Look Away (prod. Drown)

IN YOUR NIGHTMARES FT. STAINEDGLASSHEART (prod. TyDavid)

Cowboy Surf (prod. GMP)

Scenery (prod. noane)

LYRICS:

you say whats that look on your face 
you say look around everything is so great
but i look around i see everythings grey
its always the same its always this way

and i focus on me but it dont bring me peace
i walk back and forth in my room and i scream
anxiety running so deep i grind teeth
i hate being sober dont think i can breathe 

build it all up just to break it all down
the way that it goes when you have me around 
but you dont ever seem to mind
you all up in my mind 
you say everything fine… just

let it go
its outta yo control 
baby dont hurt your soul 
tryna find, something thats never that permanent 

let it go
i been a fool once before
baby just leave me on the floor
i wanna die, feeling like all this is permanent 

been stuck for so long can you call that a rut
i act like a wolf but i feel like a pup
but i dont wanna talk so dont ask me whats up
cause what else can you say that dont make this suck

i talk to him 
i talk to her
and even they think it’s absurd that everything keeps falling on me
and i think that im getting scared 
cause i can’t die and im aware
something that even i can’t believe 

build it all up just to break it all down
the way that it goes when you have me around 
but you dont ever seem to mind
you all up in my mind 
you say everything fine… just

let it go
its outta yo control 
baby dont hurt your soul 
tryna find, something thats never that permanent 

let it go
i been a fool once before
baby just leave me on the floor
i wanna die, feeling like all this is permanent 

(feeling like all this is permanent) x2
(just let it go) x2

let it go (prod. kiki)

LYRICS

aint much you can say to me i been in first i been in last
unlike you i been myself i made myself an outkast
unlike you i always been obsessed with fucking getting cash
feeing like im rich im gettin chauffeured wit a bus pass

and thats my state of mind im optimistic when it matters
people talking plans, its never more than just some chitter chatter
thats the reason that their praises turn to everybodys laughter 
let my actions talk for me and hear applause shortly after

i live everyday like ferris bueller on his day off
since father and my mother both decided to go awol 
im working like theirs 10 of me my dreams up in my acog 
so dont get in my sights i really used to cutting people off

it really dont mean shit to me ill kill all of my friends 
before they get the chance to switch and try to make ammends
fuck a second chance its only me up in the end
ive always kept it real why would i sit and play pretend 

i’m sick of running but i’m sick of chasing
made me so complacent 
can’t remember the days when…
you wanted it all
you felt like you nothing 
you wouldn’t take no, in any discussion 
the world in your hands…
you could be something

born with broken pieces but i love me a good puzzle
wake up feeling like jesus ‘nother day look down the muzzle
climb up out the gutter leave a blood and liquor puddle
but a smile on my face in hopes a female wanna cuddle

i cant get the things i never had so i might fill the void 
drugs killing my body but ironic how they kill the noise
low on motivation, liquor facing this aint like the boy
confused on what im chasing is it dreams or feelings i avoid

now that i think about it was i really ever me 
i get cold so easily but i living on wintergreen
always hated cigarettes but now im happy im a fiend
used to think this look was weird but now i got chains on my jeans

well in the end i guess were all supposed to grow and change
i dont know everything i want but i built different lanes
all that i know is i see myself on the center stage
even if my success is only seen beyond a grave

aint much you can say to me i been in first i been in last
unlike you i been myself i made myself an outkast
unlike you i always been obsessed with fucking getting cash
feeing like im rich im gettin chauffeured wit a bus pass

and thats my state of mind im optimistic when it matters
people talking plans, its never more than just some chitter chatter
thats the reason that their praises turn to everybodys laughter 
let my actions talk for me and hear applause shortly after

JADEN (prod. BMTJ)

