Romanz Birthday

apparition (prod. drma + nihil2free)

Fruition w/ hamilton (jolst)

lyrics: the room i’m in, it keeps on closing in on me 
where can i go? 
its open now 
but it still feel like it’s closed 

my mind never fails at disappointing me 
my mind never fails at always hurting me 
my mind never fails at making me feel like nothing 
but my mind never fails at guessing who willl turn on me 

dropped a few people now 
and that made my life nice 
with all the words that i speak 
i dont substitute with ice 
i don’t lack anything 
only think is lack is confidence 
isn’t that obvious? 

pierce my fucking face and get some silver in my ears 
sterling silver rings, i’ll get some silver for my peers 
i’m a petty bitch u cannot touch me but you can stay near 
surrounded by the smoke but my vision be way too clear 
2 miles a minute and i will always hit the curb 
yo bitch is too dirty 
she said that she is down to earth 
i love my bitches loud, oh yeah, i want them to be heard 
put my hand over her mouth, i put her in do not disturb

solitary confinement (prod. thersx)

Danny Adventure
xipz
teddyboi
Crizzy White

Immortal (hypnotized)

backyard beetle - wait on me w/ senzu (prod. cxrter)

Cover art - Annalyceart
Mastering, Mixing and Production - Me

I had a lot of fun with this one, I hope you all enjoy it <33

manta

needles w/ stranger (prod. graydawn)

as close as heaven gets (jolst)

Produced by Bengogh x Desolate
https://www.instagram.com/prodbengogh/
https://www.instagram.com/desolate_raps/
Featuring CARTER TOMORROW
https://www.instagram.com/cartertomorrow/

TELL ME I'M WRONG Feat. CARTER TOMORROW Prod. Bengogh x Desolate

cage world & fish narc - say it

hope you enjoy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

let me just tell you 
some reasons
for leaving you aside
hard to even let you come near me
when you come tell me lies
and I Don’t wanna listen to nonsense for all of my life
yea I don’t wanna promise I’m looking at you for my light

it’s not you
yea you make me nauseous 
pop 2 in the mornin then clock in
at noon get a break for my social life
I tunes and YouTube keep me occupied 

yea like what’s new
every single day same thing no new shoes
yea like maybe it’s true
i don’t gotta live a life full of that loot
get off go home I don’t need you
not my problem don’t got a clue

yea yea that’s how I live now
big mouth made me move away to the big town

alright I getta lay down
new found under the light now
get out if you want the light off
so bright I’m livin my life god

there’s so much more to this life that you could never know
it’s so important inside that you protect ur soul

yea I wish I never met you
all the time that We spent gave a bad mood 

yea yea you should get a tattoo maybe it’ll last you longer than the last 2
yea yea
tried to save it that’s true but never knew you’d lemme get away with something so rude

protect your soul (yunny goldz)

w/ @xelfiy @20ofive @scottysplash @prodbysxda

[deadboymike]
If she send a text i wont hit her up
Pour another drink
I dont give a fuck
Everybody fake
I could never trust
I pop another pill
Just to feel a rush
Sad inside 
Suicide on my mind 
Pop a pill slow it down
Take your time 
Better buckle up
If you’re down for the ride
She just sent a text come and chill
Come and slide

[xelfiy]
phone is blowing up shes 
tryina get me to come in side
but i got shit to do and it will probably 
will just keep me up all night
an i probably will cuz im mentally ill 
an i dont ever let my heart out 
enough to let it go spill
gotta lot of work to do 
and it dont mater how he feel
we still gotta chop away 
until we gotta enough to pay the bills
and they act like they care 
that your mentally ill 
but it wont mater till your spines 
is all ripped up ina field
i couldn't let go of the pain
i fear nothing is the same
an im the one to blame 
i dont feel the same

[deadboymike]
If she send a text i wont hit her up
Pour another drink
I dont give a fuck
Everybody fake
I could never trust
I pop another pill
Just to feel a rush
Sad inside 
Suicide on my mind 
Pop a pill slow it down
Take your time 
Better buckle up
If you’re down for the ride
She just sent a text come and chill
Come and slide

[20ofive]
walls red its a fuckin mess
all this is fucking with my head
migraines im wishing i was dead
maybe i just need a little rest

met the reaper late inside my dreams yeah
hes not as bad as he always seems though
youre worse cause you a mother fuckin fiend hoe
we both becoming freinds so let me know just how your dreams go

eyes red mind bends
ive been fucking blinded
go back to that lair you decide that you reside in
flying dying 
cause i fucking crashed
turn back to youre past and imma burn it down to ash

yeah youre probly thinking that im crazy
im just eavesdropping on your daydreams
mind reading screaming fucking shady
tell me stop it but ill prolly think about it maybe

