random stuff

thanks for always supporting me, i love you all so much

i've been stuck here crying all by myself
i been waiting for too long to find my wealth
back to my roots, i hope you're doing well
beacuse i'm eight fucking seconds from goin to hell

lost all my friends from an argument
hours later and i dont even know what it meant
what the fuck does activity have to do
with being your friend? i dont care bout you

maybe it's worth it, just giving you up
it was way too draining for me to keep up
you'd always vent to me all the time
now i got a fuckin job, and i work full time

get out of my messages
(you already went and fucked up your last chance)
don't talk to me again
(i don't ever wanna hear your name again)

problems <yukiro>

team - mag.lo

Art, Music Video, Vocals and Instrumental all by me :p

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qlddIjBGhg&ab_channel=Jaddex

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0qYKUIlnfyDTgjFxxtCZ7C?si=fe6052a158154d2f

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/dial-tone/1573706465?i=1573706706

Discord: https://discord.com/invite/kzxQcmDRMC

Other links: https://campsite.bio/jaddex

Lyrics:
As the sun sets I will see another day
I'm stuck in this pit will I ever find a way
To face my stress, so just breath they say
But I turn them away, in the end Ill be okay

Yeah, I just wanna go home
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yeah, so just leave it at the tone
Yeah, I wont pick up the phone

I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone

Yeah, I just wanna go home
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yeah, so just leave it at the tone
Yeah, I wont pick up the phone

As one of the best you’ll hear me say
That this world is pointless, i don’t play
I just wanna tell the truth for today
Maybe then all my problems would just go away

But They really don’t, I'm alone
As I sit all alone on my throne
As I pack another cone
As I pack another cone

I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone

Yeah, I just wanna go home
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yeah, so just leave it at the tone
Yeah, I wont pick up the phone

I've been falling through the void
Falling like an asteroid
I've been feeling like a droid
Dancing like I’m overjoyed 

Step back, let me take the wheel
Ill show you I got that steel
Cuz I'm real, I'm not fake
How much longer will this take

To prove my innocence
Too deep in this shit
Cant keep my resonance 
Too high to care a bit

I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone

Phone

Dial Tone

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Dial Tone [Prod. Jaddex]

ℙ𝕆ℙ!
ℙ𝕆ℙ!
ℙ𝕆ℙ!
ℙ𝕆ℙ!
ℙ𝕆ℙ!
𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻!
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ℙ𝕆ℙ!
ℙ𝕆ℙ!
𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻! 𝔹𝕃𝕆𝕆𝔻!

ℂ𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖
𝕀 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕒 𝕣𝕦𝕞𝕠𝕣
𝕐𝕠𝕦’𝕣𝕖 𝕒 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕣!
𝔸 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕔 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕣𝕖
𝕀’𝕞 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒 𝕘𝕦𝕟 𝕨/ 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕖
ℙ𝕠𝕡 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕜𝕦𝕝𝕝 & 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕚𝕣𝕖𝕤
𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 & 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕓𝕖𝕣
𝕌𝕙!𝕦𝕙𝕦𝕙!𝕦𝕙!
𝕄𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕟’
ℙ𝕠𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟 𝕓𝕦𝕓𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕘𝕦𝕞
(𝕐𝕒𝕙) 𝕀 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕦𝕖
𝕃𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕡 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕘𝕦𝕟
𝔸𝕞 𝕀 𝕒𝕞 𝕀
𝕀𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖
𝕆𝕣 𝔸𝕞 𝕀 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕣𝕦𝕘𝕤
𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕀 𝕗*𝕔𝕜 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕦𝕘
𝕊𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕝𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕤
𝕃𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖
𝔾𝕦𝕟𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕕𝕖
𝕊𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕣 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕖
𝕊𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕖
𝕊𝕟𝕚𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕓𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕤
ℙ𝕦𝕤𝕙 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕖𝕕𝕘𝕖

𝕋𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕜𝕟𝕚𝕗е 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥
ℙ𝕦𝕤𝕤𝕪 𝕓𝕠𝕪 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕣𝕚𝕕𝕖
𝕀 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 е𝕩𝕙𝕚𝕓𝕚𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕀 𝕡𝕚𝕞𝕡 𝕞𝕪 𝕣𝕚𝕕𝕖
𝕐𝕒 𝕓𝕚𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖’𝕤 𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕦𝕡 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥!
𝕋𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕕 𝕪𝕒𝕙 𝕪𝕒𝕙 𝕪𝕖𝕙
𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕕𝕠 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕
𝕀𝕥’𝕤 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕤𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕝𝕕!

𝕃𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣
𝕄ℙ𝟝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣
𝔹𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕃𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕘𝕘𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕕
𝔾𝕠𝕥 𝟙𝟚 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕖
𝕎𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕝𝕖𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕓𝕖
𝔾𝕠𝕥 𝕘𝕦𝕞𝕞𝕪 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕔𝕜 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕥𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕙
𝕀 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕀’𝕞 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 “𝕠𝕞𝕘”
𝔾𝕣𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕒𝕡𝕖 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕊𝕄𝔾
𝕋𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕖

ℂ𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖
𝕀 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕒 𝕣𝕦𝕞𝕠𝕣
𝕀’𝕞 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕠𝕝𝕖𝕣

#𝕭𝖗𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖑𝖞𝖓𝕭𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉𝕻𝖔𝖕....

