routine

Relax/Study/Focus to this chill lofi track.

First Light

wanderlust

smooth as a baby's bottom.

You walk around
like you're the only one who knows what's up on this side of town.
I gotta play it cool. Or I might lose you
to some undercover lover tryna get you under covers.
I let far too many slip under my radar.
But I don't see you ownin’ up to you.
We're both just tryna find our own lil path to paradise.
We try so hard.
We try so hard.
Through all this fussin' and fightin’.
You've got a heart made of gold
You're in the sky with the diamonds.
I'm starin’ up thinkin’ that none of it really matters
since you walked away.

I wait so long for you.

You got your high heels.
Watch it, take an eye out.
Wait until you find out what that's really worth.
She wants a nice bag strictly for the price tag.
Never look inside past the shine on that design on her shirt.
Where did you go when I need you?
Now all the walls we built together are see-through.
We've been at this way too long
for us to keep up this facade so strong.
Through all the libel and labels.
We lift the pieces back up to sweep it all of the table.
Baby, I've dealt with this as long as I'm able
but I can't take anymore.

Through all the sufferin' and sorrow.
You want my lovin’ today, you want me gone by tomorrow.
Still after everything, I'd beg steal and borrow
if I could see you again.

brenda [prod. by mr. master]

:)@afternoon @love-sadkid 
mixed by: @halberd-3000
art by: twitter.com/lordohsew
https://fanlink.to/aairallnight

All Night

all night w/love-sadkid and afternoon (on spotify)

This is my first song so forgive me for the horrible quality. 

This song was written about two of my previous relationships (Ah the joys of life)that afterwards, I realised the experiences I went through happened to be the exact same? So yeah I wrote a song about that. It also helped that both their names started with L.

Déjà vu with the L word - Original

we're all just spirits drifting through this life, finding our own reasons and our own motivations to keep on drifting.

mine is music.

come drift with me for just a moment <3

artwork by chrosky

all production (excluding the song Sometimes) by me

features by love-sadKiD, Atwood, and Chris Wright

Special thanks to Miles Landry, ETHERIO, love-sadKiD, Duke Ducas, and many others for helping me shape this record into what it is

SPIRITS

Again With You (feat. Chris Wright)

Thank you for 1K followers! This song is out in Spotify/Apple music too! 

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/mondayat7am
Rapper: https://soundcloud.com/kyaruok
Singer/Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics:
Run it down, where'd my mind go
Done it now, where'd the time go
Picking petals off of daisies
Going ghost like uh Patrick Swayze 
Then I kinda read some useless headline
Then I need to meet a stupid deadline
Asking what's life without a purpose
So I've grasped it's dying inside and on the surface 

What's a friend if they can't talk to you
What's an end if you can't start anew
What's a goal if you can't follow through
What's a soul if you can't follow you 

Maybe I've been tripping because 
I don't really know what my purpose is
It feels like I'm drowning I’ve been going with currents
So it don't seem like I'm hurting
But In reality it hurts more when the dreams reoccurring
I’ve been sleeping where the serpents live, they can wake me up
Worthless, let me drink out of the devil's cup  
I’ve been going in circles until my head erupts
And maybe that makes me crazy but maybe it's not enough
 
What’s the good of a soul if it’s not in use 
What’s the good of a soul if you’re in a noose 
But a soul's a soul no matter how battered or bruised 
Beaten down and broken or confused 

And then I find myself yelling for you one last time
Tell me it’ll be fine
One more time

Spotify

What's a Soul Ft. Kyaru & Ocoenia (Prod. Mon-Day)

This song was made by love-sadkid, it was uploaded to youtube and I do not own it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tliKFylnuaA

Taste Love-Sadkid (not mine)

I still remember 
when I promised you 
I wouldn't be like the others 
who broke you and told you lies. 
All of the songs 
that made us think of each other. 
Used to smile when I heard them. 
Now I hurry to shut them off. 

But it’s only because I 
don’t think I’ll ever find 
somebody like you. 
It’s a once in a lifetime chance. 
So I won’t even try to find 
somebody like you. 
I won’t waste my time. 
‘Cause you were already mine. 

Thought I got rid of 
all the pictures I had of us 
‘til I realized 
they were all 
still inside my head. 
Three in the morning 
tryna smoke away the pain 
of knowing you’re fast asleep 
while I’m up tryna blame it on you. 

It’s only because I 
don’t think I’ll ever find 
somebody like you. 
I’d be lucky if I came close. 
I'd always dreamed about 
somebody like you. 
I just don't get how 
I only realized now.

I hope you never find 
somebody like me. 
who’ll just keep you to treat you wrong. 
You deserve so much better than 
somebody like me, 
who just can’t see 
when to let you breathe, 
who will up and leave 
and write a song a year after 
about wishing it was how it used to be.

somebody like you (2016 demo)

It's been a while.

Use the track as you wish. Just make sure to give credit.

Hello. Is Anybody Out There?

I'm sorry to everyone who has DMed me. I don't check my Soundcloud much. Hopefully that will change.

Hello. Is Anybody Out There?

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