SLIDE w/ xelfiy, 20ofive (scottysplash x woahsxda)

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

i suppose time will wear away the pain of not seeing you again
the memory of you
the loving of you
time won't take that away

it would be easier to die

i cant fathom
the fucking feeling in my chest
i inject the venom
hope it leads me to my death
i’ve lost all passion
this isn’t music i just vent
cause i can’t fathom
i take the blade and then i’ll rest
oh
cause i can’t fathom
how u breathe when i’m not there
cause i can’t have love
if it’s not u it’s nowhere
and at this point it’s not fair now…

i never want to fight love
i’ve made you so tired
if we can just rewind
and not get caught in the moment
i know now that our times up
but love you all the same now
yeah we cannot rewind
but i’ll hold on to the moments

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same
even when the words aren’t spoken

i’ll write you goodbyes
till it feels like i’m not choking
but i can’t find the words
to show what was lost and broken
doesn’t matter now
how much wounds i still reopen
i’ll love you the same

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i can't fathom // goodbye pt. 3

hope u guys like dis one fr 
prod: @tnvr555

LYRICS:
bury me six feet beneath the snow
take me for my mind and my body, not my soul
leave me here with something that i know
something to remember you by, a memento

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind
take my hand, and walk me to the light
lie to me and say that it'll be alright

i try to keep it all bottled up inside 
and i can’t believe that you left me out here to die 
cause you promised me that you wouldn’t leave me behind
i’m gonna lose control, gonna lose control, gonna lose CONTROL 
watch me crumble down as i fall
and we both know that this was all your fault 

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind
take my hand, and walk me to the light
lie to me and say that it'll be alright

(i will watch you from the afterlife)
(the only place that i live now is inside your mind)

the only place that i live now is INSIDE YOUR MIND

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind
take my hand, and walk me to the light
lie to me and say that it'll be alright

have a good day/night <3

afterlife (tnvr)

prod @jakkyboi
guitar @rjpasin  
mix/master @youngburial

URDEAD2ME w/ jakkyboi

prod. @r3dqx
🚦🚬😮‍💨😶‍🌫️

Lyrics:
I see you everywhere I go
Even when I’m alone
Smoking in the shadows
Think back on those days
Your face

I think about their faces
Wearing my mistakes bitch
No I can’t erase them
I got no patience 

this life is just a race bitch
And when it gets bad
these drugs and these hoes make me feel less vacant

issue is I always wanna like the ones that hate me
Okay you can hate me, that’s another feeling that I’m chasing
Breaking, black out, I’m fine faking
Taking, my blood their fine tasting

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams


And when the morning come 
I ask myself what I’ve become
do you have some, have some love
Have some love, cause I have none

She was the oxygen that filled my lungs
Now I’m coughing blood, and dying young
I wish I knew were feelings were from
So I could pop them I could pop them like drugs

Pop them just to bring back one more memory of her
Deserted in my room, everything a blur
Okay, Lesson learned 
No way
What the fuck I learn just a way to get hurt
Run away from this earth

My curse and your scars
Time stops like my heart
Don’t know what we are

Late night driving fast in this car
Girl I gotta far

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

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STREETLIGHTS (Prod. R3DQX)

Aiden Hilton x Carter Tomorrow x Yung B - Half Ghost

Sanity (Prod. GoodJohn)

[lyrics]
these eyes dont lie 
i cant go on 
i seen too much shit in my life 
am i even alive
hangin on by a thread
mf took another pill n now isss fuckin lights out 
jus woke up n isss alr bright out
idk where tf im going w my life now
suck my dick or pipe down 
mf my hometown 
im the only god dat ive seen around 
nohopeshawty king of underground 
im the only one dat they know abt 
i could do it all w the weight of the world tryna hold me down

@jacc_ak
@nohopeshawty

these eyes dont lie

these eyes dont lie (prod. sustain)

lyrics:

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

This function could not hit the same when I know u aint going
Its funny since I show out for u by foot when nights are snowing
I guess I dont deserve the same at least that’s what u showing
U leave when it hit the fan but show up only when I make motion
I will not just be your superman because u  need a shoulder
But I fold like origami as soon u say ur coming over
The rocks u kick at me when bored gon hit me like they boulders
I know u never mean it to but actions mute the vocals

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

Romanz Birthday

Lil Jester