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interpolation of ithinkimdoingbetter by @sanriorose

(lyrics)
im jus stuck inside this
i dont even care at all
i dont even mind it
i jus wanna watch it fall

u been in my mind
i cant seem to get u out
and i dont even mind it
im jus tryna give u my heart
 
told u that im fucked up when i started off
sorry to say that my depression was the start of us
flipping through pages of my story they get hearted up
sorry that i didnt learn my lesson is my art enough?

when u move on i gotta kill you it’s the purge 
i say im sorry cuz i didn’t mean to hurt ya
and everytime i say my truth u fuck my words up
and everytime i look at u you fucking look away

ok im fine now
learned how to lie now
i wanted you but fuck it’s blood all in my eyes now
i wanted you but i cant see you by my side now
i wanted you but shit i just hope you fucking die now

don’t wanna see the truth i poke my fucking eyes out
calm down
cuz i don’t wanna fucking cry now
and if i do im blaming you because you ran away
i wanted you but shit im (going insane while recording)

really wanna see if i can fucking live this way
ion think i can i fucking slit my wrist
and i punch my fucking stomach hope i hit my ribs
and i open up my lips give the gun a kiss

she told that im strong why’d you fucking lie
how u gone tell me that im wrong when im fucking right
how u gone tell me it’s ok you see me fucking crying
why do i think you’re still alive i seen u fucking die

and i gotta admit thats it’s so hard to get sum help
it seemed so easy but it’s so hard to kill myself
and i say fuck you everytime u try to help
i tell you that im done with drugs and then fuck up my health
and what’s sum money if i don’t got mental wealth 
if i can do it i can do it by myself 

im jus stuck inside this
i dont even care at all
i dont even mind it
i jus wanna watch 

really wanna see if i can fucking live this way
ion think i can i fucking slit my wrist
and i punch my fucking stomach hope i hit my ribs
and i open up my lips give the gun a kiss

ithinkimdoingworse prod yk

@jaydes @demilol @rvvnge

order:
1 - jaydes
2 - me
3 - demi
4 - rvvnge

cometothespot ft jaydes, ay3demi, rvvnge (milanezie)

nightmares (prod. katlightning + cade +cgm)

dream prod pk

whateva ft midwxst x ninexteen (prod yukisx + olly + yeahitis)

BLUFFIN (feat. vasto, reef, & jahhlu)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2QBLEPmT5ZtN3p2dTGwDJY?si=b7d95555d05647bd

Contact Cejay:
www.instagram.com/hatecejay/
www.tiktok.com/@hatecejay
www.youtube.com/@hatecejay

lyrics
im tryna see clear about my life
everything i do not sure if its right
wont look at myself now i cant stand the sight
i cant stand the sight

not sure if im right 
i had to convince myself
the shit i been doin its slight
i gotta commit myself
and i got a lot on the line
im askin god should i risk myself

he told me shouldnt but should I
cuz off of the drugs i get shuteye
wont switch on the bros why would I
cuz this is the gang that i stood by

whole click top 1 
we aint gone think about 2
whole gang wipe his nose
he aint even say ahchew
im using expensive designer
to cover up my wounds
a nigga wont talk we can hit about it
long way past feuds
i need me a crib with the world around it
long way past views

you niggas is shitty
none of you niggas can conversate wit me
im at the top cuz i been gettin litty
i keep it 100 dont break it in 50's
never gone stop, take over my city

im tryna see clear about my life
everything i do not sure if its right
wont look at myself now i cant stand the sight

not sure if im right 
i had to convince myself
the shit i been doin its slight
i gotta commit myself
and i got a lot on the line
im askin god should i risk myself

he told me shouldnt but should I
cuz off of the drugs i get shuteye
wont switch on the bros why would I
cuz this is the gang that i stood by

i sacrifice my emotions lately
i been stuck in the motions baby
i smoke gas get hoes thats daily
huh

they switchin they side i aint gonna ride with none of these fakes
cuz i dont watch good homies grow up and turn into jakes
they want me to fail but i got what it takes
your shorty keep hittin me up cuz she want a taste

written by: @hatecejay
mixed and mastered by @hatecejay
produced by: @pdumb

right  [ALL PLATS IN DESC]

Jahhlu - Barrier

lulu - campfire song

@midwxst @rxpapi

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