LYRICS:

ill keep tanking all of the pain that you bottle
sometimes my pride i wont swallow
where you go i promise ill follow 
just tell me that youll stay with me forever and tomorrow 

i got whatever you needing 
i’ll help you out while im bleeding
i’m here no matter which season 
just let me in your heart baby i’ve been really fiending
 
people come and go thats what they say right?
i go so long without seeing a person in my eyesight
at least a soul that i can validate being by my side
i hate saying my goodbyes so tell me that you down to ride
tell me that you down to die 
bonnie clyde run it up then suicide
you and i both abide 
real deal like a suit and tie

i might just be out my mind 
might have crossed to many lines
i just wanna say you mines
i just want us both aligned 

i can keep secret so just tell me all your deepest
tell me your life story mine is probably the steepest
my heart black and broken so it’s probably the cheapest 
so tell me that youll pay the price and be there at my weakest

ill keep tanking all of the pain that you bottle
sometimes my pride i wont swallow
where you go i promise ill follow 
just tell me that youll stay with me forever and tomorrow 

i got whatever you needing 
i’ll help you out while im bleeding
i’m here no matter which season 
just let me in your heart baby i’ve been really fiending

4evr n' tmmrw (prod. Outofplace)

what happens after you become your biggest fears? (prod. ZUUBEK)

LYRICS

stuck up in my head i hope you know thats just the way i am
my thoughts tell me to run but i stay here so tell me when you land
this is too good to be true or maybe im just tryna ruin plans
i finally got my chance so feel the music and lets make a dance

i been through some shit and honestly i feel like half a man
you tell me im wrong and welcome me with love and open hands
tell myself to let you in but i dont fucking understand  
i can see your love but i dont feel a thing  i really cant

but youre everything i wanted when i didn’t have no love
as of late im living sober cause you are my favorite drug
but now and then it feels pretend we could use anyone to hug
or maybe im so low that i cant feel you,  i put you above

okay yeah, im sorry that im on the fence 
no way, that i wanna leave in the end
some days, im with you and i feel unimpressed 
i hate, that my mind is always in a mess

i want you to believe that its you and me
i been dying at sea baby cant you see
love is not what i need so just leave me be
you might put me at ease but imma make you bleed

over a year has passed,  i wish that i could take it back
you and me not we the only thing i regret bout my past
didn’t see perfection till the sand ran out the hour glass
i want your attention but im the reason that we didn’t last

so sick and terrified to hit your line and find out im too late
im feeling dead inside its late at night said fuck it anyway
hate that im always right your so damn nice but id just wish you stayed
you say your life is nice and so was mine but i think we’d be great

i got a million different things that i wish i could tell you bout 
im always searching for a home but only seem to find a house
m.y.l.a that be my home but she forever locked me out
wish you the best if thats not me then put me 6ft under ground

okay yeah, im sorry that im on the fence 
no way, that i wanna leave in the end
some days, im with you and i feel unimpressed 
i hate, that my mind is always in a mess

i want you to believe that its you and me
i been dying at sea baby cant you see
love is not what i need so just leave me be
you might put me at ease but imma make you bleed
...
took me almost 2 years to write this one

IT WAS THE TYPE OF LOVE LIKE YOU SEE IN THE MOVIES (prod. joshwa)

LYRICS

(and i know i know i know)
(that its just all for nothing)
(all for nothing)

told myself it all could be for nothing
it don't help i still feel disgusted
this world leads you up just to stomp you down

try and try but you'll never get far
kill your pride and leave with a cold heart
its too late your already bleeding out

medicate me, heal my broken mental
lack of confidence killed my potential 
reached new heights, my eyes are still glued to the ground

running as fast as you can but it leads to a dead end 
nobody lending a hand so these drugs are best friend
its too late you're already bleeding out

moving so fast i forgot my past
put my whole life in it so i got no cash
and it starts out fun but i bet it don't last

get it done or die thats the way you gotta live
and they say its suicide but my ego never gives
but i made it out alive why i feel so negative?

staring at the ceiling screaming why why why
i forgot to laugh and i forgot to cry
no memories i have, its static in my mind
should of listened when they said don't lose track of the time

but my eyes on the prize 
it may lead to my demise
but i least i wont die
sitting on the sidelines

i hope...
that you can just let go.

told myself it all could be for nothing
it don't help i still feel disgusted
this world leads you up just to stomp you down

try and try but you'll never get far
kill your pride and leave with a cold heart
its too late your already bleeding out

medicate me, heal my broken mental
lack of confidence killed my potential 
reached new heights, my eyes are still glued to the ground

running as fast as you can but it leads to a dead end 
nobody lending a hand so these drugs are best friend
its too late you're already bleeding out

