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@rxfxx
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Touché Ft. Rxfxx Prod. Siemspark

[Lyrics]:

I might see what i see when i look at you
All my life i’ve been drained by the faucet
Everyone runs away when i walk to you
I’m a mess like a swamp figure in the world

Out of luck, no surprise every single year
When i look at myself i might make a tear
22 and i know that i hate it here
Losing hope every night when i close my eyes

Nights are dark and full
Lost in pure dismay
And with the after dark
No light is ever shown
Where’d i ever go
When the time is wrong
It seems so cold out here
The frost is killing me
Where would i live now
When feelings rot like hell
Apocalyptic nights
Is out to haunt my dreams
I’ll never let this go
Time’s my mortal wound
It’s there to stay and watch
As i bleed out dry

I might see what i see when i look at you
All my life i’ve been drained by the faucet
Everyone runs away when i walk to you
I’m a mess like a swamp figure in the world

Out of luck, no surprise every single year
When i look at myself i might make a tear
22 and i know that i hate it here
Losing hope every night when i close my eyes

Death of Me: Number Three

Swamp Figure [+discent x R3DQX]

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @bornhero
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lyrics:
will they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
yeah ive been around the world
and i still cant see
what i am meant to be
do they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
i got bad parts i dont want you to see
i pray to God that im at peace

cant you tell that i am falling apart
all in the dark
i just wanna give someone my heart

the breeze will come 
the breeze will go
all of the things it'll never show
all the things that are deep inside 
you dont really wanna find

been making music since i was a kid 
now im 16 still haven't missed
working hard to improve myself
ive been trying to work on my health

why dont i just say it
i cannot replace it
struggling to change my ways 
so im wondering today

will they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
yeah ive been around the world
and i still cant see
what i am meant to be
do they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
i got bad parts i dont want you to see
i pray to God that im at peace

will they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
yeah ive been around the world
and i still cant see
what i am meant to be
do they like the real me
cause the real me is hidden deep
i got bad parts i dont want you to see
i pray to God that im at peace

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - real me (prod. born hero)

dead of night [NORTHEAST LIGHTS X NATIVMOON]

i see the spark in ur eye feat. Lone Scavengah[irby x jolst]

self-prod

Praying that it's temporary, 
I don't want obituary, 
But this life is hella scary, 
I been cold since february. 
Can't you see im hailing Mary?
I don't want this shit to tear me, 
I been hanging on but barely, 
I don't see this life too fairly. 
Uh, 
I had to grow up,
Without a damn figure. 
Yeah we look good, 
But that shit is a picture, 
Real life is different, 
You'd know if you lived her. 
I'm hanging on by the skin of my blister. 
The cysts are not worth it, 
Wondering how I deserve it, 
I was just born to curse and, 
I'm only a person. 
This shit just like Donda to me, 
There was no father to me. 
And no he ain't dead, 
But he act like it something to be. 
If I had the courage, 
I'd smack him so hard that he's losing his teeth, 
But it wouldn't be worth it he's already hurting, 
And he can't afford surgery. 

If I had to spit on this shit everyday of the week, 
Then I know that I'd do it. 
I always feel useless like ripping the tulips, 
Inside of a garden when I knew I grew it. 
But I keep it moving like something is proving, 
When it's time consuming I'm fearing the doom of the fact that I knew it I'm clueless and the bruise is excusing the things that I'm doing. 
The things that I'm doing. 

But shit I'm still back, 
I cannot relax, 
Making three albums, 
A month and it's sad. 
It never works, 
And it only gets worse, 
And I'm fixing the mixing, 
It ruins the verse. 
Look at my past, 
And just like my dad, 
I'll never change it, 
I'm feeling too bad. 
Stuck in the dirt, 
I'm ignoring your words, 
And I cover my ears, 
Cause the things that I heard. 
I gotta go now, 
I cannot slow down. 
No time for thinking, 
I work way too much, 
Just to put it on soundcloud. 
Live like a ghost town, 
Alone with a whole crowd. 
I'm never lonely, 
But all on my only, 
I swear that I'm locked out. 

Is this what you wanted, 
I keep it a hunnid, 
The truth is I'm nothing, 
But wannabe something, 
But I end up running, 
Off cliff and I'm jumping, 
To hell without thinking, 
I feel like I'm cutting,
Off all of my socials, 
People I'm close to, 
I don't want loneliness, 
I wanna hold you, 
But look I just told you, 
All that I wrote you, 
Is deeper than love, 
It's the person I mold to.

Temporary

lyrics:
I could’ve called you, even if i would
I would’ve had you, it would backfire
Nothing will make sense, long as i live
Getting little tired, imma head home
Feeling so stressed out, brain is on fire
Where's the “love me”, where is that heart
Losing emotion, breaking like glass
And i’m so broken, nothing to fix

Too late to stop me, even if i could
I would’ve loved me, bet you never would
Dousing the fire, with the kerosine
All that is trusting, burns away to ash
I don’t wanna love you, i can’t help it
You were a mind freak, playing these games
It was so trusting, knowing it’s a lie
And i’ll just sleep now, in my coffin

mindfreak. [+ 02ashes]

banded up + pysk

Tesla (ttrunks)

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i see the spark in ur eye feat. Lone Scavengah[irby x jolst]

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