

meant

@advxrse @fvckriv @makemeapromise 

this so old om g

riv - nvr fold [advxrse + surgeon]

@o2solus
p. me

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(
 ‎
 ‎
@o2solus:
ill talk 2 u
when i decide i want u
i wont waste my time if u wont come thru
i think ive said enough, more than i had 2
i dont think ur the 1
and i know its a problem yea u cld solve them 4 me
all i want is the money ill get it shortly 
its not important
it dsnt matter now, it dsnt matter now
i cnt admit that i lost and
didnt know what the cost was
shut up, i feel like im a lost cause
yea still dnt know what i want noooooo
 ‎

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(

alone + O2solus

Lyrics: 

(ssoh)
Bitch
u cant hang (nah)
put em onna radar 
they wna b like me 
thats sum shit u couldnt do
if i need money crack the safe
bcuz i make more than a bank
i told him he can lick my taint if he go h8ting on us
biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch
1 shot
boy u lost
wna run it back?
shot him down
now hes dead
puttem inna pack
bitch im feeling great 
i got wockhardt in my drinnk
used 2 ego me 
but now they taking ideas from lain </3
luhbitch im
posted up wit ssoh rolling up
im smoking gas
riding shotgun witta shotgun i got charlotte in the back
we gon walk up in the store n i jus cop im popping tags 
turn that boy in2 a dancer we shoot at his fucking legs

like u dont rly play with tools
i up the spiral
im 2 mf sick i think i jus went viral
gave the wheel 2 jesus cuz im driving wit my eyes closed 
wake up 
pop a perc bitch
im not tryna die low

(Alt0)
n they cant trick me w no stats
if he dont like me then its that
hope that karma get him back
serving daily make a stack
hit his shooter blackout
money i got racks out
flame him then we back out
send him 2 the past yea
boy im rich as shit
they wish that they cld be me 
diamonds on my wrist
shining they cnt see me 
always omd
cant u chill js take a load off
sleeping w these demons on my back
thank god u showed up

Spiral W/ Alt0 (Ssoh)

Love's Aftermath Minus One.
Here is your heart,
wrapped tenderly in regret,
my once cherished loss,
bathed in the spittle of angst.

My own heart once joined with yours
has fallen to the plague of
bitterness and loneliness.

My soul is a knot of crushed dreams,
under a face streaked with tears
rubbed raw, from the absence
of your once adoring eyes.

Empty hands sit idle in my lap,
hands that once idolized you
worshipping the fellowship
of your own hands.

Flesh whithers like a raisin,
in my nether regions.

The phone screams it's
maddening muted silence,
constantly mocking me.

Time slows to only before.

I am a puppet left severed
from the strings of your love,
my lips unmoved,
by your kiss of despair.

Begone from my mind,
you heartless wench,
your memory is a
wrench in my guts,
like vomit
I must purge you,
lest I am
lovesick
evermore.








Art~Whimsically Yours Studio-(C)-2024
collab & Photo credits to: suno & me

Love's Aftermath Minus One.  by- Matthew F. Blowers III

“Etheric Delicacy” album out now
@ver-misst

Lanterns / Beauty & Nature / Fairies Dawn (Love's Last Words)

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