BLEEDING OUT (prod. velvet)

lyrics 

i.. feel so overwhelmed and i cant stand it
you.. dont understand the thoughts i have to manage
3… blue little pills in me so i dont panic
4… shots in me so i don’t feel the sadness

knives in yo chest just so you know how i feel
im in it for the torture bitch! i do not shoot to kill
drive with yo flesh hanging off my steering wheel
i got my revenge i dug two graves up on this hill

but you dont know…
that i
just needed

you to hold…
im running ‘round
in the

ice cold snow…
i guess for you
ill 

die all alone…
unless i take you with me

that smile never leaves your face
your eyes got me stuck in your gaze
they tell me every word you wont say
now im overthinking and…

i.. feel so overwhelmed and i cant stand it
you.. dont understand the thoughts i have to manage
3… blue little pills in me so i dont panic
4… shots in me so i don’t feel the sadness

knives in yo chest just so you know how i feel
im in it for the torture bitch! i do not shoot to kill
drive with yo flesh hanging off my steering wheel
i got my revenge i dug two graves up on this hill

cause i cant change…
i need you 
to

share my pain…
maybe if 
you

felt the same…
we could 
finally 

live like we’re not insane
i think we both know its impossible 
we always just run into obstacles 
we were just feeling unstoppable 
and maybe one day the cycle will end
but we’ll never know cause

we.are.dead.

living dead girl (prod. MBRK)

lyrics

all my life i been all in or all out 
so when i saw your name with my doubts
didn’t know what that was all about 
next thing you know it all went south

a lesson that a didn’t wanna learn
a bridge that i didn’t wanna burn
but everybody has their turn

everybody gets what they earn 
everybody gets what their worth

and im worth a night full of regrets, 3 texts that you wish never got sent
(fuck)

im in the pile of rejects, she said you were just part of a test
(ahhh)

living my life like a competition 
building every part i was missing
but nobody gets any recognition till youre at the top or your heart stops kicking

the story is already written…
i guess in my story the hero keeps giving and giving until he gets bloody and gorey 
until he can not keep ignoring 

the problems inside of his mind
heart full of love but he drowns it with liquor and lines
feels like he’s all outta time
tries to escape but the pills that they make, make him feel like he’s fine

its just a mirage. its just an illusion.
search all he wants he won’t find a solution 
run all he wants it won’t led to conclusion

he’s hiding now but he can’t hide the fact that its not enough 
can’t make him feel he didn’t fuck it up
he always wants to go back to what it was 
but what it was never made the cut (uh)

all my life i been all in or all out 
so when i saw your name with my doubts
didn’t know what that was all about 
next thing you know it all went south

a lesson that a didn’t wanna learn
a bridge that i didn’t wanna burn
but everybody has their turn

everybody gets what they earn 
everybody gets what their worth

and im worth a night full of regrets, 3 texts that you wish never got sent
(fuck)

im in the pile of rejects, she said you were just part of a test
(ahhh)

living my life like a competition 
building every part i was missing
but nobody gets any recognition till youre at the top or your heart stops kicking

i got what i asked for
threw it away like a bad sport 
sore winner cause i tried to get more
now im picking pieces of me off the floor

and you probably did the same
but for me it caused a different type of pain
type of pain you couldn’t wash away with rain
erase away the surface but the stain will always remain

build it up to break it down 
tetris
aint that hard to see i gotta
deathwish

can’t control myself nothing seems to help
my mind and heart been so restless 

my wins been far and few between 
i been here and there and every scene
of course its never really what it seems
never turned out like it did in my dreams

and so the story goes

lyrics

(uh huh)
(yeah yeah)

i can change your life but you could probably never change mine
i been been so complacent i’ve been writing down the same lines
my brother gives me faith that everything’s gone be fine 
maybe for him, but i’ve been steady on a decline

rewind, if the genie ask me what my wish is
second one, to kill everybody thats on my hit list
third, is to get everybody to finally listen
coulda had a milly by now but my mental missing

