You still say you still love me
And we’re leaving on a somewhat unfinished note
And now I’m in too deep
And we’re leaving, with no antidote
Sure we accomplished what we came here for
But not everything is solved, we close the door
And now I’m unsure
What to believe
As we move on
And I still ponder
As we move on
And I still ponder
And I walk with you
And I talk with you
And I love you
And I adore you
But are we finished for
You are my destiny
But I still remember
And it ruins me
Now the end comes
And now the end comes
Because she’s gone and now
Someday you won’t be redeemed
But we forgave you
We forgave you
knowing what you did, it ruins me
Lingers in the back of my
Mind
So I try
To forget
And to try
I will try
I will try
And now
We
Die
Sometime
We’ll die
But
Together
And above
Not with her
Not with her
(Together)
And I wonder
And I ponder
And we move on from her
And I wonder
And i’m thinking
Am I happy if i’m sinking?
Is it ok?
Is it justified?
In my eyes,
Yes, but I still don’t
Know
Now the end comes
And now the end comes
Because she’s gone and now
Someday you won’t be redeemed
But we forgave you
We forgave you
knowing what you did, it ruins me
Ruins me
Ruins me





You know I’m sorry
I truly thought you loved me
Loved me
Loved me
Love me
I’ll stay here waiting
I know I shouldn’t have
And I’m internally debating
If it was the only choice I had?
I know deep down you are mad
I didn’t mean to make you sad
But at least the conflicts neutralized
And I can look in your eyes
Without someone peering
From behind
Behind
And we’ll leave it all behind
Behind
Behind
I know it’s still in your mind
I try my best to do better
I try my best to be stronger
I try to improve
I try to be my best for you
Yet still you think about it
Yet still your mind shouts it
But i am here to let you know
I can look in your eyes
Without someone peering
From behind
Behind
And we’ll leave it all behind
Behind
Behind
I know it’s still in your mind
Your mind
Your mind
You’re mine

Unfinished/Behind

Isn’t it weird how sometimes I feel like
I hate you for no reason
I don’t wanna be involved in your shenanigans
And I don’t want to be hurt again
Would you be angry?
Would you be done with me
If you knew
How I feel about you?
How I feel about you?
Every time I see you talk it’s like I just wanna shut you down
And my subconscious thinks you’re insufferable and off
Something’s off about you
Is something off about you?
Is it because you remind me of them?
And I just, I just noticed?
Is it? Is it? Is it?
Isn’t it weird how sometimes I feel like
I hate you for no reason
I don’t wanna be involved in your shenanigans
And I don’t want to be hurt again
Maybe it’s cuz they’re a hypocrite
And maybe cuz they’re a hater
I’m tired of it
And I want to see them later
And see you later
Cuz you’re friends and act like each other
It’s like you don’t wanna see me anymore
I don’t wanna see you anymore
Is the feeling mutual now?
Is the feeling mutual now?
Is it actual now?
Is it mutual now?
Again and round and round,
Are you bringing me down?
Cuz it feels like them all over again
Isn’t it weird how sometimes I feel like
I hate you for no reason
I don’t wanna be involved in your shenanigans
And I don’t want to be hurt again
Hurt again
Are you her again?
Her again…
No reason!

Hurt Again

Isn’t it weird how for so long I didn’t say a word,
Was it out of fear or was it out of fear I wouldn’t be heard?
Do you regret, all the things you said?
Leaving us behind? Do you want us dead?
You always talk to them more and love them more
While we don’t have fun together anymore
Was I nothing to you? At all?
Cuz if I’m that easy to drop,
Then it wasn’t that big of a fall.
Cuz the fall would be short either way, if you were fake
If you were fake, and you were fake, you were fake
I went along with what you did
I listened to every single word you said
And I’m tired of acting like I’m not annoyed
So at this point i’ll leave the convoy
Funny how long I stayed quiet
Was it out of fear, or fear you’d deny it?
Do you never think about your choices?
Do you never hear our voices?
Do you think it’s unimportant?
I think you should face it,
Don’t break it,
Don’t play us, don’t play it
Just lay it, oh lay it out
Just tell us what it’s about
Tell us about you
Tell me the truth
Was I nothing? Just something for fun?
I guess we’re done.
If I was that easy to drop
Then the fall wasn’t from the top.
You were so fake, I should’ve known you were fake, 
So why do I still feel so much pain?
Talk with the evil
I used to participate
Now I’m crushing
The pain
The pain.

The Fall Of Forbidden Friendship Isn’t That Bad Actually

You teach me to bleed
Then you get mad at me
And I only wish I couldn’t be
Me oh in this body
Teach it’s right to be a man
Then get mad when I want to be a man
Then tell me there’s no going back
So you live with irreversibility
You teach me to cry
And you want me to die
And I only wish I
Could live a better life
Teach it’s better to be a man
Then get mad when I want to be a man
Then tell me there’s no going back
So you live with irreversibility

Irreversability

do you have to constantly get under my skin
when I constantly see your skin
Do you have to let me know
How you feel, and show
is it so hard not to start drama
is it so hard to find a new love
is it hard to find someone
who's not already with someone
Do you have to constantly run your mouth
When there’s no need to shout, shut your mouth
Do you have to let me know
How you feel, and show
Is it so hard just to be nice
Is it so hard to just be quiet
Is it so hard just to be kind
And keep it in your mind
Woah
Can you just solve your problems
Without blaming it on me
Woah, woah, woah, woah
Is it so hard to just be nice
Is it so hard to just be kind
Is it hard to not be
A friendship wrecking argumentative opposite of problem solving
Problem starter problem starter let’s be smarter
Let’s be smarter
So stop getting
Under my skin

Skin

to the one I thought I loved
to the one who never cared
to the one I think I was
Fair to
you picked apart my petals
until all I had was your thorns
and I'm left there sore
would you care to care for me
cuz I hadn't felt something so bad
that I wanted
would you care to share to me, share to me
the hateful love
your hateful love
would you take oh take me back
would you go right back on track
even after all I said
I think about it all over again
you picked apart my petals
until all I had was your thorns
and I'm left there waiting sore
would you care to care for me
would you care to care to share
do you think I was fair
In hating?
Would you care to care to care
Would you care to care to share
Because I felt
the love oh the love
so hateful love
hateful love
And now I know it’s not love
And I’m left with the
Things you said to me that day
And that other day
And i have to say
You were just in the way
Just a thorn to my rose

Rose

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