Art, mixing, beat, lyrics, vocals, etc by Jae Grhyme
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LYRICS:
I tried my best you see that
This love got me on relapse
I keep on coming right back
Don't run away let's recap

I tried my best you see that
This love got me on relapse
I keep on coming right back
Don't run away let's recap
I tried my best you see that
This love got me on relapse
You're like a gun to my head
Don't run away babe get back

Run away from me where you gonna go
They play my songs in all the fucking stores
I'm not tryna do another god damn show
Only three tracks in and I'm going home

Don't you miss me, babygirl I'm so alone
Don't you kiss me, babygirl it's over though
This is history, crying on my fucking phone
And I'm listening, fuck it I'ma hit the road

Hit the road, she won't ride but I'm driving
Catch a plane on this bitch 'cause I been flying
I don't know if I'm living or I'm dying
Either way, I'm just ready for the silence

I tried my best you see that
This love got me on relapse
I keep on coming right back
Don't run away let's recap
I tried my best you see that
This love got me on relapse
You're like a gun to my head
Don't run away babe get back

Yeah, get back
On relapse
Hit me back
Yeah, hit me back

Relapse

Vocals, Mix, Master & Lyrics by Jae Grhyme
Produced by Curt Bain
Art by Jae Grhyme
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LYRICS:
Got a lot on my plate, can't eat now
But I'm so high that I cant look down
When I fall will you get me
I feel alive when you're with me

Got a lot on my plate, cant eat right now
I'm so high hope I don't fall down
I got the drugs and they gon' lift me
I'm strung out and I might just leave
Got a lot on my plate, can't eat right now
I'm so high that I can't look down
When I fall will you get me
I feel alive when you're with me

Getting tired, from all my grinding
Do you love me? I need reminders
If I fall down will you revive me?
You're an angel, but I been flying

Woah do you give a damn if I stay
Why my life in my hands? it's a damn shame
What you mean when you tell me only I changed
You done switched up on me then the cash came

Yeah but the cash came with me
Feeling like I'm the man in my city
If I fall right now, baby, will you miss me?
I'm just tryna get together with my feelings

Oooo, yeah
Oooo, woah

Got a lot on my plate, can't eat right now
I'm so high hope I don't fall down
I got the drugs and they gon' lift me
I'm strung out and I might just leave
Got a lot on my plate, can't eat right now
I'm so high that I can't look down
When I fall will you get me
I feel alive when you're with me

You're my lighter, 'cause I'm on fire
When I'm with you, I'm burning brighter
When you're leaving I feel so tired
Do you love me? I need reminders

Woah, now I'm crying in the booth it's
Man down, baby I hate that do this
Crashed out, all these drugs they got me foolish
Can't fall, 'cause I'm tryna get to moving

These bars ain't motherfucking dumbells
Give a damn when they asking me 'bout my health
Swore I'd kick it but then I'd be in my hell
Die inside every time I take this damn pill

Oooo, yeah
Oooo, woah

Got a lot on my plate, can't eat right now
I'm so high hope I don't fall down
I got the drugs and they gon' lift me
I'm strung out and I might just leave
Got a lot on my plate, can't eat right now
I'm so high that I can't look down
When I fall will you get me
I feel alive when you're with me

Can't Look Down (prod. Curt Bain)

I can't control all these thoughts in my head

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Question the words that you said
Now I don't know how we drifted

Apart from the lies you told me
One heart in my life and its you only
I'm sorry for the way that you hold me
Crying in your arms 'cause I'm lonely
I'm so suspicious, did I risk this
Floodlights, I'm swimming with the fishes
Stage right, my decision's
Final there's no coming back from this wish
Suicide: do or die
All the time: on my grind
Late nights: sipping wine
Popping pills for the last time

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Question the words that you said
Now I don't know how we drifted

Popping pills swear that this will be my last one
If I die tonight baby tell my mom I had fun
If I die tonight baby tell my mom I had fun
Feel like Curt Cobain but I don't own a shotgun
Feel like Robin Williams but I never wear a damn belt
30 weigh my pants and I swear that I don't feel well
I'ma take a shot of the Henny aiming to kill
Demons in my brain but watch me make my blood spill
Pavement, why I say this
When the police come they want a statement (write it up)
Ape shit, going crazy
Committed like asylums that I hang in

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Question the words that you said
Now I don't know how we drifted

I can't control all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than have to live with the dread
(Of my thoughts in my head)
I can't control all these thoughts in my head
(Sometimes I'd rather be dead)
Question the words that you said
(Than have to live with the dread)
Now I don't know how we drifted
(Than have to live with the dread)

IDK (EP)

Spotify

Thoughts In My Head (prod. Curt Bain)

Now the times running so thick
Let the blood drip from my wrist
Rolex glide, no it don't tick
Watch the hands move while I sip

I don't know how time runs thick
And it slows down like this
I only got one wish
Turn me up 'cause I'm on my shit
I don't know how time runs thick
Rolex glide it don't tick
Watch the hands move while I sip
Watch the blood drip from wrist

Ooh, drip so hard
Yeah, and I'm off a bar
To erase my scars
And I always gotta wear a scarf
Stone cold, diamond, frozen, how the world be
I been on my crying shit lately
I been on my why I'm feeling hazy
Better off dead babygirl why'd you save me
Yeah, feeling lazy
Wanna hide up in a hole, you can't make me
Go outside I'm the one that needs saving
Run away from here, my heart's breaking
I just wanna do one more line
Can't stop 'cause I'm on my grind
Can't stop 'cause you're on my mind
I don't wanna think 'bout the last time