and i can’t change the fact they didn’t want it bad as me
could never change the fact i wasted time to make em see
all outta energy im holding on a piece of peace
retirement at 24 whoever thought id be…

not dead up on the floor, lying next to jim beam
not ever wanting more, chasing after no dream
it hurts me to my core but i can feel my mental rot
tried everything to slow it down but think i have to stop

as sober as i am, i’ll probably stumble down the stairs or something 
pills are getting to my head, im sick and tired of feeling nothing
i still take em otherwise it leads to self destruction 
otherwise i might turn the airport to no Russian

if you want me to stable without the medicine
then tell her to come back and i promise i’ll finally let her in

no questioning where it went wrong just play my fucking songs
this shit a diary i made my life a sing along 

if you knew what i knew
probably fuck around, go tie up the noose
(yuh yuh yuh)

i could tell you the truth 
you wouldn’t believe if i didn’t site the proof
(I’m living proof bitch)

if you knew what i knew
probably fuck around, go tie up the noose
(yeah yeah yeah)

i could tell you the truth 
you wouldn’t believe cause you don’t fill my shoes
(if the shoe fits)

there isn’t any man i fear, but been scaring myself for years 
i can’t even find my tears, i been looking but they’re no where near 

born with broken parts but i’m whipping it like nascar
had a bad start so i knew i need to work hard
i have no limitations i’m shooting farther than any star
fuck being a kid i’m tryna have no limit on my card

nearing 25 and my memories dont exist 
i was checking boxes of a list, now im popping all these scripts 
had some other brothers now its just d.u.m.b
(squad)
we too damn elite i just can’t wait for you to see
(ha)

crazy they gone flip the script and act like they believe 
i was talking bout my dreams since the age of 13
(uh huh)
changing and growing up doesn’t mean im not me
DON’T FORGET WHO PUT THE WORK IN SO HARD HE COULDN’T BREATHE
(yuh)

Ordinary Mortal Man (prod. SKOTSKR)

LYRICS

SUMMER ALONE:

social anxiety i don't really fit in
try to be friends with everybody i try to fit in
niggas make me feel like i don't fit in
spent some time with the gods codeine sipping

i be damned if a nigga catch me slipping
switchblade told me do it, but don't wanna go prison
spent so much time up in the kitchen
before the raps just spent my time up in the kitchen
pots and pans in the kitchen but no dishes
popped a xan and i lost so much damn wisdom

work (x3)
when i pop a xan i think bout her
her (x3)
when i pop a xan that's when i'm hurt
work 
her
when I'm off the benzos when i'm hurt
her (x2)
when i pop a xan i think bout her

JADEN THE OUTLAW:

(yuh)
(uh huh)
(haha)

it's the benzo bandit with a bad bitch
if she not around i need a script, just to manage
i can't leave the crib without my blade, i might panic
paranoia slowly turning me a schizophrenic

codependent blonde goth shawty, she think that she misa
light blue spirit in my lungs, i ain't smoking shisha
anxiety on me it ways a ton, i can't smoke no reefer
got some niggas who gon let the gun sing, like queen Latifa

liquor in my cup and then i sip until i fit in 
until i realize everybody tryna fit in
but nobody can live through all the drugs i'm mixing

(i'm different)
(i'm different)

but when i'm with her i don't feel i'm different
like alprazolam she heal my mental sickness
that's why i be thinking bout her while my skin is itching

it hurts
it's her
i hurt 
her

and without her i feel like i'm stuck with  

SUMMER ALONE: 

social anxiety i don't really fit in
try to be friends with everybody i try to fit in
niggas make me feel like i don't fit in
spent some time with the gods codeine sipping

i be damned if a nigga catch me slipping
switchblade told me do it, but don't wanna go prison
spent so much time up in the kitchen
before the raps just spent my time up in the kitchen
pots and pans in the kitchen but no dishes
popped a xan and i lost so much damn wisdom

work (x3)
when i pop a xan i think bout her
her (x3)
when i pop a xan that's when i'm hurt
work 
her
when I'm off the benzos when i'm hurt
her (x2)
when i pop a xan i think bout her

