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ninety (+ isa)

farshh

bpm: 180
time signature: 4/4
made with lmms 1.3.0 alpha-1.184
sample used: sewerslvt - all joy in life was gone once you left
i might upload a slowed down version
ily sewerslvt kiss emoji
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highlight of life

hook: 
ive lost all my inspiration, 

ive been feeling lost, losing dedication,

ive been takin meds, been takin medication,

everything is past me, yea that make sense,

i dont wanna leave every1 behind,

all these flashbacks makin me mf blind.

its a sight to see, i dont wanna take the time to find,

all the pieces and puzzles that we left behind,

verse:

i dont wanna go, yeah im all alone x 4


i dont really know what to fkin tell ya,

all these demons haunting, came to fkin sell ya,

sell your life away, thats what they tell ya,

i don’t appreciate all these fkin haters,

inspiration :) (notion)

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮
a lil tracy remix 🤷‍♀️
i have a dnb track im posting nxt week

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

beat made by @ Tyler Ponsford on youtube

slowly i think that im leavin all my days behind me
but it gets lost in the sauce when you sittin right beside me
i know im lost, movin on from the hurt that stayed inside me
bringing out the passion that i always knew resides in me

lonely soul, that i know is scared so it hides inside me
not good with confrontation so ill try to ask it nicely
to come on out and show the everyone what its truly hiding
translating what it says to paper with the words im writing

spent some time in the past feeling lost and so alone
the shit i had to deal with made me colder to the bone
the shit i had to feel, it made me wanna leave my home
and go and find a bridge or someone that i call my own

picked apart the pieces, put em back with sticks and glue
piper put a bounty on the bitch that made a move
tried to let go of the past, and tried to start a new
but he keep on playing games so im bringin out the blues

If you feelin stuck you really have to take responsibility
dont give into your thoughts,show some fucking humility
dont sit on your ass and just accept what god is giving
i work for what i want cuz i know i got it in me

Know im not the one, that can dictate what you want
But please listen to what i say, And you'll find the light someday (you'll find it someday)

Dont know a father figure, the music is what made me
The music taught me all the things that caved my fuckin brain in
The music taught me how to move on from the things that pained me
Now that i know the truths, that shit will never phase me

Exhausted, Tired and dont give a fuck
A fostered, Child, That grew up from the mud
He never knew how to heal all of the scars and cuts
But he paved a way, Cuz in his head he said he had enough

2 years later im told they feelin so cold and hopeless
Was stuck in the same hole and always wondered where my soul went
But nowadays, I feel no pain, I think im feelin chosen
To tell the youth the truth in the form of these songs and poems

Nowadays the kids remain, forever feelin stuck again
Feelin shame, Feelin hate, and Never knowin who to blame
Feelin pain, And feelin numb to actions of the ones today
But as their age goes up they will learn to start a new again

neverending

prod. azami37

she dont want me she just want my diamonds
why she hate me percs with the chronic
syrup on me bitch im iconic
bitches on me and they do molly (x2)

they do molly yeah they do molly
in the backseat of a car passed out prolly
off the molly
she is off the molly
gonna blackout baby i know u dont want me

and i know that bitch she so dumb
she gon fuck me just to use my gun
off the fucking perc off the molly
she gon suck my dick like its a lolly

and she drunk prolly
drinking so proudly (x2)

uuuuuhhhhhh and she ofdf the molyy uyuhhhhhh uuuu u huhuhuhhhh and she sdrunk prolly

(telephone)

she dont want me she just want my diamonds
why she hate me percs with the chronic
syrup on me bitch im iconic
bitches on me and they do molly

(normal)

she dont want me she just want my diamonds
why she hate me percs with the chronic
syrup on me bitch im iconic
bitches on me and they do molly

molly

od as ant xanu viska noriu as pamirsti
peilis man ant rankos noriu jau nusizudyti 
nerasyk tu man zinau kad tu mane pamilsi  
ko tu tyli nesuprantu ko tu tyli 

od as ant xanu viska noriu as pamirsti
peilis man ant rankos noriu jau nusizudyti 
nerasyk tu man zinau kad tu mane pamilsi  
ko tu tyli nesuprantu ko tu tyli 

as zinau kad tu mane mylejai
tu mane mylejai tu mane mylejai 
as zinau kad manim tikejai
tu tikejai
tu manim tikejai

as zinau kad tu mane mylejai
tu mane mylejai tu mane mylejai 
as zinau kad manim tikejai
tu tikejai
tu manim tikejai

tr1pl36:
nezinau kazkas apie savizudybe

nori:
od as ant xanu viska noriu as pamirsti
peilis man ant rankos noriu jau nusizudyti 
nerasyk tu man zinau kad tu mane pamilsi  
ko tu tyli nesuprantu ko tu tyli 

od as ant xanu viska noriu as pamirsti
peilis man ant rankos noriu jau nusizudyti 
nerasyk tu man zinau kad tu mane pamilsi  
ko tu tyli nesuprantu ko tu tyli 

as zinau kad tu mane mylejai
tu mane mylejai tu mane mylejai 
as zinau kad manim tikejai
tu tikejai
tu manim tikejai

as zinau kad tu mane mylejai
tu mane mylejai tu mane mylejai 
as zinau kad manim tikejai
tu tikejai
tu manim tikejai


tu mane mylejai </3
tu mane mylejaiiiii
BLET

tu mane mylejai :( w/ tr1pl36

this kind of drones on but thats on purpose. its supposed to go to the back of your head. if you don't like that, that's fine. it's mostly for me.

i spent some time in the hospital and thought about remixing ease by doused. just the end part. so i did that.

the cover art uploaded sideways.

ease (hospital version)

https://hellishmxvdg.carrd.co/

YT
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQTjQ3-0-D1qvoTWNIX0klQ

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

JAENYX

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