I don't know how time runs thick
And it slows down like this
I only got one wish
Turn me up 'cause I'm on my shit
I don't know how time runs thick
Rolex glide it don't tick
Watch the hands move while I sip
Watch the blood drip from wrist

Time Runs Thick (prod. Xtravulous)

I don't know 'bout who could love me
You don't know 'bout who's worth trusting
Just trust me

I don't know why you don't trust me
Wondering if it's love or lusting
Conversation that we had: discussing
What the future's gonna bring for us, we
Can't change all the demons in our past but
We'll outrun 'em if we can just move fast enough
Tried to take it slow but I'm too damn passionate
I'm just scared you'll walk out once you've had enough

No, I don't wanna fall in love again
Pop a pill now I am all set
Why you always left me when I'm sad
You kill me good now I'm all down bad
Shawty wanna fuck but I just wanna top, yeah
Thought she love me but she just want my guwap, yeah
I don't even got a time to impress her, yeah
But I'm glad now I be geeking with swipe, yeah
She looks so pretty in the body bag
She left me scars so i gave her drag
Why these bitches always looking at my racks
Why these bitches always looking at my racks
She looks so pretty in the body bag
She left me scars so i gave her drag
Why these bitches always looking at my racks
Use me as you please, don't waste your fucking time
I don't wanna wait so what are you waiting for now

I don't know why you don't trust me
Wondering if it's love or lusting
Conversation that we had: discussing
What the future's gonna bring for us, we
Can't change all the demons in our past but
We'll outrun 'em if we can just move fast enough
Tried to take it slow but I'm too damn passionate
I'm just scared you'll walk out once you've had enough

Have you had enough
Have you had enough
Am I bad at love
Rolex on my wrist but that won't buy me friends
I'm alone with my demons until the very end
I can't change things that passed
I can't change what I did
But maybe in the future I can try to make amends
Yeah, and I might just show up at your front door
Tryna apologize but I know you want more
I can't be myself without you I'm done for
Baby let me in I just wanna talk once or
Two times maybe we can speak a few lines
Baby let me in I just want one more try
I know that you're scared but I'm not the last guy
I want you for you, not a body that I'm tryna slide

I don't know why you don't trust me
Wondering if it's love or lusting
Conversation that we had: discussing
What the future's gonna bring for us, we
Can't change all the demons in our past but
We'll outrun 'em if we can just move fast enough
Tried to take it slow but I'm too damn passionate
I'm just scared you'll walk out once you've had enough

Trust Me (feat. Ramandhika) [prod. Jae Grhyme]

Dreams I die in, they can't phase me
Dreams I cry in, they're not changing
Its less hurt for you, do my own thing
Its less work for you, dig my own grave
Yeah, I don't know if I'll make it
Yeah, getting tired of the faking
Suicidal dreams, my life for the taking
Suicidal dreams, my life for the taking

Yeah, I just took two pills
Hold up, I just cracked two seals
Head spinning, ain't no traction on these wheels
Okay, okay, yeah, yeah

Up two weeks, too high, can't sleep
I been in too deep right up shit's creek
You can't change me you get what you see
Wonder what you'll think when I rest in peace
Yeah, all this blood on your hands
Dripped from my wrist to the sheets of the bed
I dream in color but its always red
Visions of dying can't make me upset

Dreams I die in, they can't phase me
Dreams I cry in, they're not changing
Its less hurt for you, do my own thing
Its less work for you, dig my own grave
Yeah, I don't know if I'll make it
Yeah, getting tired of the faking
Suicidal dreams, my life for the taking
Suicidal dreams, my life for the taking

Make It (Suicidal Dreams) [prod. Curt Bain]

Girl I'd rather be sad it's easier
Than to not know what I'm feeling
Ice on my heart so now I'm freezing
Out all the people who care to see me
Girl I'd rather be sad it's easier
Than to dread the thought of breathing
Ice on my heart so now I'm freezing
I don't know how you could leave me

First things first, girl I need you by my side
I just bought a coupe so you that we gon' ride
I just found a cliff so you know where I'm gon' drive
If I can't fucking have you baby how can I survive
Shawty hop in, go, there's one thing that you should know
This ain't a one way ticket but to get back there's no road

Girl I'd rather be sad it's easier
Than to not know what I'm feeling
Ice on my heart so now I'm freezing
Out all the people who care to see me
Girl I'd rather be sad it's easier
Than to dread the thought of breathing
Ice on my heart so now I'm freezing
I don't know how you could leave me

Okay I'm back in, Mac 10, on the battle front
I'm a front line soldier, with these battle scars
All this pain in me, shawty I just rolled a blunt
Make it go away, like the people that I love
I been in this hole for too many days
Thought the smoke would have cleared, it's still in the way

Girl I'd rather be sad it's easier
Than to not know what I'm feeling
Ice on my heart so now I'm freezing
Out all the people who care to see me
Girl I'd rather be sad it's easier
Than to dread the thought of breathing
Ice on my heart so now I'm freezing
I don't know how you could leave me

How You Could Leave Me (prod. Curt Bain)

Lonely

keep your head up we'll get thru it tg ♥

Jae Grhyme (@jaegrhyme)