HER FT SUMMER ALONE

lyrics

fall down 
back to who i used to be 
cause i found
nothing new for me to be

nothing here makes me believe
that i will get the things i need
even when i do succeed
it's not like i can feel a thing

feeling hopeless 
out of touch with my emotions
holy shit i'm doomed and know it
if you want me then you should show it

if you need me then leave me lone
cause ill give you the world and know
that it won't come back to me
and it makes me believe i should...

fall down 
back to who i used to be 
cause i found
nothing new for me to be

nothing here makes me believe
that i will get the things i need
even when i do succeed
it's not like i can feel a thing

i'm falling
falling

i'm nothing but a lesson, nothing but advice
i could give attention, i could be your vice
my soul is so hollow, i'll be what ya like
anything you want, but i'll hate my life

give to those who don't got much to give
until i wanna die but at least now you wanna live
it's been years since i could cry, i lost all my fucks to give
medication in my mind and there's no heart behind my ribs

empathy ain't a trait i know
i watch you cry and tie the rope
i'm gripping on a string of hope 
my optimism at a low
don't feel i can help so i'll just go

take away your self destructive ways
but i been holding onto mine 
so i guess you can not escape

is there a point to even try
when there's not much that you can say
hurts less if i take you out
won't let you decide our fate

i'll lie straight to your face
say that i'll keep you safe
teach you how to move on
while i'm walking away 

i'm falling
falling

FALL DOWN (prod. shiiixoxo)

lyrics

i still search for someone new
even though they'll end up like you
confused and in pain and i know i'll feel the same
why'd it go so wrong

you search till you find someone new 
even if they may not like you
you take what you can get 
i wish i could do the same
there's a hole inside my chest 
my heart soaked from all the rain

all this love inside my heart but...
can't seem to get it out

explain myself the best that i can but... 
you don't seem to hear a sound

i'm just like you
you're just like me
and now im scared inside
i'm finding flaws, just to leave
i'm lying straight to your face 
say that you're all that i need
but then i run far away

i wished i stayed i hope you know
i'm not that brave evidently it shows

run back to the comfort of this room
where i sit here all alone impending my own doom

stick in my ways i burn whose close
lock me in a cage before i explode

run back to the comfort of this room
where i sit here all alone don't worry i'll leave soon

you haunt my mind till i can't think
i doubt it looks the same way in your brain

you erased your memories 
i can barely fucking breathe
you and me is all i see
you and me is all i need

my vision only sees the grey
and everything i taste is plain

and every dog will have it's day
what is old could turn turn a stray
all mistakes you have to pay
the bed you make is where you'll lay

i can't feel a thing inside but gimmie love until i die
i can't say what's on my mind my motherfucking tongue is tied
i can see right through the lies hurry up and say goodbye
i'm all on my own tonight, i hate the world the reason why

so leave me lone
leave me lone
i don't wanna talk
I'm alone
i'm alone with my hateful thoughts

i feel so pitiful, need you to make it stop 
but then i run far away

i wished i stayed i hope you know
i'm not that brave evidently it shows

run back to the comfort of this room
where i sit here all alone impending my own doom

stick in my ways i burn whose close
lock me in a cage before i explode

run back to the comfort of this room
where i sit here all alone don't worry i'll leave soon

i apologize that i'm not that brave
i apologize for the pain i gave
live a bitter life with regret in my hand 
still in love with a ghost, i write your name in the sand

there's no escape (x2)
this is how i was made (x2)
how i was made to be

i'm not that brave (prod. bonnierogerr)

LYRICS

i be moving different these niggas just moving odd
think you moving closer to the riches, that's just a facade
house is burning when i get to spitting, Isaiah Rashad
got your bitch twitching, screaming...

i can change your life, i could be your ecstasy
after one night i promise you'll remember me
she won't stop talking bout me, she love me obsessively
you want what i got i'm the only one with the recipe

(i just wanna)
( i haven't seen you in a)

come through, I'm the plug i got whatchu need
liquor, drugs, and some love just pay me a fee
i could take you overseas just follow my lead
she ain't ever felt this high, she ain't ever felt this free

(ooo weee)
your man can never compete
i'm Manson up on these beats
in a mansion is where i'll be

