Decorational Rugs mixtape

Lyrics:

Woke up this morning and I had myself a toke.
As I sat alone behind my blinds
blowing smoke out the window into the sunshine
it felt nice to be alive.

You cross my mind like wildfire.
...

For a moment I had myself a thought
Stoned, while the smoke rode the wind thru the sunshine: 
I’m biding my time.

Your cross my mind like lightning, cross my mind like wildfire

Sure used to get used to get so
loud between the sheets and now you couldn’t be father out of reach
Used to get
used to get
used to get 
used to get so...

Lightning Wildfire

Lyrics :

Only change lasts forever, unfolding beyond control.

Expectations cause all disappointment, if only I could let them go..

Too much of anything good is bad.
...The more I get the less fulfilled I feel.

..Yet without a shadow of a doubt
I’m sure that this is right where I’m meant to be.

Raindrop falling back into the ocean, going where the wind blows:
Surrender


...sine waves our emotions
truth is space between words
diamonds shine from the weight of the world
...still never meant a hurtful thing I said, for what it's worth...
 
always learn by mistake

Grasp too hard and you'll break apart or for granted taken slip away... 


Raindrop falling back into the ocean..
Gone where the wind blows

Surrender 

______

Dream Flower

Lyrics:

Streelights, bright beams flying by 
-eyes toward our dying horizon.
You thought I'm just like the rest of em.
Guess I'm really that easy to leave behind..

Woulda been good if it coulda been enough.

..instead I just been used to missing 
the flavor of your lips, it's my favorite..
sure could use a little pick-me-up cause I've never felt so down yet

Neutron Star

Lyrics:

Can’t really remember when I was a little child 
-what it was, that wanderlust 
I try to feel it but it died
Played with fire, now I’m keener but I’m tired 
Seen a whole lot in the short time I’ve been alive 
magical and evil, try to look on the bright side. 


There’s pining but it’s fleeting ya
Cause I’m preoccupied believing this is gonna end up alright
I’d be terrified if I weren’t so damn excited.
Been feeling sweeter every night I close my eyes
keeping a dream that in a little bit of time 
I’ll be there
I see all the details falling into line.


I like lemonade 
chase down the fucked up stuff
And wash away the taste 
of my sadness 
and the badness
End this madness.
I like lemonade

Spotless

Lyrics:

Coming to presence 
I get there/then,       yet again.
Mindful part of me 
must be discontent always 
Helps keep level headed
Anything can happen
Nothing lasts forever
Only better get it may from worse
Every let down worked out,
sure well worth what hurt 

We’ll be on a cloud at the
top of the world 
Each next breath I get
‘s a blessing, come to learn 
Once the sun bursts
this all gonna burn 
Ima get my kicks in first 

what once was made with love 
is lately just making money 
We should be making love 
But I’m here shaking money trees 
Kids eat amphetamine to sit and pass class 
-what tweakers in the streets spinnin’ bats

Lilac Amethyst

Lyrics :

Fried my mind getting high too many times
Tranquilize me already please, I can’t sleep
I’m tripping out and all I need is you here now baby but you
just had to go ahead and leave

Rush, headrush. Hush.

You wanted me to say “don’t go, please stay”
But you never meant a word you said
Absence went ahead and made me for a while forget just why I left
Another worst regret..
Forgotten promises were never meant..

Ain’t it a little bit insane?
-hoping to change
or hoping you could change

Safe to say it’s just the same,
you ran around on me again.
No surprise, check me in I think I might have lost my mind

Ya you want me to say
"Don’t go, please stay" 
As you walk away angry
Sorry baby not today

..another worst regret

Said things that were never meant myself.

High Fidelity

june 2015 
end of grade 11
Monologue is ram dass

JADED PARADE

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