010.
prod 02ashes
whoisluvseat on ig

lyrics:
wasted all my time on these internet personas
ive been working hard for so long, i just cant seem to go up
and im running out of time, i think i need to grow up
but the thought of that alone, makes me wanna throw up

im not cut out for what everybody else is
that isnt me, i think that maybe im too selfish
ill do anything it takes, no consequences
i cant keep making people clean up all my messes
ive tried my hardest, got past everything ive dealt with
everything crumbled, thats my fault, nobody else's
im so caught up on this dream, and i cant help it
i cant help it


i dont even know what id be doin if it wasnt for this
the internet, its consumes me, till i fall in an abyss
i promised you id be okay, but im so tired of shit
i just wanna be something, i never thought id be this
its a fight for mediocrity that i cant win
self sabotage myself, because im too scared of it
could be under a spotlight, instead im stuck in the pit
think i missed my turn already, really why cant i win?


wasted all my time on these internet personas
ive been working hard for so long, i just cant seem to go up
and im running out of time, i think i need to grow up
but the thought of that alone, makes me wanna throw up

internet personas

sorry for the lack of fragrance i've been feeling daring!
except a lot more coming in 2022.
this is the best thing ive made

violent (johnnyfriend)

a song for a close friend

sample from the ragnarok online ost, written and mixed by me

lyrics:

wake up , 7:30 in the morning
don't wanna get out of bed
so i'll keep on snorin

but i'll wake up only 30 minutes later
so i guess i'll just get up instead

turn on the computer, wait for everything to load
log in, check forums, never questioning my morals
always living in my best life
even though shit was really hard

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i'm like a kafra, doin all the shit that i was told
never getting a say in anything until i got old
grow up, i was told to be like an adult
but i'm so fucking scared of what to do when i am alone

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

crimson

stargazing (prod. sheepy)

i decided to flow once more for you goons
prod @babalovesyou , written by me bla bla bla you get the deal

lyr:
first things first, ion give a fuck
bitch i been sick but i'm still tryna live it up
ay, i do not care if it fake
ay, callin me out like "you never the same"

bitch i been knew that i never was
you do not matter, we movin ahead of us
focus on being a better us, never trust
pussies who makin a threat on us, gettin us

bitch i been keepin it real cool
i didn't graduate high school
droppin out droppin it low, it do matter as long as i go
smokin a pack call it smokin a foe, bitch i'm like sonic like "you're too slow!"
got a new me you ain't seen it before, bitch i been workin thru all of the dough

yuh, you don't care what i'm sayin
you just wanna hear a song where you can shut off your brain
let the instrumental carry, let the vocalist sing
got the bass way up to 10 so you can't hear anything

like ya, ya, ya, ya, i can say what i want
it don't matter anymore cuz i got nothin to flaunt
i been workin day n night, n they don't know who you are
it's like remembering the past the way i'm starin at stars, yuh

ay, yuh, you don't know my intentions
like i don't know who the fuck you are so get out of my mentions cuz i don't need any bullshit that can fuck with my attendance to any of the opportunities that i have been granted

like you don't know who i am
they call me n a k u, naku, that's the person i am
i still lack an identity, i think that'd be the death of me
i just been livin my life bein whoever i wanna be

BLACKJACK <baba>

This song was made on and off throughout 2011. It took a great deal of walking away from and coming back to before it sounded right. The accompanying video features my then recently deceased cat, who I felt deserved some measure of immortality on the internet.

Welcome to Kitty City

i lost 5tb of data recently
prod @swiftslash-300403458 , written and mixed by me
follow my main: @squiblers

lyr:
got me fucked up
windows xp on my laptop
cuz i never wanna upgrade from memories i once got
even though, i just found the iso, i don't know
where to go, how to back it up, i'm lookin high n low
scrolling through websites that fuck with my mental
ion really give a fuck if anything's experimental
if they ever try to fuck with me, they call it accidental
if i tell you who it was, you'd have to keep it confidential

and i'm still confused on how my life can change upon a single fucking click, makes me fucking sick
and if you told me that i would okay if i logged off then i'd agree, you're gonna set me free

but i still don't even know how the fuck i'm here
thought i would make a song n then just disappear
but i'm stuck within this file system
i miss my brother, i need his wisdom
but i can navigate just fine
i swear by google, so i stay online
and i know that it's unhealthy
but i've yet to find someone to help me

and i'm still confused on how my life can change upon a single fucking click, makes me fucking sick
and if you told me that i would okay if i logged off then i'd agree, you're gonna set me free

x86 <swiftslash>

been a while since i dropped a self produced song so lmk if you enjoy the production (lol jk ik yall do cuz its fire)
https://www.instagram.com/oryx420/

INSTAGRAM

fade away (prod. hateoryx)

THINKIN BOUT Ü SUX

Hey! Its me again! Back with another nightcore, Be my bad boy! I just don't know what to say, its a great song! Please like, share and Stay tune for more!

Nightcore ~ Be My Bad Boy

prod mud
this gona flop but idc it was fun to make

idfk why ur mad at me [p. mud]

https://pastelghost.bandcamp.com
http://pastelghost.com

DARK BEACH

Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏh4ppyh4ppyh4ppyh4ppyヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*

Dial Tone [Prod. Jaddex]

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