(uh huh)
i be moving different these niggas just moving odd
think you moving closer to the riches, that's just a facade
house is burning when i get to spitting, Isaiah Rashad
got your bitch twitching, screaming...

i can change your life, i could be your ecstasy
after one night i promise you'll remember me
she won't stop talking bout me, she love me obsessively
you want what i got i'm the only one with the recipe

i stay ten toes down when i'm on your block
why the fuck would i be scared of you? i'm my biggest op
imma double tap and slide on your shawty like a tik tok
you best stay inside lil brodie we got big glocks

bodies drop
if you wanna test it we can get to stepping
shawty know i'm dangerous i'm moving with a lethal weapon
shawty love my hand up on her neck she ask for more aggression
treat me like a god how i give her blessings

i be moving different these niggas just moving odd
think you moving closer to the riches, that's just a facade
house is burning when i get to spitting, Isaiah Rashad
got your bitch twitching, screaming...

i can change your life, i could be your ecstasy
after one night i promise you'll remember me
she won't stop talking bout me, she love me obsessively
you want what i got i'm the only one with the recipe

shut up your girls calling (prod. ref1xeD)

FIRST PROJECT. 6 TRACKS. FROM MY SOUL TO YOU.
(prod. bonnierogerr)

lyrics:

Take a chance, roll the dice, you might get what you like
You ain't new to sacrifice, i see it in your eyes
Part of you just can't deny, so ahead take a bite
There's no need for you to lie, i'm just like you tonight

Monsters in your head, they yelling they need to get out
They know you, i know em better we come from the same house
She could help me if i let her, but i love the pain (ouch!)
Three AM you feeling better, we high on the same couch

Now it's you and me attached with self destructive tendencies 
I gotchu where i need we gon make the perfect recipe
Gotchu on your knees now you stuck with me obsessively 
Give you an apology but its far from regrettably 

Burn me, cut me up, and you'll become my favorite memory
That knot inside your gut, don't listen to it its bad energy
I got what you need and what you want, i'll be your remedy
Been living with this curse alone but now you're my accessory 

You gon get your way or you gon find a way out
Bathroom with a bloody wrist, puppy eyes you sit and pout
On LSD and mushrooms, tell me what you tripping 'bout
Take a swig out of this bottle imma help you kill your doubts

I don't wanna go home
I'm in love with the fast lane
She said she moving slow mo
Good thing i brought cocaine
We living like some hobos
Same clothes with the same stains
She don't want no fomo 
So she took my last name

Now it's you and me attached with self destructive tendencies 
I gotchu where i need we gon make the perfect recipe
Gotchu on your knees now you stuck with me obsessively 
Give you an apology but its far from regrettably 

Burn me, cut me up, and you'll become my favorite memory
That knot inside your gut, don't listen to it its bad energy
I got what you need and what you want, i'll be your remedy
Been living with this curse alone but now you're my accessory 

(yuh)x4

We can barely function, don't even know who we are
What state are we in and how the fuck did we get in this car
Panic in your face, the drugs wore off you bout to fall apart
Where do you even start

Now it's you and me attached with self destructive tendencies 
I gotchu where i need we gon make the perfect recipe
Gotchu on your knees now you stuck with me obsessively 
Give you an apology but its far from regrettably 

Burn me, cut me up, and you'll become my favorite memory
That knot inside your gut, don't listen to it its bad energy
I got what you need and what you want, i'll be your remedy
Been living with this curse alone but now you're my accessory

addiction

FIRST PROJECT. 6 TRACKS. FROM MY SOUL TO YOU.
(prod. Jaden The Outlaw)

lyrics:

LET ME ROT
I can't stand it, these voices in my head just never stop
Prescription pills to manage, but now i feel stuck in a box
Don't ask how many times i tried to leave just know that its a lot
Might be immortal baby, but i still wait for the devils knock

Look in the mirror i'm not there I'm feeling see through
I could wipe away your tears but i'll never love you
I can try but you know that i always go back to my ways
If i die, you know imma haunt you till you meet your grave

Isolate now everyone believes i turned into a ghost
Never did the things i said i would i still deserve a toast
lost so many brain cells i probably couldn't tie the rope
I tried to get my soul to sell but i don't think there's any hope

