jaydes - misery (sped up)

prod. quintuple

it’ll all start making sense if you would give it a chance
follow lights around my room i just want to dance

leave my body behind 
and give it up to you
let my brain unwind
and turn into something

i’m helpless and i’m bored 
and i wanna see you now 
face to face with a sword
i dont wanna see you drown

everything i ever wanted
pushed away i never got it
cloudy head filled with narcotics
cant slow down no i can’t stop it 

oh oh oh oh

tell me why it feels so cold
left me all alone in the snow
frostbite on my tounge let it fold

these boots on my feet keep me grounded
i watched you drown in that fountain
ive hit my peak on this mountain
will i ever be the same i doubt it

tracers (i watched you drown in that fountain)

for entertainment
prod. sf cull

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, get a fucking grip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

getting colder by the second
use your words as a weapon
i dont wanna read your message
fucking hate feeling so threatened

field of grass laying outside
thats where i watched myself die
get your fucking head in line
no its not gonna be fine

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, fall over and trip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

said its gon be okay
took me in as a stray

get a grip

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

kay:
yea had to turn it around
you say im quiet when i think im too loud
yeah im looking at your text message
but the body hasnt been found
last text read it somehow
ooooo
lost youu
somehow i went along and lost you
somehow i found my way to you
you're drugged you're gonna drug me too
im on your tv but i miss you

prodii:
yeah i miss you
but i hate your touch
yeah i want you
but i still hate your guts
can i talk to you
without you interrupting
can i break you
and mold you into something
and mold you into something
maybe thats worth my loving
maybe thats worth my loving

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

btw i hate myself w/ kaysnoto + prodii

a remake of migraine by jaydes with lyrics by retrogress

lyrics:
i feel so fucking useless and i wish more people cared
toil & trouble going through it ever since then time stood still
i made a mess out of my hands dried blood crusting at my wrist
i know i fucking hate you
but i wish i could tell you this

i made my mind up going through with it i hope that youre not mad
all the things ill never tell you but i know thats all my bad
i had the choice and opportunity but blew it all to hell
i hate your voice and what you do to me so why do i love you still

toil&trouble

actual release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

wifiskeleton-my twenty first reason (sped up)

Jayy!

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