I tried
But i could never get my smile back
You lied
You said you'd get me everything i lack

Everyday still feels the same i feel so sick
I could never, do this on my own you know this
Codependency is in my veins i feel frozen
Bugs inside my brain i feel like i'm just a rodent

Inhale a hundred thousand cigarettes hope this my last breath
Hope there's bourbon in my liver when i'm jumping off the crest

Still swimming in the middle of the ocean
Xanax with a little liquor that's my favorite potion
I can't help but feel so bitter everything was stolen
one step forward, two steps back i been stuck in this motion

Sick of coping, i know that my body's worthless
It don't mean a thing to me, to you i'm just a service
Get you what you need for the free, you didn't earn it
It cost me blood, sweat, and tears so i know you wouldn't purchase

I'm not nervous, but i keep on shaking
I'm not perfect, but i'm better than your ranking
You're so certain, that it's yours for the taking
I'll be the first to tell you you're just playing games with satan

I tried
But i could never get my smile back
You lied
You said you'd get me everything i lack

Everyday still feels the same i feel so sick
I could never, do this on my own you know this
Codependency is in my veins i feel frozen
Bugs inside my brain i feel like i'm just a rodent

Inhale a hundred thousand cigarettes hope this my last breath
Hope there's bourbon in my liver when i'm jumping off the crest

Codependency is in my veins i feel frozen
Bugs inside my brain i feel like i'm just a rodent

Inhale a hundred thousand cigarettes hope this my last breath
Hope there's bourbon in my liver when i'm jumping off the crest

crest

FIRST PROJECT. 6 TRACKS. FROM MY SOUL TO YOU.
(prod. c world)

lyrics:

I got issues of my own i'm not your lifeline
Drinking, doing drugs, that's the way i'm gonna handle mine
You wish that i told you, i wish that you read the signs
You say i never tell the truth but there's a fine line

Girl
You act like it's all falling down
And it just might if you keep me around
(i fuck it up!)

I think that it's all your fault
(your fault!)
This ain't the way that life's supposed to be...

But what more can i do
Slit my wrists to show you proof
You're inside of my veins 
Your problems are mine too
I guess i can't complain
That every day's the same

(It's my fault)x2
(I let you in now i'm)

Stuck with all this weight up on my back
Turn my back on you just to run right back

I got issues of my own i'm not your lifeline
Drinking, doing drugs, that's the way i'm gonna handle mine
You wish that i told you, i wish that you read the signs
You say i never tell the truth but there's a fine line

Girl
You think that you know everything
Then tell me why were falling apart at the seems
(We fall apart!)

I think you just wanna waste time you looking for fun
Anytime i need you all i ever seem to get is crumbs

And what more can i do
I changed your life, I changed your mood
It never seems enough 
I'm running out of room

In my heart and my brain
I'm too far gone, insane
It's all because of you x2

Stuck with all this weight up on my back
Turn my back on you just to run right back

I got issues of my own i'm not your lifeline
Drinking, doing drugs, that's the way i'm gonna handle mine
You wish that i told you, i wish that you read the signs
You say i never tell the truth but there's a fine line

lifeline

FIRST PROJECT. 6 TRACKS. FROM MY SOUL TO YOU.
(prod. taymxru)

lyrics:

What's really left
I feel like I tried everything
Tried my best
Guess it didn't matter in the end
Could of held my breath

What a waste of time look at all the stress i gave
A beautiful mess that i have made
Your hand is out but i won't take
You say you love
But it feels fake

I'm the cause of all my stress 
I'm torn apart there's not much left
I'll take your heart with my last breath
I've done much worse for less

I've let it all fall down on me too many times before
Bury me alive one more time, i won't get up off the floor
Well whatcha waiting for
You got the gun
The choice is yours
I gave you notes that you ignore
All i ask is don't slam the door.

I wish i didn't know, didn't know 
That you made up your mind
Wish i didn't know, didn't know 
There's no reversing time

You're not the main reason for all my pain
For some reason i can't help but put the blame

On you
It's never been a fair fight for you
I'm traumatized and blind to you
At times I'm scared of you 
I'm scared a truth 
Hurts
More when you don't know
Happiness can come to you
You still deserve it, don't block the sunshine

Oh what a beautiful mess that i have made
Your hand is out but i won't take
You say you love
But it feels fake

I'm the cause of all my stress 
I'm torn apart there's not much left
I'll take your heart with my last breath
I've done much worse for less

I've let it all fall down on me too many times before
Bury me alive one more time, i won't get up off the floor
Well whatcha waiting for
You got the gun
The choice is yours
I gave you notes that you ignore
All i ask is don't slam the door.

Oh what a beautiful mess that i have made
Your hand is out but i won't take
You say you love
But it feels fake

I'm the cause of all my stress 
I'm torn apart there's not much left
I'll take your heart with my last breath
I've done much worse for less

I've let it all fall down on me too many times before
Bury me alive one more time, i won't get up off the floor
Well whatcha waiting for
You got the gun
The choice is yours
I gave you notes that you ignore
All i ask is don't slam the door.

beautiful mess

FIRST PROJECT. 6 TRACKS. FROM MY SOUL TO YOU.
(prod. taymxru)

lyrics:

Paranoia in my mind i can't think straight 
You couldn't fix me if you tried it's just too late
Imma die young and slow in my home state
I know i'm running out of time but this is my fate

Paranoia in my mind i can't think straight 
You couldn't fix me if you tried it's just too late
Imma die young and slow in my home state
I know i'm running out of time but this is my fate

It's none of your concern the way i'm fucking up my life 
I lost sight of all my goals, now there's ten pills in my sprite
Now my vision blurry, who knows where i'm ending up tonight
Ain't nobody worried everyone think imma be alright

It's none of your concern the way i'm fucking up my life
It can't get much worse than this, i'm looking pale, my skin looks white
I'm in a bar i'm talking politics just so it starts a fight
I'll leave with scars, but i'm the only one with blood up on his knife

After all i know i won't feel a thing
Still the same movie just a different scene
Suffer from self hatred
Terrified to make Changes

I know they're coming for me
I don't wanna run and hide anymore
Shotgun in my mouth I let my brains spill out
Left a not up on my dresser to explain my doubts

It don't get better than this
(It won't get better)
It won't get better than this

(I know it won't)
(i know it won't)
(Get better)

Paranoia in my mind i can't think straight 
You couldn't fix me if you tried it's just too late
Imma die young and slow in my home state
I know i'm running out of time but this is my fate

it won't get better

FIRST PROJECT. 6 TRACKS. FROM MY SOUL TO YOU.
(prod. Jaden The Outlaw)

lyrics:

I hold the perfect poker face, but my soul smells guilty
I make a mistake, now i feel so filthy 
I know there's no escape, if they find me they gon kill me
I'll be sure to give them thanks

I'm a evil genius, how'd i get away with this
I kind of love it though, adrenaline when taking risks
I watch the blood flow, your body squirming like a fish
One day i'll go back to your grave just to take a piss

If i can't find you, how could they (how could they)
you probably rotted to the bones anyway (anyway)
If they found out what would they say (what would they say)
It feels like everybody knows but they made me stay

If i can't find you, how could they (how could they)
you probably rotted to the bones anyway (anyway)
If they found out what would they say (what would they say)
It feels like everybody knows but they made me stay

I can't change what i've done
Can't sweep it underneath the rug
That karma on my soul weighs tons
Dying slow, ain't having fun

But am i really in the wrong
I can't tell
It feels like i always been comfortable 
Inside of hell
It feels like all you do is hurt, so you probably do as well

These days I been jealous of you
I been tryna seal my fate, but it never comes true
Put that pistol to my face, pull the trigger and you'll lose
I wish i was more like you
I wish i could meet my doom

If i can't find you, how could they (how could they)
you probably rotted to the bones anyway (anyway)
If they found out what would they say (what would they say)
It feels like everybody knows but they made me stay

If i can't find you, how could they (how could they)
you probably rotted to the bones anyway (anyway)
If they found out what would they say (what would they say)
It feels like everybody knows but they made me stay

Jaden The Outlaw

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